Superhate!

Geram sgt!

Tak taula nak cakao geram kat binatang tu atau pun tuan empunya binatang tu... Fuhhh

Setial hari, bukak pintu nak pegi keje mesti ade bau yg menusuk hidung....dulu tak nampak lagi ape penyebabnya..tapi semakin hari semakin dekat pulak ruoa bauan tu..

Bayang kan taik kucing hari2 depan rumah..geramnyaaa....

Husband pukul 1 pagi bangun cuci lantai depan rumah...bangun pegi keje pukul 6.30 tengok2 ada yang baru..hot lagi tu!!!

Geram sangat...

Ikot kan ati kene kucing tu tapi dia binatang je...tak de akal...tapi sakit hati ngan empunya tu lagi tebal...

Grrr...

Terlajak

Hari yg paling stress dlm hidup.

life matter! Zzzzzz

Work situation;;;;grr....mad with the click..forget it

Client?? Yes....the most terrible thing i guess..the attitude..nope...but the expectation. Cant tell how much stress i am today.

Daaaa....

rezeki

one step closer...caption mcm nk gempak je...ala2 baru pas tunang... padahal dh jd bini org....

since almost 5 months after married..mcm2 dh berubah..masa kerja life....byklaaaaaa...ikotkan mmg byk sgt yg berubah....yg dh kawen mesti tau kan....

since kahwin jgkla byk soalan2 yg rasenya tak sedap je di dgr....beginning of time after married rase mcm boleh terime la...but kalo all the time benda yg sama n too sensitive rasa mcm menyampah la pulak...kinda busy body pulak...

bila bujang sibuk tanya bila nak kawen, bila nk kawen....oh my..kalaula kite tau bile kite kahwen like in the diary we open up every day takpe jgk...we just plan it...yg lain Tuhan yg tentukan....bila dh kawen..senyapla mulut2 yg sibuk berckp tu...

lepas kawen...rase tenang je...ingt kn panas smpai ke ptg rupanya hujan di tgh ari.....

after 2 months kawen..sibuk tnye..dh ade ke..dh berisi ke... fine isi perut adelaaa...boleh terima laa soalan2 tu....

then few months later...

eh...dh ade isi ek...
eh....ble nk pregnant...
eh..xpegi cek ke preg ke x...
eh...usaha lebih sket ni...
eh...dia dh ank ke 5..ko ble plk...

ok....yg pling best ble kte smyg je ari2...xlalu nk mkn...mulela rumours....dh preg ea...bpe bln?

erkkkkkk....nk respon ape ni..nk marah..kawan2 jgk...nk tarik muke...kawan2 jugak...last2 senyum kelat jela.....bkn xboleh terima cume sometimes cara setiap org menerima tu berbeza....ade yg selambaaa..adr yg sensitif... so better u just quiet..waiting for own self sendiri yg announce and pray for it..kan lagi bagus....

kalola kita ni Tuhan nk preg ble2 mase je...bolehla kita bgtau....tp kita ni manusia biasa...cume beruusaha......n tawakal...so xperlula push soalan2 lagi ea....

kdg2...kenela fhm..we are in planning ke...kita belum ade rezeki ke...kan lebih baik berfikiran mcm ni.....

sedih

when Allah said He wants to test us in many ways...

its reminder from Him that we been forgotten Him.

faham

tak semua org faham apa kita lalui..

tak semua boleh terima kata kata kita..

mungkin berada di tempat tinggi kata kata perintah tu sgt perlu dituruti..

kalaula hati manusia ni jernih suci...alhamdulillah hidup manusia di dunia ni...

tp

jika hitam dan busuk hati tu..maka parahla manusia sekeliling...

huuu..

mati

hati...

sebenarnya faham apa yg hidup dan mati.

hidup penuh kasih sayang dan ikhlas.

mati dengan dengki dan dendam.

regrets

in time, we feel regrets to what we chose.

in time, we realize how false our game.

in time, we fall to our own prediction.

in time, we should grab the opportunity for being right.

in time, we realize we waste time.

in time, we should wake up from a dream.

in time, say no to regrets.

mind rant

life cant be predict...

sometimes what we want we wont get. but still, hope come along.

life can be very hard and patience is a must. may He guide me..

rant

face can hide
but
heart cant lie

mind rant

its been a while from my last note.

hye 2015

still have not had the opportunity to welcome the new year since my last post was last december.

so, currently i still working in the same place, it just in a different area and incharge with mostly were my junior which is i feel uneasy with their way of management...opps

not so demanding but i think it so common among us right.

well, this year start so successful. one of my dream has achieved....i will graduate soon. and i just finish my study.. seriously, lega sangat lepas research dah settle...

and now counting dayss for my wed. argh..tak sabarnya nak lepas fasa ni sebab rasa macam banyak benda nak disettlekan.huuu

i'll try to find time ti write a story about my preparation next time. story been cheating, lesson and everythingla....

c ya!

kuman

masih berada di situasi yang sama..masih tiada perubahan.

kadang kadang rasa sangat annoyed dengan persekitaran yang macam ni tapi nasib baikla ada pembasmi yang selalu berganding bahu.. walaupun tak dapat nak hapuskan 100% kuman tu tapi at least 70% berhasil lah....

mungkin perlukan sedikit perubahan.