of; kedai kopi

just having my breakfast.

like usual, tempat makan tapi yang berbeza is all alone cos sume tak sampai lagi.. am i early today? tapi tak jugak cos mak cik mak cik dah ada. dari jauh lagi dah dengar suara mereka bertiga.. riuh!

i was wonder, at the age of them, what supposed they do.. means: borak borak mcm kat kedai kopi, mengumpat sana sini, kutuk orang itu ini, membangga diri, cakap tak ada adab (out loud), annoyed people around..and the best thing is in the early morning,,,masa untuk rezeki masuk tu.

i dont bother them but i have to sbb the small room cant afford to tahan the loud voice. their act, their laugh...all bother me.

its not saying that i want to buruk buruk kan org and tell the world yang kita ni baik sangat. it is not! totally not! sometimes, it cross my mind that.. is this the mentality of officer and the person yang kita anggap kakak or mak. cara cakap seperti orang yang tak belajar adab.

i have seen others at their age. tak de pun yang macam tu. mostly are matured and avoid from having those attitude.

i am young.. we are young.. (include my friends) we all just the same, having a lil chit chat, laugh together, share the same problem, everything are happy but we are not annoy others by our action.

till now, i wonder! are they happy being that way?

anyone have the answer?? huu

pray that i away from all the keburukan....

of: sawang

i just realize that everybody has just shut down their blog.

---still working on updating news, never thought of leaving my blog----

random thought

i love working here.

Half of them (colleague) was my friends during school but some of them are just new to me.

what make me stay?

1. of course tanggungjawab. for me, definitely to survive, my parents who has been sacrifice a lot to raise me up, and for my future and 'amanah' (Him).

2. my career. i was the one who hate this field but after been 3 years experienced, I fell in love. HARD!! Indeed.. Work with people are a lot more harder than work with machine. But look back to 'pahala' you get, what wait you in hereafter are bigger than what you sacrifice, you will never turn back. TRUST me! when come to sincere kerana Allah. Everything never failed!

3. Mak cik Mak cik:--- they wont be able to graze the heart and emotions cause i have them 'friends'. bertuah sangat bila dapat bekerja sebumbung dengan kawan kawan yang bersekutu dengan kita. Yes, sangat bertuah. whenever you feel down, they are here for you. I love working with them: Fida, Izati, Kak Wani, Zila, Iman. Pika, Pya, Salima, Mira, Zul... They are my supporters..

so, it is amazing i can replace a bad day to a beautiful smile. (friends)

of; hated

i hate her..

i super super hate her..

sometimes hati ni ada batas sabarnya..

so kalau dah beyond my patience.. i could not stop from getting angry.

- abaikan perasaan emosi ini -

of; hate, annoy and thought

being youth in population of mak cik mak cik is not easy as we thought..

i just hate these environment *work*...

i ve been busy the last 9 months for these tough and rough days.

time was chase me. home, work and school.

stress??

ask me if any days that i would escape from the word of *stress*..

i know. im not the only one having this feeling yet other friends may feel the same.

work; this year was tough! crazy! i had wrote once or twice earlier 2014. and it continuously. i just dont know how to describe but the thing is i just cant wait to change to new area. working with different partner. kick out all the pressure. having good environment (that could be an exception unless that mak cik walk out from the department) huuuu...


school; alhamdulillah... Its A FINAL SEM!!! YET YET........a killer sem.
RESEARCH FEVER... tak sangka, pejam celik pejam celik..i almost almost done...sikit je lagi...work out sikit je lagi.....pray for me...

Marriage; He had plan everything for me.

-- i will update more soon --

of; proven

girl; u abaikan i sekarang

him; u tak sayangkan i lagi...

girl; u abaikan i sekarang

him; i luv u

girl; buktikan...

him; tengok kat jari u....

girl; ###smile####

sometimes heart can be manipulate by third party *syaiton*.. be considered to your iman and taqwa. trust and believe in fate and His promises...