langkah pertama 2013

selamat tahun baru.

not too late to wish you happy new year.

seriously, hidup sekarang sangat bz..super duper bz. 

alhamdulillah satu telah selesai. -----> refer to research proposal. selepas berhempas pulas menyiapkan research selama dua minggu dan akhirnya got severe pain at wrist akibat terlalu banyak sangat menaip dan menulis....tapi akhirnya dah selamat sampai ke bilik lecturer....

tapi.

exam is still on. 

so tak boleh nak happy sangat since banyak lagi yang kena study. huh tak sabar nak habis exam and nak rest nak enjoy..hehe... 

ok just pray for me...semoga jawapan jawapan dalam exam nanti betol la ea...

;)

2013... area baru untuk tahun ini.... pediatric aka kanak kanak... 

oh serius memang mencabar! 

paling best is daripada orang tua terus tukar kepada kanak kanak. memang satu perubahan yang sangat drastik tapi tetap kene teruskan..

minggu pertama di pediatric. serius sangat2 blur... apa nak buat dengan kanak-kanak ni especially yang tak reti nak dengar cakap and manipulative. aduh! geramsssss rasa nak cubit cubit je... 

tapi nasib baikla anak orang kan..

tapi kalo anak sendiri pun takdelah macam tue...hehehhe

saje hiperbola je..

alhamdulillah so far tak jumpa lagi yang style tendang tendang, ludah ludah and yang paling tak tahan yang suka menangis meraung-raung...

oh itu memang tak tahan..

bayangkanlah dalam satu jam treatment takkan nak dengar nangis je..

boleh bengkak telinga...

tu baru sorang kalo 6 orang yang datang aritu sumenya camtue...

selamat...

huh...

bidang baru yang masih perlu diexplore....

banyak n sangat banyak..

pediatric bukan je deal ngan kanak kanak tapi ngan mak n ayah dorang jugak..

ada yang baik, ada yang ntah......tak tau nak describe...

hopefully perjalanan kat peads nie berjalan baik la.

harap harapla i will enjoy my day.

okla, gtg....nak sambung study...

one time

pernah tak ada ketika you feel so lack.

whatever you did you feel it wrong.

whenever you think, you think yourself feel so blame.

whoever you meet you couldn't say 'hey they were my friends' but in fact you prefer yourself to be alone.

pernah tak ada ketika you feel so doubt.

whatever you did you feel it wrong.

whenever you make decision you can't actually decide.

whoever you meet, friends, fellow, oh whoever! you can't really trust them.

pernah tak ada ketika you feel so mess.

whatever you did you feel it wrong.

whenever you want to do something, it stop you.

whoever you talk too, you feel so annoying not because of what they said but for yourself who can't concentrate on the converse.

pernah tak ada ketika you feel so upset.

whatever you did you feel it wrong.

whenever you wanna calm the wave shake the peace.

whoever come to chill you, it can't really heal it. 

pernah tak ada ketika you feel so grateful.

whatever the disappointing you face, you never cry.

whenever you feel so down, there are people come to persuade you.

whoever they are, I pray Allah to protect from trouble.