Fly away

Lets start this entry with pray and bless.

Today I'm going to fly!

Again.

Just hope everything go smooth and peace

Done pack my bag, Done submit my online test which is the result was not so good.

Well I still thank Allah for letting me answer the question and just hope I'll do much better after this.

This morning, I cried for listen to a song by Bob Carlistle *Butterfly Kisses*

I touched!

Its very value song to me.

Guys, you should listen to the song!

You Must!

Then you will appreciate one most who is always pray for your life!

and I miss him a lot.

Just now, mom called me and I totally miss her so much!

and

we gonna lost contact for this 4 days I'm leaving.

but

i still pray for you both mom and dad from far there...

Okay that's enough!

Just hope everything goes well today till I'm back home and updating the next entry...

ameen

much much more

The excitement

~happy deepavali~

Today was an exhausted day! Seriously, got a lot of thing still delay.

huu..

Today should have a gather with friends before we depart to Bandung this Friday but they couldn't make it since every one had their business.

Well, what can I say. still tak tukar duit lagi, no discussion about hotel, no idea what we gonna face! totally out of mood!

Huh! Okay don't dieba don't!!!

lets start with the preparation, tonight i'm gonna choose clothes... kene pilih yang vogue2 sket so bleh pose comel2...hee tak kisah la yang penting pakai baju! n tak teroverload plak beg...

Then, kene buat list tempat2 yg perlu di pergi! repeat-- perlu di pegi bukan tempat yang nak pegi ea...yela since time is limit! 4 ari je mane cukup nak keliling semua tempat..

List done!

Then, barang2 n harga juga perlu di list! act tak tau harga barang kat sana dengan tepat, just from reading people's blog so boleh la tau sket2... Bukan ape, this is for budget so i'm not gonna spend much for something yang tak diperlukan!

and and, from reading their experienced so bolehla take note tentang safety jugak! yela kat tempat orang manela kita tau kan.. Hope di jauhkan segala yang buruk..huu

baju tak packing lagi...xpe2 mungkin lepas balik keje esok boleh sumabt sket dlm beg...

just bring a bagpack! malas nak bawak banyak2...

Passport!

dah siap 2 minggu lepas lagi...hee nie yang paling penting sekali. tak de nie tak gerakla ke Bandung!

waktu solat!

dah search and take note waktu solat kat Bandung n Jakarta...

Serious awal gilerrrr.... so takdela termiss solat nanti..

bak kata Kak Dhiah. jalan jalan jugak, Dia jangan lupa ea...

Yela sebab Dia jugak la kita boleh ke sana ke mari...

syukran!

Currency!

Done checking just now!

Huh.. okay that's all for tonight.. will update more tomorrow or soon after back from Bandung...

Pray for my safety... ameen

Cantik

urm since sekarang adalah trend pakai skirt. so i just view some of the pages and types of the skirt.. so view2 then terjumpa one blog online shop nie..memang heaven betul kalo beli kat cnie cos everything is gorgeous...




see see..best tau.... so u guys can also view at this website k...view tau memang best.. the pop look.com

Serious! best... act lepas tengok gambar si cantik manis Diana Amir nie la yang buatkan suke sangat kat skirt2 nie even tak bape suke pakai skirt sangat......heee


so maybe i will find some time to buy those beautiful skirt.... ;)

maaf

friends!

forgive me for not reply you guys any messages or commenting you on Facebook or response you in chat.

I really busy at this moment. marrying with work, struggling with assignment and striving complete the revision for my test.

seriously, life get so stuck with those schedules.

and my hand getting worse this few days.

its really hurt me till I cried every night before I fall asleep

I'm sorry for not be able to press the key pad on the phone

i'm sorry for not running my fingers on key board for chat with you..

I haven't take any pain killers to shut the pain. huu

rest might be help

but

am I able to have a rest?

I still need to go to work

carrying the heavy bag on my hand

stretch for my patient

write on my report

do some housework back home

am i having my rest?

sob sob...

Kekasihku

Give me the potion!

Sunday oh Sunday!

Err.. what act i'm going to write.

hee...

Just having my lunch with lovely housemate and the best thing is we cook together...

Yeah! finally.

Since stomach already full, the eyes seems to be close and the bed is calling to lying on...

Duh!!

But still got a lot of things need to settle down.

I need to finish the assignment and the outline for BELL presentation.

still got a lot more to finish!

But I have no mood to start those work... huh! bad bad, totally bad!

Oh please give some potion to wake me

please let me move and do some study..

argh! totally malas!!

malas oh malas

you pergi jauh jauh please!!!!!

When come to these matters so please take note....

Hye there..

Firstly i had closed my FB account for temporary till the end of this month.

to give time for study and revision but will come back after settle down.

don't worry i'll be back as i can admit i'm FB lover and i am so into it. hee

okay, let's put FB aside.

this is a list i made myself for quite sometimes about me that make you annoyed me from the perspective of personality and the attitude of mine. I know it sounds daa 'who you think you are?' but the true is i just wanna let you know so you do not misunderstood me but you will know me better than you make an assumption. wink!

i don't like:

1- people stare at me for a long period 'just like i'm an a prisoner'

2- people checking on my stuff and not even touch it without my permission

3- people who very often borrow my thing. err unless too desperate

4- people step on my bed or lying on my bed though i said 'its okay' but its act in opposite meaning. this is so meant!

5- people mess my stuff or mess after i make the house clean

6- people put their stuff or anything at my place ' i won't say but i will stare the object till it been remove or if too long i will hardly ask who stuff belong too'

7- sharing same glass, cup, bottle or straw in a drink. seriously i would rather give it all to them even i never touch the drink. err

8- same like 7 but replace to food that need a bite like burger

9- people raise up their voice to me especially when in public 'automatically i'm not gonna respect them anymore'

10- people scold me in a scream out loud voice cos the truth my parents never scold me in that way!

11- people talk bad at my back. watch out! if i found that you just put your name in my list.

12- people who busy body to know my personal.. daa, i never been that busy body towards others. so please keep away from me.

13- anyone laughing like a mad when i made mistake rather than you corrected with smile and gentle!

14-people that too sombong. when i smile to them and they are not giving me any response. it will increase my level of bad perception towards them.

15- anyone who remove my stuff without any noticed! i would probably crazy look out for it. grrr

16- people speak things without any content.. 'hey you just wasting my time'

17- people pretend that they are right while they are wrong

well, these are part of the list. I had a long typical list on my own. i won't put all in this entry cos i know its a lil bit nasty.

i'm sorry guys for the entry that will cos you annoyed me! but hey i have a right for my own and even you too... so make yourself satisfied in life for at least you not keeping the resentment towards others.....

Happy weekend all ;)

Wargh wargh!!!! :@

Bengang sebab internet dah reached to the quota. nampak sangat terover used kan.. Duh!! time2 penting pulak internet buat hal...

Nak bukak i-class yang sememangnya dari azali nya lembsss...huu tak dapat jugak!

Nak cari info untuk BELL presentation tak pass pass sebab setiap kali nak google je terus terminated. Dush2!!!! seriously sangat bengang!!!!

Then, time nak search info to Bandung pun tergendala. Dahla close to the date! Apa pun tak prepare.. OMG! memang last minute people laaaaaa.....

Then nak update blog pon tersengguk sengguk nak ke dashboard.. argh!!! lagi gerammmsss..

Last skali ape lagi off lappy and go to bed.... tapi tapi bila on bed mata plak tak nak tido tido... dah start pikir macam macam... grrrrrr.....

Finally on balik lappy and start nak maen the sims.. tak loading2...lagi hampeh!! errrrrrrkkkk...

Last skali bebel bebel kat Pika nie *my roommate* tapi malangnya dia buat bodoh jerrrr...grrrr

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Stress stress n stress....

Lagi stress bila pikir esok ada MDM ngan doktor2 Geri.... Tak suka betul la kalo ade MDM nie.. bleh tak nak cakap tak nak!!!!!!!!

Dah dah. penat dah lepas geram..apa pun tak jalan!!! penat typing je...

Ops lupa!!! dah janji tak nak on lappy seminggu untuk merehatkan tangan yang sedang sakit nie.... tapi disebabkan kedegilan n nafsu on9 tue tinggi.. apa nak di kata!!!

So nak masuk tido dulu ea....

Good night

Today

It’s good to leave each day behind, like flowing water, free of sadness.

Yesterday is gone and its tale told. Today new seeds are growing.–Rumi

A List

Before I start write long entry, I better straight to my point. Otherwise its going to be much much merapu rather than what exactly I supposed to write. hee

I had view my friend's Facebook status just now and its kind of similar to Sunday mood when everyone posted the same status on their wall... Guess what? If you really an addicted or the Facebook user you must be alert to this. hee that shows how addicted I am right. Nope nope!! Okay forget about the addicted one and lets end the teka teki.

Definitely was 'the bored day'... 'kebosanan'... 'BOSAN'... 'sangat bosan'... Or it can be conclude as the same meaning and the word of 'BORED' still there. Seriously, I've been through those days of looming Sunday! In fact, I was like wanna cried wait for the day end and wait for a new day come. That was when my Sabah days!

You never know, I've been left alone at hostel for the weekend. Imagine how I felt when stay in the scary place, no friends, no neighbors and and its near to Museum! MUSEUM ea kawan kawan. The place that you should to scare of. phew!!!! but alhamdulillah all the day I stayed I never been disturb by ghost or any bad intention by human. But tell you what, Sabah days was so meant to me. Its everything that change my whole life about LIFE! To be a better human to her Creator.

Since left Sabah in about 8 months, I've learn to appreciate life. So many things change in me. Seriously I am! to a better side la... so since appreciate life mission has started a few months back, I had make a list of those plan to make my mission complete. hee...

1. I wanna spend a lot of time with mom and dad. so I'll make sure to come back home every month in fact, I did the same when I'm in Sabah

2. I wanna shower my love to my family!

3. I wanna appreciate my friends more than what they expect. I don't impress them but I want make them happy cos I love my friends so much. You'll know when you be part of them.

4. I wanna keep my heart in love with you!

5. I wanna spend my entire life with something usefull. There are the activities:

- Broga Hills

- Sunway Lagoon

- Aquaria

- KL bird Park

- Bandung (soon)

- makan makan

- shopping

- futsal

-bowling

- badminton

- port dikson (picnic)

- Rumah kampung

- movie date

- etc....

I have done a lot of travel before by being alone and with my sayang sayang. And miss those the moment when we are together. Wish we will doing it again. isk isk isk.... *cried*

6. I wanna complete my study well

7. I wanna go Umrah (kalau ada rezeki)

8. I wanna make my heart free and clean. So please don't raise my hated level and anger to you but basically I never know how to scold people. The only thing that I know I only can cry when things happen to me. huuu

So that's all the list. I can't list all cos I'm pretty sure it will take a long entry..hee So I just hope I could reach all. Well guys, you should do the same by reducing the bored thing make your life alive and put away the thought of being lazy to go out. Hey come on! Find a leisure! Be happy with those moment cos it is so memorable. Honestly! I always remember the people who was be part of my life and I smile. But sometimes I cried missing them... sob sob....

Okaylah... maybe I should write cos my wrist getting hurt and I had lost some words to write on... I'll see you guys in my next entry k... daaa... :*

Extremely Fatigue

I supposed on bed at this time as I don't get enough sleep last night. Nah serve your right.. The causes of last minute people..again refer to me! Hee.... struggling finish the revision until midnight. Stay up and my eyes was like been hitting by someone..errrrrrr....hiperbola sangat...

Okay normally I didn't update my routine in this blog. It is more to what I felt inside and share with others about stories or ideas..

Let make it simple n short since I keep yawn and my eyes go to half closed and my wrist getting hurt cos over used for this straight a week without rest. Oh it shows how rajin I am in studying *puji diri sendiri* hahahha...Okay stop being merapu.

Today, got test of Kinesology subject. As I had revision last night so the test was so so la... Not too difficult but not too easy...Its average. but but... pecah kepala jugakla cari jawapan cos it was MCQ and its totally confusing in choosing better answer. Seriously I was thinking of throw a dice. hahahha Just kidding!

Then continue the lesson! All the lesson period was bored and sleepy...grrr I admit I'm bad in giving attention. I could stand only 50 minutes for attention and more than that I will start day dream and thinking of Makan... OMG!!!!!

Hahaha...but lucky I didn't have headache like I had last seminar. Very bad headache. Alhamdulillah but the other thing happen. Got a stomach ache. Bad stomach ache! I had food poisoning! Great. Again!!! HuH but its getting better after stop and taking some bubur ayam panas.

Hurm..think quite long I didn't upload picture of me kan... And I had deleted some of the pictures in this blog. Well, i just don't really like exposing too much face of me. err... but but I'll share some tonight since I'm in a good mood. hehehhehe....

Okay that's all for today! Its getting late and I'm going to wake up early tomorrow. So this weekend will be an extremely mentally tired!

Good night all :)

:)

My heart blooming!

Alhamdulillah after 2 months in missing you and abundant from news, you finally drop me an email. Syukran you stay safe love. I know I took a right way by sending you an email after I've been forgotten for quite long. I know its hard for you to get connection in surfing net and catch some time to send me an email. but good enough for me for your reply.

Tell you what! I'll wait your news everyday. Stay in front lappy and view my inbox to see whether you drop me something.

Every time when there is no unread mail from my contact I was like frown and pray Allah in my doa to keep you safe and never forget me. Syukran again. I'm not been forgotten. I still in your head love.

I know this will be hard to go through but love and faith will cover up everything especially in missing you.

I cried for missing you! but redha and doa always with me cos I know Allah will never let His slave in frown.

A prayer

Nothing much to update!

Wanna tell out there

I'm gonna have a test tomorrow

Pray for me all

and

I haven't tell mom I have test tomorrow

Will let her know soon

and

Mom will pray for me

Insya Allah

Mom always in mind

She is everything

Thanks Mom!

October

Dari Tuhan kita hidup dan kepadaNya kita kembali.

Alhamdulillah thank Allah to give me another day to stay alive to be able to smile, to talk and most important I still kneel You for Taubat and Doa... Syukran n syukur.

Lately, I had some swing mood.. an emotional feeling and a shoot thing in heart. I knew its quite bored to read most of the post about heart feeling. Then today lets forget those the sadness and the disappointment. Lets get some smooth feeling inside and get a lil fun in the soul. Lets bring a beautiful melody in mind.

This weekend will be my first test after a long rest from study. Oh a lil pressure to complete revision plus a bit nervous if I'm not be able to answer question since mentally fatigue. huuu Hopefully I could use some magic to refresh my head and I could find a better way to study. huh!

Then, a story of my excitement to Bandung. Its close to the date and I haven't prepared anything and I still not taking any leaves. Seriously its totally in rush and so huru hara. Huh the last minute people <--------- refer to me. Just worried about the approval of the leave since the boss not so baik to let me taking leave. Shuuuuh!!! Whatever it is I wish I could go without any trouble and because of going to Bandung I had cancel my MUET examination. Hah/! bad on me.....guuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrr....... Wish I could go... ameen

Have you guys ever heard about my job description? Definitely no right. Honestly I am not so into my job! Honestly from my heart. but I still can cope with the job and the task. Sometimes I could say I'm happy with the work and believe me that I never say I giving up in my job. Nope! It just when a thing goes to stress I would be like pusing and stuck. So I'm started thinking a bad thing. Huh.

But I am lucky cos I had a very good clicks in the workplace. They are so cool and extremely crazy about life. Hah I mean they are so appreciate people and make life alive. :) Even though I was youngest among them but they never treat me like a little girl who always been bullied but they are my sisters and brothers to me. Every day cheer me with greets, make fun till i laugh and bullied till I drop but still cover up with jokes. Hee but they never annoyed me. Honestly I love them! :) :) and its remind me to my sayang sayang Kak Dhiah, Tikah, Um, Kak wani, kak erina and farra.. Seriously I miss the moment when we are together. Everyday when I see the pictures of us I wish that i could turn back time so I could be in those sweet time together... isk isk isk...

Enough enough....if i stay longer i will write a long entry. Got lot of thing in head..hee.. Okay got go... need to do some revision. Guys please pray for my test and I will try my best for the test... insyaallah... and hope I'll get a better mark afterward. ameen

Good night friends, good night readers, good night love :)

Them

Oh I miss them!

I miss my lovable Abah

I miss my perfect motherly Mama

I miss my protective Kakak

I miss my sister Siti who always pushed me

and I miss my innocent baby Aja