Your Mercy

while being busy with assignment, my eyes was searching for a song and guess this song is well heard for us as #muhasabah towards our #saudara in Gaza.

sing by Sami Yusuf which the good singer i adore his music in #dakwah.

Make me strong: just keep your eyes through the lyrics 

I know I’m waiting

Waiting for something

Something to happen to me

But this waiting comes with

Trials and challenges

Nothing in life is free

I wish that somehow

You’d tell me out aloud

That on that day I’ll be ok

But we’ll never know cause

That’s not the way it works

Help me find my way

My Lord show me right from wrong

Give me light make me strong

I know the road is long

Make me strong

Sometimes it just gets too much

I feel that I’ve lost touch

I know the road is long

Make me strong

I know I’m waiting

Yearning for something

Something known only to me

This waiting comes with

Trials and challenges

Life is one mystery

I wish that somehow

You’d tell me out aloud

That on that day you’ll forgive me

But we’ll never know cause

That’s not the way it works

I beg for your mercy

My Lord show me right from wrong

Give me light make me strong

I know the road is long

Make me strong

Sometimes it just gets too much

I feel that I’ve lost touch

I know the road is long

Make me strong

off Gym on New Area

almost one and half year working in Geriatric and i am counting days to leave them all. seriously, this is sad!  i'm gonna miss them!

i wrote a lot of my experience working with these grannies and older people. they were so adorable! guess that this word suit to describe them.

back to 2011, the day i enter the ward, i was telling myself that i shouldn't be here.
November 2012; a month to go to leave the ward. the first place was the best memories :)
tell me if you are not agree!
i feel reluctant to leave.

 although sometimes I complaint about the workload, things are pretty crap boss, but it always heal with a smile, singing and temperament from these old people, I think I have found the cure.
well, have friends who have always been together during difficult was the thing that is very needed.

however, I pray and hope that the new place is more fun and more happiness.
I will miss all the memories that I have here.

pray for #Gaza

another attacked for #Gaza. 

many of whom innocent have been killed. many lives go!

 almost all of them are suffer not for only the *jihad* they have made but as lamenting the loss of loved ones. 

Subhanallah. 

Pray for # Gaza

children who do not know anything also become a victim.

their cries were ignored.

their screams and appeal met with gunfire.

how cruel people. inhuman!!!

while they never attack back at them.

 hopefully their *jihad* been blessed.

Pray for #Gaza

I was a bit sad to talk about the hardships that they face. the enormity of the challenge  they have to face. Allah surely test them with such great. May they been protected by Your Iman *faith*.

Pray for #Gaza

I'm pretty proud of friends here who care for them. I first noticed of it when looking at many of other friends who put a picture on their facebook. seriously, please spread the prayer for them all.

pray for #Gaza

they have been through it for so long, I know they do not fear but even more brave and strong to overcome all the suffer. but, when will their suffer end? dead! Dead for Allah, *jihad* for agama!

we may not be able to resist those evil but we are able to give them a prayer that grant the faith and patience to overcome all fear and misery.

Pray for #Gaza

Daripada Abi Al Dardak RA bahawasanya Rasullulah SAW bersabda :

Sesiapa yang berdoa bagi saudara islamnya dengan tidak setahu saudaranya tersebut, 

berkatalah malaikat yang bertugas itu Amin..dan engkau pula akan beroleh seperti itu juga.

(Daripada Abi Al Dardak RA)

random thought #2

tak sedar yang kita hampir menamatkan tahun 2012. hanya tinggal sebulan lagi untuk melangkah ke tahun 2013. how time flies.

and another a month i'll reach 24. still young hah though the number not showing as it is. well 2012 was went through my life. and as usual my brain will definitely count on every scene and event that occur within this period. life cycle always caught into happiness, sadness, axcitement, dissappoinment and most unforgetful memories.

no matter how life i went through,i thank Him for letting me open my eyes and to see His creation and enjoying the nikmat with people i love.

alhamdulilah, my parents was good in health, my sisters keep moving and making their success and myself, i got things that i wish from last year even not fill all the wishes.

how about 2013?

Let me keep until i get what i had wish. one and most! may He listen to my prayer.

work: counting days to leave. seriously i am sad leaving the grannies and lovely friends in gym. they were made so much fun and jokes. i'm gonna miss them. hope, the new place will bring a better environment. sobs sobs...
i was staying for about one and half year in geriatric. a lot of things i learnt from it and a lot of people i had seen and the lesson i take put me into a person which more to humanity and responsible. i am gonna miss them :(

study- third semester, bundles of assignment to submit, revision for weekly test.tired, hard and sometimes i ever thought of giving up! bad hah. but mom and dad were the reason i stay. *promise to finish the study.*

housemate-losing my housemate. she move out to her hometown. she was the mulut murai among others...Miss her a lot ;(

disappoinment- everybody went to this stage. losing someone and to get it heals was suffer. my cure was the prayer and redha.

anugerah- He took from me but He still give what i need. that i called His bless. thank Him for heal my heart and give me a lot of faith in facing these.

life wasn't perfect based from what we dream but life would be perfect by His bless from what we need.

May He with us. assalammualaikum

of redha and kufur

every moment we went through was His plan.

every things that we received, all from Him

every nikmat we taste was His gift

every smile we made was His bless

every tears we drop was reminder from Him

it's us to redha from what we had or kufur from what we took!

this is the time to learn appreciate life and syukur toward Him

no matter how much u losing or gaining thing, please!please dont ever *kufur* from His nikmat (grace)

'sesungguhnya Tuhan sentiasa memberikan sesuatu yang baik dari keburukan yang kita lalui dan janganlah kita berpaling kepadaNya kerana diuji dengan ujian dariNya kerana ia seolah olah kita kufur akan nikmat yang diberikan sebaliknya redhalah akan ketentuanNya dan cubalah memperbaiki kerana setiap usaha kita akan di sertai dengan restu dariNya..insyaallah ;)

Dia yang kau pilih

pray better than hated :)