Here the things, I've been so pissed off and giving up with the stalker who stalk around my phone. Aiyo! Should I say, stop text me the stupid unrelated message or just ignore the text..
ARGHHH!! So *bengang*!!! Or the stalker want to get my attention to reply those sms from him/her. But, what is the purpose of doing such thing like that. Oh tak paham betul la!!!!!
Cool Dieba cool! Don't get so angry, don't spoil your Beautiful Day, don't pushing away the mood... Haish... Sigh! the only thing I can do.
Or should I taking further step by changing my phone number or block the number..
Block? how is it work? Arghhh.... Need some help here.... I wonder who is the person who stalking around. *Kalau dapat ni memang ketuk ketuk kepala*
And, its very impossible for me to change my number since every call come and out is so important yet I love my number now. Huh!
Can't help it... For you stalker, hey stop! I'll catching up on you one day! So watch out :p
May 31, 2011
May 30, 2011
Istikharah Cinta
Bersaksi cinta diatas cinta
Dalam alunan tasbih ku ini
Menerka hati yang tersembunyi
Berteman dimalam sunyi penuh do'a
Sebut nama Mu terukir merdu
Tertulis dalam sajadah cinta
Tetapkan pilihan sebagai teman
Kekal abadi hingga akhir zaman
Istikharah cinta memanggilku
Memohon petunjukmu
satu nama teman setia
Naluriku berkata
Dipenantian luahan rasa
Teguh satu pilihan
Pemenuh separuh nafasku
Dalam mahabbah rindu
diistikharah cinta..
by SIGMA
ROBBI HABLII MINLADUNKA ZAUJAN THOYYIBA WA YA KUUNAL SHOOHIBAN LII FIDDINII WADDUNYAA WAL AKHIROH...
YA ROBB, BERIKANLAH AKU SUAMI YANG BAIK, YANG BISA MENJADI SAHABATKU DALAM URUSAN AGAMAKU DI DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT...
ameen
May 27, 2011
*surprise farewall party*
Last night was so amazing and awesome! Felt like I wanna it to happen all the time :) Well, I did not expect to do any celebration to my dear Madhiyah Yahaya and honestly I don't wanna do such thing on celebrating her gone. But, its for the last and make it an eternal memory for us before she leave. Hah! knowing her leaving was so barb :( because she such a good friend, room mate, and sister for me.
Okay, lets forget about all the dramatic *air mata* story and let's talk about the best ever *girls night* :D Preparation for the *surprise party* was so lame. Just got the idea 2 days back when I was in the middle of watching *nur kasih*. What inspired me to play out this was an appreciation for her and it was a priceless gift that I think no ones could find it in others. perhaps!
Anyway, it was so successful night I think :| hee At first, pretending that nothing in losing feeling towards her and forget about all the *sayonara* and all that kind of separating things. Just wanna let her think that we forget her for her leaving. Oh! such a lousy right! but we actually organized something special for you. ;)
Wow! giving you a wish for the future was the hardest part cos I know we going to a different path after this. But this is for good, we gonna miss each other and we gonna love that feeling :)
So, the night we surprised you and it was not kind of a perfect plan but good enough to be a *surprised*!
and
Here's the plan: we wanna you to sing for us but I have known you for not like to sing and guess what, I never heard you sing any songs since our stayed! do you remember? You told me before that you doesn't like singing :) And for that, we sang for you and we all addicted to do that!
See see, I told you! sing is good right :) we happy, I saw they laugh and smile and even a bit of simple move in melody. Oh its so sweet :) and it was an awesome night we had :D
*kenangan terindah* I want you to remember this song. When you listen to this, you will never forget us and our face will playing over your head with our pretty smile.
Well, that is it! The night we spent together we keep it forever... LOVE YOU AKAK
May 25, 2011
Mood Jiwang :)
tiba tiba rasa nak jiwang bila dengar lagu MARSHANDA SEJUTA CINTA
dah dua hari pasang lagu ni non stop :D
hee
bukan apa memang best lagu nie :)
Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/m/marshanda/marshanda-sejuta-cinta-ost-sejuta-cinta-marshanda/#ixzz1NKnht600
dah dua hari pasang lagu ni non stop :D
hee
bukan apa memang best lagu nie :)
perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
engkau pergi tuk selamanya, tuk selamanya
mungkin ini sudah suratan
engkau dan diriku tak bisa bertahan
mungkin ini sudah suratan, sudah suratan
jangan kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu
jangan kau pergi untuk melupakan aku
aku berakhir hidup tanpa dirimu
sudah memang sudah
perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
engkau pergi tuk selamanya, tuk selamanya
namun kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu
jangan kau pergi untuk melupakan aku
aku berakhir hidup tanpa dirimu
jangan kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)
jangan (kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku)
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)
jangan (kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku)
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)
sudah berakhir sudah
Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/m/marshanda/marshanda-sejuta-cinta-ost-sejuta-cinta-marshanda/#ixzz1NKnht600
May 23, 2011
Be Abandoned
is waiting to be abandoned soon :(
SaD TeRRIFieD LoNeLY FLaT LoSiNG mOJo aNXiouS
every single words describe how I felt today :(
people said "sudah suratan"
i said "aku redha"
but did I redha? If this to be happened then I redha. but this is not easy to faced.
Abandoned by people that i love most like losing a piece of heart :(
How bad i felt.
Yesterday, we laughed we cried we scolded we hated we shared we advised we hug we pleased we joked we loved
Tomorrow, we left each other
"sudah" ends of our story. no more yesterday. I'm losing all the sweet time.
Again! be memories of sweet sweet time
dedicate for you love Madhiyah Yahaya
May 22, 2011
Another
Faith in leap. one more mistake done but I'm looking back and Allah still with me..alhamdulillah
May 21, 2011
Marry you
It's a beautiful night
We're looking for something dumb to do
Hey baby
I think I wanna marry you
music video from Glee performance. Awesome!
since June gonna be a wedding season so I would like to dedicate this song for those who will be married. Alhamdulillah dah sampai seru!
and and
I got list of wedding invitation from friends and relatives
I got so many invitation cards on my desk
I got so many events tag on my facebook
the best thing is,
all are on the same date
and
in the different places
OMG!
what to do?
which one I should go?
If I said I'm not gonna make it
They will turn with
"sampai hati"
and
I'll be the guilty one
haa
tell me what to do?
Huu...any way I'll try to find way to go for the invitation
Insyaallah I will :)
I wish all of you happiness and love lasting till the end of life
:)
We're looking for something dumb to do
Hey baby
I think I wanna marry you
music video from Glee performance. Awesome!
since June gonna be a wedding season so I would like to dedicate this song for those who will be married. Alhamdulillah dah sampai seru!
and and
I got list of wedding invitation from friends and relatives
I got so many invitation cards on my desk
I got so many events tag on my facebook
the best thing is,
all are on the same date
and
in the different places
OMG!
what to do?
which one I should go?
If I said I'm not gonna make it
They will turn with
"sampai hati"
and
I'll be the guilty one
haa
tell me what to do?
Huu...any way I'll try to find way to go for the invitation
Insyaallah I will :)
I wish all of you happiness and love lasting till the end of life
:)
May 20, 2011
Celaru Keliru Haru Biru
Bila otak kita dah terlalu padat dengan macam macam perkara
Dah tak tau nak fikir yang mana satu
Mulalah jiwa kacau
Mulalah berserabut
Mulalah berkhayal
Mulalah termenung
Apa yang mampu
Mengeluh jela
Mood bersedih
Mengenang nasib
Akhirnya
Keputusan terbaik
adalah
Tak nak fikir apa apa!
Dah tak tau nak fikir yang mana satu
Mulalah jiwa kacau
Mulalah berserabut
Mulalah berkhayal
Mulalah termenung
Apa yang mampu
Mengeluh jela
Mood bersedih
Mengenang nasib
Akhirnya
Keputusan terbaik
adalah
Tak nak fikir apa apa!
May 17, 2011
Hey jangan berangan sangat
hye guys, happy holiday!
again! great start for my day and i'm going to travel again today....KKB here I come :)
well, I had a story and let me tell you and this is the story that you can learn from.
* I was standing in the train while holding the 'tiang' back from midvalley yesterday. Well I was looking everywhere since the train such a silent and dark like nobody inside... its very quiet. I got bored so I started studying people around me. Hah! very kind of observer...
A girl in front me, she was so pretty. I think she was about 18 to 19 years old.. wearing fake bulu mata with the thick line of eyeliner and a bit of gincu... she was so cute... and we started to stare each other and maybe she annoyed me for staring her... Hahaha... if only I can say you are so cute..
then on my left was a Chinese girl wearing earphone and asyik with the music she listen too and I was looking at her like she doing a wrong thing even she didn't. hah. that what bored did to me!
on my right was a handsome guy. he looks like an Indian but kind of mix also. hurm, it doesn't bother my mind much about who he is since his face was attracted my eyes on him... well then he smile at me. Oh no! malu malu malu!! he knows I was attracted to him...
OMG! nah, I missed my pit stop... dalam hati cakap
again! great start for my day and i'm going to travel again today....KKB here I come :)
well, I had a story and let me tell you and this is the story that you can learn from.
* I was standing in the train while holding the 'tiang' back from midvalley yesterday. Well I was looking everywhere since the train such a silent and dark like nobody inside... its very quiet. I got bored so I started studying people around me. Hah! very kind of observer...
A girl in front me, she was so pretty. I think she was about 18 to 19 years old.. wearing fake bulu mata with the thick line of eyeliner and a bit of gincu... she was so cute... and we started to stare each other and maybe she annoyed me for staring her... Hahaha... if only I can say you are so cute..
then on my left was a Chinese girl wearing earphone and asyik with the music she listen too and I was looking at her like she doing a wrong thing even she didn't. hah. that what bored did to me!
on my right was a handsome guy. he looks like an Indian but kind of mix also. hurm, it doesn't bother my mind much about who he is since his face was attracted my eyes on him... well then he smile at me. Oh no! malu malu malu!! he knows I was attracted to him...
beep. "next station sg besi"
OMG! nah, I missed my pit stop... dalam hati cakap
"nie mamat tue punya pasal la. kalau tak takdenya terlepas."
so the lesson is?
JANGAN BERANGAN SANGAT
JANGAN BERANGAN SANGAT
A single quote for today
May 16, 2011
Simpan dalam hati
Yesterday, someone hurt you! the pain you feel like a dagger stake through the heart and the bleeding like it would never stop. Hurt! word that only can describe the feeling while face still smiling and conversation hiding the pain.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you made mistake! you blame yourself for not making right thing. The guilt has taken control your head and jiwa kacau had trouble your heart. you said you are the troublemaker, you don't know how to find solution, you stuck struggling to find the way out and look for some peace from your surrounding. you failed! you fight with your on misery.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, while lying on bed waiting to fall asleep there was a flashback across mind. that was so nostalgic which is the memories of your past. Quickly you tried to erase the gambaran of the past from playing in head and become more hard to let it go. You felt a bit regrets and frown.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, your best friend scolded you and abandoned you! you felt sad and confused about what is happening. best friend that you loved most hate you for reason that you not know.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you missing your family a lot. you stared the pictures of them and you cried. you told your heart "why I am away from the?" then you raise hand and pray for their kebahagiaan. Your heart touched!
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, the person you ever love ignore you, the person that you care much hurt you. you just make a doa for his safety. but to be honest, you miss him a lot and you wanna tell him but something stop you from doing those thing.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you realized that you falling for someone! Oh you keep denied your heart and pretending nothing about in love. because you afraid he is gonna let you down. he is gonna refused to your love.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you going a rough day! you cried cried and cried!
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you made mistake! you blame yourself for not making right thing. The guilt has taken control your head and jiwa kacau had trouble your heart. you said you are the troublemaker, you don't know how to find solution, you stuck struggling to find the way out and look for some peace from your surrounding. you failed! you fight with your on misery.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, while lying on bed waiting to fall asleep there was a flashback across mind. that was so nostalgic which is the memories of your past. Quickly you tried to erase the gambaran of the past from playing in head and become more hard to let it go. You felt a bit regrets and frown.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, your best friend scolded you and abandoned you! you felt sad and confused about what is happening. best friend that you loved most hate you for reason that you not know.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you missing your family a lot. you stared the pictures of them and you cried. you told your heart "why I am away from the?" then you raise hand and pray for their kebahagiaan. Your heart touched!
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, the person you ever love ignore you, the person that you care much hurt you. you just make a doa for his safety. but to be honest, you miss him a lot and you wanna tell him but something stop you from doing those thing.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you realized that you falling for someone! Oh you keep denied your heart and pretending nothing about in love. because you afraid he is gonna let you down. he is gonna refused to your love.
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
Yesterday, you going a rough day! you cried cried and cried!
and you just said *simpan dalam hati*
May 15, 2011
May
Tak sangka! Its already at midst of May! How quick time left us without we realized how much time we waste. Hurm... Okey forget it! past is past and now is time for catching up! Ulala... I think May was my busy life I ever had! hah stop being so dramatic! hee but its so true.. :D
Almost a month I'm marrying with job, spending most of the time on road traveling *utara-selatan*, meeting a new people, trying myself comfort with new place, packing my stuff and carrying bag one to one place. Hah! imagine how tired I am facing these kind of work and doing all this alone. Oh only God knows.
Finally, I almost done this traveling stuff! Hah feel so released!! cant wait to stay home and goyang kaki a bit in office and stop thinking a while about students and all thing about work. Oh I need a vacation.. wink ;)
Speak about May, too much dates are to be remind!
1st May was my second time celebrating *Labour day* since i'm working....wow! unbelievable i'm working more than a year... :) and this was my first job! syukur alhamdulillah
8th May was Mother's day.. Love to celebrate the day. Wishing my mom *Happy Mother's Day* was the thing I shouldn't missed. I love my mom so much..... :)
16 May will be coming was Teacher's Day. Great! everyone loves to celebrate the day. Me either cos I think I was part of pendidik even not too much but I still did the same like my teacher did. I still remember all my teachers who taught me from kinder garden till graduated. I remember them all my life for taught me to be as good as useful person to be.
31st May. This will be third time wishing Happy Birthday to the one I love most. He will always be my best friend no matter how much we fight and we hate each other. I pray that one day God open your heart and start to forgive everything. Insyaallah :)
Last, May gonna be awesome and will be a start of a good thing for me :)
Almost a month I'm marrying with job, spending most of the time on road traveling *utara-selatan*, meeting a new people, trying myself comfort with new place, packing my stuff and carrying bag one to one place. Hah! imagine how tired I am facing these kind of work and doing all this alone. Oh only God knows.
Finally, I almost done this traveling stuff! Hah feel so released!! cant wait to stay home and goyang kaki a bit in office and stop thinking a while about students and all thing about work. Oh I need a vacation.. wink ;)
Speak about May, too much dates are to be remind!
1st May was my second time celebrating *Labour day* since i'm working....wow! unbelievable i'm working more than a year... :) and this was my first job! syukur alhamdulillah
8th May was Mother's day.. Love to celebrate the day. Wishing my mom *Happy Mother's Day* was the thing I shouldn't missed. I love my mom so much..... :)
16 May will be coming was Teacher's Day. Great! everyone loves to celebrate the day. Me either cos I think I was part of pendidik even not too much but I still did the same like my teacher did. I still remember all my teachers who taught me from kinder garden till graduated. I remember them all my life for taught me to be as good as useful person to be.
31st May. This will be third time wishing Happy Birthday to the one I love most. He will always be my best friend no matter how much we fight and we hate each other. I pray that one day God open your heart and start to forgive everything. Insyaallah :)
Last, May gonna be awesome and will be a start of a good thing for me :)
Calm
Time that I past everyday was a gold that I should appreciate more than anything I had around. Those the moment I spent with and been through was a beautiful moment and sometimes should I say its too wonderful to describe. Alhamdulillah Allah *kurniakan* kebahagiaan for me as the chosen one among thousand. Again! syukur.
Despite the moment I had just for a second to smile and laugh, I still can feel the different in deep inside of my heart. The different between calm and belah bahagi. and I chose *calm* to stay still and wish I wont loss it. I am sure I will holding it till end of my life.
Today, when the heart feel bad, when head stuck with things, when eyes contain of tears, there is no calm anymore, there is no consideration, there is a war fighting against heart and I feel bad.
But another side of my heart still had the calm. where did it come from? Definitely. Allah s.w.t
Now, I doubt myself! could I be a strong person? confused! But I pray and keep praying and Allah give me His *sign*. I fight back and I calm. I calm. I calm!
Tears is only reason for me to cry but Allah is the only reason I still alive. No matter how much pain I had, no matter how much test I been through and no matter hard life I faced, I still know Allah with me. He is the One who calm me in any circumstances... and I calm!
Despite the moment I had just for a second to smile and laugh, I still can feel the different in deep inside of my heart. The different between calm and belah bahagi. and I chose *calm* to stay still and wish I wont loss it. I am sure I will holding it till end of my life.
Today, when the heart feel bad, when head stuck with things, when eyes contain of tears, there is no calm anymore, there is no consideration, there is a war fighting against heart and I feel bad.
But another side of my heart still had the calm. where did it come from? Definitely. Allah s.w.t
Now, I doubt myself! could I be a strong person? confused! But I pray and keep praying and Allah give me His *sign*. I fight back and I calm. I calm. I calm!
Tears is only reason for me to cry but Allah is the only reason I still alive. No matter how much pain I had, no matter how much test I been through and no matter hard life I faced, I still know Allah with me. He is the One who calm me in any circumstances... and I calm!
May 8, 2011
Tak tahan
quick update!
disebabkan pinjam lappy orang so kene cepat cepatla type and kene la cari idea sepantas kilat untuk nak tulis kat entry nie.....haish... :(
mood: lappy rosak!
tak tau sebab ape tapi sebenarnya tau kot! hee tapi nak wat cmne dah ditakdirkan rosak terima jela....seminggu kene tunggu tuk repair...huh! lame lagi....
act banyak yang nak di update tapi nak wat camne tunggu another a week ea dieba!
mood: happy mother's day... sempat call and sms mom wish her mother's day... love that way she replied me with thank you and love... love you mom..
mood: gelisah
missing someone so much... :( i'm worried about your safety
mood: tak tentu arah
remember the entry about confusing? i still but Allah might had better plan for me... Just tawakal doa and redha
mood: kelam kabut
gangguan mencari periuk nasi sebentar bersama madhiah yahaya... hee
mood: takde mood
malas nak pack barang ke ipoh
huh...okey that's it..will be update a lot more soon... miss you blog :(
disebabkan pinjam lappy orang so kene cepat cepatla type and kene la cari idea sepantas kilat untuk nak tulis kat entry nie.....haish... :(
mood: lappy rosak!
tak tau sebab ape tapi sebenarnya tau kot! hee tapi nak wat cmne dah ditakdirkan rosak terima jela....seminggu kene tunggu tuk repair...huh! lame lagi....
act banyak yang nak di update tapi nak wat camne tunggu another a week ea dieba!
mood: happy mother's day... sempat call and sms mom wish her mother's day... love that way she replied me with thank you and love... love you mom..
mood: gelisah
missing someone so much... :( i'm worried about your safety
mood: tak tentu arah
remember the entry about confusing? i still but Allah might had better plan for me... Just tawakal doa and redha
mood: kelam kabut
gangguan mencari periuk nasi sebentar bersama madhiah yahaya... hee
mood: takde mood
malas nak pack barang ke ipoh
huh...okey that's it..will be update a lot more soon... miss you blog :(
May 1, 2011
Confusing to cutie become jumpy hard feeling = Love stuck
I woke up early today even with 5 hours slept last night. guess what I did? Gee :D searching for cute template for this blog. Huu..but still same kan... nothing change!!!
Actually too much cutie blog templates but don't know which one to chose. huh! it's okay i'll find time spend for a change a bit soon since I really unmotivated to do so plus, i'm a bit jumpy with own feeling which I don't know what is all about.
A thing? what thing caused all this swing mood. Sometimes I felt good but sometimes I felt so bad. Really sorry for this situation :(
Homesick? aiyo... nope I already at home... Maybe about missing *love* or *falling to someone*
Someone? who's the one I'm talking about? NO NO NO!!!! I'm not falling in love to *someone* but it's more to like him much since his concern towards me more than my *love* give to me...
Well, that's what I need when I felt that someone should be my side whenever I need to speak or to luahkan perasaan... HUuh! But still never change my feeling to my love cos he is the one I need more.
Thanks to dear someone for being such a good one but there is still nothing more than such a friend cos you had your one. I knew and really knew it! So when you asking me why I did not replying you or answering you, its mean I don't want to bother you. not because I am avoiding you but trying not to falling for you.
Yes! I admit that I had falling for you once but that was the time I knew that you already had your girl. Huh! that's quite hurt somehow but then I look back and thinking of the the love that I keep it for over years in heart.... I still love *my love*
Huh! I wanna say I like the way we talk. The long conversation we made. You listen patiently for what I spoke, you never argue what I suggest and I like about sharing stories with you and listen to your humorous joke :D I like cos I never had the same before. and I like you.
Maybe its happen when I had a lonely day without him, so I felt worst and you came to give my smile back! :) Thanks for that but I never taking any advantage on your kindness, its really come from heart and I felt good about it. Anyway, I should not speak much about this cos it might be not good to tell. So that is it!
I like you but I don't deserved you.
Actually too much cutie blog templates but don't know which one to chose. huh! it's okay i'll find time spend for a change a bit soon since I really unmotivated to do so plus, i'm a bit jumpy with own feeling which I don't know what is all about.
A thing? what thing caused all this swing mood. Sometimes I felt good but sometimes I felt so bad. Really sorry for this situation :(
Homesick? aiyo... nope I already at home... Maybe about missing *love* or *falling to someone*
Someone? who's the one I'm talking about? NO NO NO!!!! I'm not falling in love to *someone* but it's more to like him much since his concern towards me more than my *love* give to me...
Well, that's what I need when I felt that someone should be my side whenever I need to speak or to luahkan perasaan... HUuh! But still never change my feeling to my love cos he is the one I need more.
Thanks to dear someone for being such a good one but there is still nothing more than such a friend cos you had your one. I knew and really knew it! So when you asking me why I did not replying you or answering you, its mean I don't want to bother you. not because I am avoiding you but trying not to falling for you.
Yes! I admit that I had falling for you once but that was the time I knew that you already had your girl. Huh! that's quite hurt somehow but then I look back and thinking of the the love that I keep it for over years in heart.... I still love *my love*
Huh! I wanna say I like the way we talk. The long conversation we made. You listen patiently for what I spoke, you never argue what I suggest and I like about sharing stories with you and listen to your humorous joke :D I like cos I never had the same before. and I like you.
Maybe its happen when I had a lonely day without him, so I felt worst and you came to give my smile back! :) Thanks for that but I never taking any advantage on your kindness, its really come from heart and I felt good about it. Anyway, I should not speak much about this cos it might be not good to tell. So that is it!
I like you but I don't deserved you.
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