selamat tahun baru

Lagi 1 jam 30 minit kita akan menyambut Tahun Baru 2011 dan meninggalkan 2010. Huh rasenya macam cepat betul mase berlalu kan. macam baru je tadi pejam mata and bangun tidur, TUPPP... hari baru.....macam tula hidup kan, sebab tu kita kena hargai masa dengan sebaik baiknya....

2010: bagi aku banyak perkara yang berlaku sepanjang tahun ni. ade yang baik dan ade yang buruk... ade yang gembira, ade yang sedih... tue sume berlaku kerana takdir tapi aku tak salahkan takdir sebab mungkin itula jalan yang aku pilih dan akula yang menjadikan keadaan yang bergembira atau bersedih. takpela cuma yang pastinya yang baik itu dari Allah swt dan yang buruk itu datang dalam diri sendiri. betol!!!!

dah dah....tak payah lagi ingat kisah kisah lama, jangan berduka lara lagi, ape yang lepas biarkan lepas masa depan menanti dan milik kita. jadikan masa depan itu, waktu yang sangat berharga dan bahagia untuk diri sendiri...yes!!!!tula kata2 dari sayang aku fara.....diala kawan yang selalu memberi motivasi dan perangsang dalam hidup aku. memang betul...sahabat adalah sesuatu yang paling penting dalam hidup selepas agama dan keluarga.....

saya sayang kamu fara....lol...

sebelum masuk tahun baru, dan disebabkan ini adalah malam terakhir 2010 aku dengan ini ingin mengisytiharkan bahawa segala cerita aka kisah dan kenangan 2010 ditutup kemas dan rapi didalam kotak sejarah hidup aku. so aku akan ikat kuat2 tali kotak itu dan aku pastikan tali tu tidak dibuka jika bukan waktu dan yang pasti tak akan dibuka!!!!!!!(yakin)....

2011: dah tak lama untuk tunggu 1.1.2011. dan yang pastinya tepat kol 12, seluruh dunia akan meraikan tahun baru 2011....percikan bunga api, countdown, rempit, macam2la.....tapi aku mungkin akan berada depan lappy bace blog, commnet fb status....tak pon paling bagus kroh kroh..tau2 esok dah taun baru....:D

disebabkan demam tahun baru ni, sume orang mula berazam aka buat azam baru...hurmmmmmmmm..tapi azam taun lepas dah tercapai ke???hah ape azam dorang ea....
macam2..kadang2 bila baca ade gak yang lawak contohnye nak beli mini cooperla, nak jadi lebih kuat dalam hadapi cabaran, nak kumpul harta banyak2, nak jadi lebih famous n fab, nak jadi lebih bergaya dan cantik.....hahahhahahha...wateverla kan people....yang penting korang suma ade azam....tapi ade jugak yang ok je merendah diri...seperti biasa bersujud pada Tuhan semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan menjadi insan yang lebih soleh.....amin.........

aku!!!!!entahla, mungkin aku antara orang yang tak de azam kot untuk taun ni, yela sebab azam taun ni pon tak tercapai lagi....huhuhuhu...takpela biar aku simpan azam aku tu ea..dah berjaya akan aku ceritakan.....:) chayok DIEBA!!!!!

ok aku doakan semoga tahun baru ni adalah tahun yang baik untuk diri aku sendiri, mama and abah dan keluarga...dan terbaik untuk malaysia tanah airku semoga berkurang jenayah, kurang kematian jalan raya, kurang kes2 bunuh dan buang bayi, terbaik bagi semua umat islam seluruh dunia semoga dijauhkan dari kesengsaraan dunia bagi mereka yang tidak berdosa, terbaik untuk semua manusia dan hidupan di dunia ini.....amin~~~~~~

kisah 5 minggu

act nothing special in this entry....just a bit merapu and bored here....everyone is sleeping...so disebabkan tak dapat tidur, nak melepak jap kat blog.....

just wanna share a few pictures that i took during i'm in sabah.....lots of pictures in the folder, it just i dont have time to upload it...okay here it is.....

PASAR PHILIPPINE

~pasar philipine ketika time getting 6pm~

~tak tau untuk ape..maybe perhiasan kot....~

~tau tak harga sayur dalam plastik bawah meja tue berapa???rm5 je....memang syurga sayuranla
~

~rumpai laut...dorang cakap sedap..tak rase pon...cara makan macam kita makan ulam ulaman kat kampung tue...~

CHRISTMAS PARTY FOR STROKE PATIENT

this is celebrating Christmas with stroke patient...so fun...ade orang menyalah anggap bahawa bila seseorang itu sudah lumpuh dia tidak layak untuk melakukan ape2...that so wrong...
macam macam activity kitorang buat...
1. treasure hunt: cari barang tersembunyi pada diri sendiri...
2. goreng pisang (ni meletup habis)
3. floor bowling (memang havok)
and bdw, all the patients memberikan komen dan kerjasam yang positif dalam activity ni...cayala......

~students practice sing a Christmas song~

~ go uncle go..you can do it...for bowling...sorry gambar patient tak dapat di upload cos its private and memang salah satu etika kerja~

RETURNING KL

these pics taken during in Terminal 2 KK...

~guys crying to say goodbye to their mom....huhuhhuhu..sedih jugak~

~getting better after all~

~guess who is this???~

~cutie boy with his family..hehehhehe...cuci mata after 2 hours delayed flight...gatal no..~

bersama 3 idiots

hari ni jumaat yang sangat best dan aku dapat gelak dengan sepuas puasnya....dah lama tak cakap tentang filem kan. last skali aku tulis pasal filem ' Aku Masih Dara'. tapi tak tengok lagi cerita tu. tak de masela nak tengok aka tak de orang yang berminat temankan aku tengok cerita tu. Last skali filem yang aku tengok and the latest is Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader 3D. best citer tu...sangat best and tak membosankan...... wink2... ;)

tapi aku bukan nak cerita pasal narnia, ngangkung or hantu kak limah balik rumah...tapi nak cerita pasal filem hindustan. filem ni act dah lame dah dari tahun lepas lagi cuma aku je yang tak tau akan kewujudan filem ni tak pon aku dah lame tak ambil tahu tentang filem hindustan. dah lame gile tak tengok hindi movie, mungkin sebab sekarang ni banyak yang tak best....

semuanya bermula bila adik aku bukak chanel astro fiesta. mula mula tengok tajuk..ala bese je, pastu adik aku cakap best..aku cam buat bodoh je sebab cam malas la nak layan movie hindi nie....malam tu pulak aku tengok ade lagi cite tu and even dalam paper pon tulis jangan lupa menonton filem 3 idiots malam ini....then hari ni, bukak fiesta, ade lagi cite tu. kali ni baru start je, selalunya aku tengok dah separuh jalan...so layan jela......layan punya layan...mak aih sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak aku menjerit, menangis nangis aku tengok cite ni. bukan sebab sedih tapi sebab terlalu lawak. and yang bestnya lawak dia bukan la lawak bodoh cam kita selalu tengok dalam filem2 melayu kita, tapi jenaka die memang memberi maksud dan jenaka yang berunsur sindiran sinis tapi takla sinis sangat...apepun yang aku boleh katakan memang best tahap karma sebab aku gelak dari awal cerita sampai habis cerita.... :D

filem nie tajuk 3 idiots arahan Rajkumar Hirani dan pelakonnya ialah hensem man yang macho dan boleh mencairkan aku la...sape lagi Aamir Khan...(memang macho giler!!!), heroin dia plak Kareena Kapoor dan kawan kawan idiots yang lain ialah R. Madhavan, Sharman Joshi, dan Boman Iran. yang lain2 pelakon ni takla familiar sangat tapi dorang berlakon memang superb best.......nie sket sipnopsisla pasal filem ni....tapi minta maafla aku tak pandai sangat nak cerita sangat....tryla ea..... ;)

cerita ni tentang pelajar pelajar U yang amik jurusan jururtera yang ada diantara tu dipaksa and ade yang suka rela....so, dorang berlumba-lumba untuk menjadi yang terbaik di antara yang terbaik..tapi cuma sorang je pelajar yang hanya fikir untuk belajar tapi bukan untuk bersaing dengan yang lain, sebab die adalah pelajar genius.....disebabkan dia genius, die telah menyebabkan pengarah temapt die belajar tu menyampah dengan dia...tapi dia cool je.....

macam2 berlaku sepanjang dorang belajar kat U, ade yang lawak, happy, sedih, menyampah and macam2la.....kena tengok baru ade feellllllllllll!!!! kalo setakat bace je tak de nikmat sangat....and sampaila dorang habis belajar....so bila masing masing dah capai cita2, tibala masa untuk bertemu semula, tapi seorang kawan dorang ni menghilangkan diri lepas je habis U...so 2 lagi rakan ni menjejak semula kawan lama dorang...so kalo nak tau ape ending cita nie kenela tengok ea...

aku bet ramai yang dah tengok cite ni....sape dah angkat tangan....eh eh.....sape dah tengok commentla ea.....nak tau jugak ape korang rasa kat filem ni...best ke tak kan..ke aku syok sendiri....eh tapi mesti syok kan kan.....tak caye korang pegila beli cd, tak pon download mane2 (kalo ade)..tak pon tengok je kat astro fiesta tu.....best woooooooooooo........double thumbs up la....
k2 lepas ni nak kuar and cari cd 3 idiots..memang tak rugi beli kot sebab memang best especially bila tengok lawak yang sempoi dan berkualiti....:)

Piala Suzuki: Indonesia tewas di tangan Malaysia

tengok bola, makan bola, tidur bola....dah seminggu asyik cerita sal bola bola bola!!!!!hah excited giler sume. bukan je kat tv, paper, tapi kat facebook pon sama. banyak betol status tentang bola...and yang paling best skali is status facebook kak sher, http://www.facebook.com/nurulsheriena, sori ea kak pinjam jap page ea.....memang ni semangat tak hingat. dah dekat 2 ari status akak tentang bola...cayala kak!!!ape pon tak terlambat lagi aku ucapkan tahniah buat skuad harimau negara kerana memberi pencapaian terbaik dan menghadiahkan kemenangan kepada malaysia dan maybe ni hadiah tahun baru untuk malaysia.....

yeayyyyyyyyyyyy..GO harimau malaya!!!!!!!

~barisan pemain muda malaysia....argh muka muka semangat~

~finally you did it!!!!yeay we proud with you~

~keep it a good work guys..cayala~

walaupun tak dapat tengok live di bukit jalil and indonesia tapi still dapat tengok kat rumah..hahahaha..best!!!dah lama tak tengok bola dengan abah..syok2 ditambah dengan adik adik aku yang kepoh...saat saat bola masuk dalam palang gol tu yang aku tunggu tunggu...hehehehhe..

anyway....walaupun aku takla minat sangat bola as fanatik as my sayang um, but still boleh layan jugak cos aku anak malaysia, harusla aku sokong malaysia....

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!!!!!!!!

back to school

olla....happy happy holiday...its another 3 days before 2010 end...everything is getting new...new year, new day, new class, new wish and very new new new one......so do my sister...she's going to start a new school day. just now, i was companies her to school to buy a book. since she is alone so i went to school with her plus just wanna see my school after 5 years left the high school time..... it getting much changes around school but still keep in mind all the memories during high school with friends and teachers.

still can imagine how i sit at the place with friends, how teachers taught us and people walk at the sidewalk...so much things come back in mind....i miss that moment!!miss where the nerd girl holding a few techs books with carry a heavy bag..... act i'm not really nerd at all, just a smart girl pretend to be cool but act not cos she is messed with much homework and thinking of successful but still have a good time with friends and time for her leisure........

as my sister finish bought her books we just walk around and taking a few pictures to keep in my folder so it will be remain and will be memories for me. its was a really mean school for me. kisah suka duka bersama rakan rakan tercinta. ada yang masih kekal berkawan till now and ada yang separated. its also the place yang banyak beri ruang kehidupan baru sehingga mencapai kejayaan.. yes it is!!!

~ walkway to class, does it look peace??kalau musim bunga lagi best sebab pokok tu akan mengeluarkan bunga kaler purple..cam pokok sakura..memang cantik~

~tempat assembly dulu...ingat lagi kalau lambat kene denda kat atas stage tu....luckily i never late~

~bilik kaunselor temapt selalu aku lepak bukan sebab masalah disiplin ea, tapi sebab nak tip2 tuk berjaya~

~kantin sekolah. tempat menjadi perbincangan kitorang sebelum membeli makanan~

~kolam ikan kat taman herba, tempat kitorang ponteng extra kelas matematik tambahan & kelas ustaz..hehehehhe~

~pondok untuk study group, since dari PMR sampai SPM, niela port study group kitorang..still same like 5 years ago~

~dewan peperiksaan masa PMR and SPM~

~taman herba, tempat usha2 abang abang kejuruteraan masa rehat..hehehhehe...tapi rasenya dorang sume dah kawin kot~

~its so truth..~

Posto Posto

i'm the most happy girl rite now!!!!

got a new email, its been a long time waiting for the mail....finally 1 new message received in my inbox.....

i really happy at this moment even it just two words message......

already missing

happy morning people..:)

its so cold here in tower. stay alone at the house, feeling so lone and need someone to talk too... :(

just 2 hours to go before i'm leaving kl and going back to my home town.... HOME SWEET HOME>>>

cant to see mom and dad, my sisters...yesterday they keep calling me and ask whether i'm going home or not. and i'm only said i'll be home on Sun.huhuuhuhuhu...

going out with my dear um for a movie date. it so good. watching narnia 3d in a couple seat. syok giler!!!!!having fun, laugh together and share our words.....spend time a lot in johnys, cuci mata and speak about heart..act tak sangat pun......cant wait for another date. unfortunately, my other sayang2 not come along. its okay, we will spend it next time...

remember my flight during i'm in KK before arrived KL on Fri...its tiring, my flight been delayed for 2 hours and its so making me out of patience....i supposed to boarding at 8pm but its been 10.30pm and arriving KL at 1am...poor my sayang2 cos they need to stay up till midnight to pick me up. hate that when i was making people in trouble...huhuhuhuhu.....

all the way waiting for the flight, there is so much things happen that i saw around me. the guys crying to say goodbye to their mom, and the cutie handsome boy with his family and the sexy girls aho wearing heels. and i think its about 3 inch heels..ahhahahah..my guess.....

ok lets forget about the day. yesterday was very fun!!!!!! chilling with my um for the whole Sat, like she asked she wanted to have an extreme day, not really extreme pon....going back tower in about 8pm. all the way in taxi from bandar tasik selatan to tower, i was seeing around and sudden feeling come. i'm missing something but act i'm missing someone.

i'm missing when he pick me up, we going out and have a good night together. i'm missing the way he stared at me, the way he laugh, the way he smile, when he joke and after all night i'm missing how he yawn.....its really in mind with the background of the music of celine dion "My Heart Will Go On' playing all the way till home..... i really miss him at this moment.....

i dont know where he is now, and i just hope he is safe from his journey in sailing.

i really need to break this feeling. but i couldnt do that too fast. its a memory that i couldnt erase it. no one can erase their memories right. me either!!!!!! just need some times to let it go...

i just need to keep strong.. adn suddenly, i'm missing sabah...hahahhahaha...cant believe how i'm missing that place since i really hate to leave KL....

but act act i'm getting love sabah cos i really can start a new day and new life without seeing all the memories. but it just temporary and i hope on that time, i'm ready to let the memories go....

that i always pray to god.....i. allah...

amin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

fly away :)

its getting 4pm and i'll be off to kk airport in about half an hour. yes...going back to kl..:D

really wait for this time even i'll be back in a week after... its okay, at least i still have good holiday with my lovely family and friends...

done pack my stuffs and just wanna get bath and asar before leaving 'home'.

hope everything is fine and nothing happen during the way and at the airport. wishing people for their Christmas and happy new year for all in sabah.....we'll be back with a new new new things with me in here, but act takde la new sangat cuma a lil more spirit to work here till Feb.

i am really such a happy girl at this moment, it is not just because having holiday in kl but everything that goes on in sabah is very well and people satisfied with my work and i have been appreciate by certain of them. it just a lil compliment for me and it will be a motivation since i really dont like to stay here...huhuhuhuhu..

just a big smile and really happy. this is not only me but to all my students also get the compliment. yeayyyy!!!happy for that....

really hope a good things in future cos is not easy to make yourself comfortable with new place and mingle with people who is different with yourself. i gonna make it!!! like mom always told me........

okay, gtg, need to get bath and off to airport...

tafsiran kedua

ingat tak lagi pada manusia berperut gendut yang pernah aku ceritakan dulu. hurm hari ini hampir dua minggu aku bekerjasama dengan dia. tak banyak masa diluangkan bersama dalam masa masa itu tapi dapat juga aku mengubah beberapa persepsi buruk aku pada manusia berperut gendut ini.

dan sememangnya aku harus memegang pada kata kata, "dont judge the book from its cover''.

SETUJU!!!!! hari pertama dulu, aku telah meletakkan perasaan yang kurang senang pada manusia berperut gendut, tapi setelah hampir dua minggu bersama aku telah nampak kebaikan dari keburukan manusia berperut gendut ini.

kata katanya semakin halus, budi bicaranya bersusun cuma sesekali agak menyimpang, jarang jarang juga berbuat lawak tapi ada mase untuk tersenyum dan ketawa. tapi ada sesuatu yang lebih membuat aku merubah persepsi aku pada manusia berperut gendut ini. ILMU!!!!!

yup...betul, manusia berperut gendut ini memang penuh dengan soalan dan kata kata tapi disebalik pertanyaan itu tersimpan jawapan jawapn yang aku boleh katakan ilmu yang sangat tinggi dan tak ternilai. manusIa berperut gendut ini tidak lokek walau sekecil kuman ilmu untuk dikongsi. setiap hari ada sahaja pelajaran baru serta maklumat yang diberikan. aku suka akan cara begitu jika dibandingkan dengan yang lain lain yang hanya senyum dihadapan tetapi menyerong mulut di belakang.

semakin hari aku ssemakin selesa berada bersama manusia berperut gendut ini. memang betul kata orang

tak kenal maka tak cinta.

a new look

Its saloon time!!!!

lame rasenye tak pergi saloon and dah agak lama jugak tidak memotong rambut nie..Dah agak panjang and rasanya dah bosanla dengan hairstyle sekarang. wanna have a new one. tapi tak tau la nak buat hairstyle macam mane. wanna cut it short or just keep it long and make a lil change.

baru je sibuk sibuk view page hairstyle kat website and dah terbekenan kat one of this style.

dah lama jugak nak buat style ni. since spm dulu tapi sayang plak dengan rambut asal yang memang semulajadi lurus. takot rosak and nanti tak jadi plak style yang nak dibuat.

tapi cam confused plak nak buat yang mana satu. dua dua pun cantik. nak curly or too curly..

ish....

~this one more prefer by eliza dushku~

~ini pun cantik jugak tapi too curly and kena tunggu rambut panjang lagi~

hurm wanna go to saloon first and need some suggestion from hair stylish.

tak sabar for new hairstyle and even i'm wearing a scarf... tak de hal la....yang penting i like...

its my satisfaction...will get this soon....

make a move

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf.

I saw you holding hands

And standing close to someone else.

Now I sit, all alone

Wishing all my feelings were gone.

Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry.

kata hatinya...

wake up early morning....get myself clean and washing a week clothes...its so much tired, need to do hand wash since there is no washing machine like home...i hate that, thats why i make it my laundry a week. Avoiding playing with water, get my finger with soap and brushing the clothes, and dont want the skin getting rough... its okay since i brought me my 3 months pack, so it doesnt matter at all.....

having my cereal with a glass of milk for my breakfast while watching a movie. its 'babysitter wanted', quite old story but still a good movie to watch. kind of a horror movie and i did scream all the movie played and waking up others on the lovely lovely Saturday...hahahhahaha.. I'm sorry guys.....

as i finish the movie, my sister called me, she sound not very in good mood. she likes wanna to scream out, wanna kill someone. i know, she must be pissed off with someone. oh god, its been a long time i havent spend time with her. and i miss it!!!!!

i never tell about my sister right. my real sister...since i got my sayang sayang....hahhahaha..but i never forget my own sister...we do not really closed actually cos what can i say, we always get fight, argue, hit each other,tease each other but we still love each other. but then we become closer since i left home for my study. and its continue when i'm moving KL to work here. so she never had anyone to company her since i was the only one who always be her friend, her joker, i'll be her laughter, i'll be with her when she had fight with mom, when she feel so lone, when she need someone to get her in dressed, when she need someone to talk too, i'm be her partner for all her gossip, we go out for shopping, sometimes i'll be her slave for a housework (i really hate that), i'll be a sister for her all the time....

but there is something that we never do share together... I never tell her my secret. who is my special friend, who is in my heart, what i feel,when i broke, who i was dating with....never ever....

its because my sister is not a good secret keeper. she likes to tell mom. everything i do, everything i feel, anything i want, i dont like that!!! cos my mom will worry and i dont want mom to feel that....she had so much things in her mind. i dont want to mess her...

i do tell her who i mad with, a gossip, tell her i dont like this, i like that but it just not deep to my personal. i prefer to talk to my sayang sayang....huhuhuhuhu~~~~~~~~~~~~

just now she texted me saying that she is pissed off with her friend... she dont like the way how her friend doing, acting and her friend kind of annoyed her....hahahhaha....i just said thats your friend, you should be happy with her, but yes, sometimes we do feel that way too...i just said to her, go back to your friend, maybe your friend needs you now, and my sister just say

"okay i will, it just i need someone to talk too. i just luahkan perasaan"

hahahhahaha...thats my sister..... i'll be home soon, i'm ready to be your ears since you got lots of stories for me.......

spoke to..

Jealousy

huh!! penat betol la hari ni. balik keje basuh baju, sidai baju, gosok baju penat penat. alangkah nikmatnya kalau dapat massage ni kan. dengan tangan yang lembut and panas panas huh best nya....dah lama tak rase kene urut. ingat lagi masa kecik2 dulu abah selalu urut kaki aku akibat terlalu sangat main....

tadi mase view page page fb terviewla page seorang ni. urm...bacela kat wall die and comment die kat kawan kawan fb die yang lain. tiba tiba terbace kat satu comment dia. adehs!!!!!

lepas baca je ayat tu terus hati ni cam tak tenang je....dup!!!!!cam kene sedas tembakan tepat kat jantung....nape tibe tibe cam tak sedap hati and datang satu perasaan, perasaan yang aku rasa perasaan tu adalah perasaan jeles....

tapi nape plak aku perlu jeles. dia kan kawan aku!!!argh malas nak fikir terus offline fb and tulis kat entry ni....benci nya perasaan cam ni. tak nak lah berjeles jelesan nanti mesti hubungan persahabatan ni akan renggang dan yang pasti mesti salah seorang akan makan hati... akulah tu....tapi sekarang ni pun akku memang dah makan hati pon ngan dia and dah cuba sedaya untuk menjauhkan diri daripada dia...tapi susahla mungkin tak terbiasa dengan keadaan camni tapi nak buat cam ne kalau terpaksa.....

urm pergi pergi pergi.......jauhkan perasaan yang tidak sihat ini........tutup mata and lupakan seketika~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

bagai menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba

assalammualaikum..w.b.t ... :D

akibat kebosanan dan keadaan yang stress buat mase dan ketika ini jadi aku pun nak mengarut ngarutla kat entry nie.....

menjadi kebiasaan waktu waktu macam ni adalah waktu drama tapi disebabkan tak ade tv berbosan bosananla aku depan lappy....arghhhhh!!!dah banyak gila drama yang aku tinggal...geramnya.....dah lah aku ni memang kaki drama. ditambah pulak dengan keadaan bilik ni yang sunyi sepi, masing masing sedang melayan perasaan...benci benci...tak de ruang untuk bergelak ketawa, tak de langsung orang yang nak share cerita ceritu and gosip gosip ngan aku....

tidakkkkkkk!!!!!!! tak suke tak suke tak suke~~~~

dahla takde tv, line internet kat sini plak masya allah tuhan je yang tahu betapa aku geram....sades betul, memang tahap dewa lembapla kalo nak dikatakan, sebenarnya tak terkata pon tahap kegeraman aku ni. sabar sabar...separuh daripada iman!!!!! tapi dah memang tak boleh sabar la sebab time time urgent nak gune niela die buat hal.......eiiii tak suke~~~

nak check emel pon tak dapat...asyik asyik offline mode....dahla email tue sangat penting. bukan senang email tu nak masuk. mau sebulan dua nanti baru ade balik replying mail...dahla tak ade alternatif lain selain email je....ahhhh tidak.....dah dekat sebulan, mungkin masih belum masuk zone untuk beremail sebab tu aku masih tak dapat lagi balasan... tunggu jela~~~

dalam pada tu jugak sibukla mengcrossed kan kalendar nie, membilang hari hari untuk pulang ke kl..ah tak sabarnya nak balik kl...rasa macam sehari tu bak seminggu, seminggu tue bak setahun...lamanye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (terhiperbola sekejap)..tak pe tinggal seminggu lagi untuk pulang ke kl.....sabar ea cik dieba oiii.....

......................................bermonolog sekejap

ya allah tenangkanla hati aku, kau berikanlah aku kesabaran yang tinggi dan kau permudahkannla segalanya...amin~~~~~

i doubt..

teringat cerita cerita lucu masa kat tempat kerja tadi..macam macam dorang cerita dari temapt tempat yang menarik kat sabah ni sampaila makanan makanan pelik yang aku rasa aku sendiri tak penah dengar masa aku duduk KL. may be memang tak ade or aku yang tak pernah amik tau kot.

tapi tadi memang happening and enjoy gila kerja memang tak ade stress langsung especially bila bos besar sekepala bercerita dengan kitorang...hypeeeeeeeee!!!!best2 di tambah dengan terapis mr.alex and mr.manuel yang lucu.....suke dorang sangat2....

part yang paling best is bila dorang bercerita itu ini aku plak tercengang2 sebab tak paham aka tak dapat nak bayangkan ape yang dorang cuba sampaikan and mulala dorang gelak kan aku....tapi disebalik gelak tu dorang bagitau jugala....

act bukanla nak cerita sangat pasal petang tadi..just mukadimah je....entry ni act nak cite sal hati and perasaan!!!!ter touch la plak malam ni...

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its act been so long in mind, keep thinking and wondering and sometimes its make me anxious and kind of stress.......

i doubt!!!!!thats the word that i can describe myself at this moment.. i doubt when people getting close, i doubt when people wanna make a relationship,i doubt when guy wanna start a connection, i doubt when guy trying to get to know me, i doubt when guy ask me about the past, i doubt when guy ask me about my feeling, i doubt when guy tell their feeling, i doubt when guy keep texting me, i doubt when guy keep calling me, i doubt when guy ask too many thing bout my personal..i doubt..i doubt...i doubt....

i just dont know what should i feel, may be i took it too serious or i am too emotional, maybe i should be more relax and just let nothing happen. but at the same time i cant do that. of course i should have something cos i'm alive, i got mind, i got heart, i got feeling, i should have all....

i hate this kind of feeling. sometimes i was thinking that this is not a doubt but kind of paranoid.

oh no!!!!!i dont want that feeling....

its obviously seen to my friend, we texted, we talk, i shared my stories, i tell my happiness and sadness, i tell what i feel today, i let my friend know my problems, i got some advices and my friend too kind to me.... but there is something that i really seen to my friend lately, he getting so far...a distance away...i dont know!!!!i doubt to my friend, does he really good friend or just a temporary after all....i doubt honestly.....should i move on with this relation or just end it up!!!

i dont know.....God , i need you to guide me in every of my doa.....

i didnt really hate my friend, it just i dont feel good toward my friend right now....i dont know, its only if i could tell it in words.....maybe i should stop for a while and let me cool down and find the right way....(i dont know if i found it)..i doubt you cos i suddenly feel that i dont trust you...oh!!!!!!!i dont know.......

perhaps i should end all this~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

selamat pagi cikgu

hype!!!!

urmmm..baru je selesai magrib so terus ngadap lappy. act ade je nak tulis kat entry ni, dari pagi tadi lagi duduk depan new post tapi jari jari nie tak de respons kat keyboard and even sentuh pon takde refleks...huhhuhu~~~dari semalam lagi kepala ni berat. tak taula, may be banyak sangat kot fikir...ape jela yanng aku fikir kan..okeh whatever....

Act, this kind of luahan rasa hatila since dah lame terpendam...huhuhuhuhu..makan dalam orang cakap tapi takdela dalam mane pon. it just hurt!!!!

story begin with rasa sedih bila ape yang kita buat dan sumbangkan adalah salah satu tanggungjawab dan keikhlasan sendiri tapi disalah ertikan yet dipermain dan dijadikan gurau senda. sedih sangat bila kita dah beri ilmu walau tak sebesar dan sebanyak mana tapi boleh dikatakan cukup untuk dijadikan rujukan bertukar jadi bahan ejekan dan gurauan. sedih tahap karma, and memang down sangat...And yang paling kecewa sangat bila kebaikan dan kelembutan kita ni dipijak pijak...tak ade langsunng perasaan hormat pastu mempersoalkan plak sesuatu yang sepatutnya jadi tanggungjawab dorang...

arghhhhhhhh!!!!!tiba-tiba je terfikir satu idea yang agak bodoh!!!better to quit...tapi bila cakap ngan membe dorang cakap jangan mengalah...lumrahla tue. memang betul cakap orang memang susah nak jadi pendidik ni, macam macam kene faced especially with this kind of people and kene berani hadapi cabaran and kene bersedia mental and fizikal. no wonderla ade antara patient psy aku dulu di kalangan nie...mintak simpang~~~~~

huh!!!!penat betul fikir pasal nie...ahhhh dont messing up my mind...go away....kalo kat kl bolehla aku cerita ngan sayang sayang tapi kat sini sorang....sedih!!!!dulu bila stress camni blik tower bukak pintu rumah terus sume stress hilang tapi kat sini..TIDAK!!!!!!!!

benci benci perasaan cam nie..........huhuhuhuhuhuu....

I need relaxation therapy.......even aku sendiri terapis pun tak lepas dari stress ni....

ahhhh kene kuat!!!!!!!!!

keep strong bebeh.......

dont look back

still missing someone, still remember the past, still live in memories, still never make a move, still do the same mistakes...you need to wake up!!!

The Past is the Past and its that way for a reason, so don't regret what you left behind cos if it was worth it, it would be with you now and a distant memory....
I've learned from my bad choices and next time wont settle for anything less than what I deserved

bezakah kita???

hampir seluruh pagi aku diisi kebosanan dan menjadi tugu kepada pintu pintu serta seperti patung yang berderetan di kuil kuil yang aku pernah lihat. sangat tragiknye keadaan itu apabila pada satu ketika ruang itu dipenuhi dengan berpuluh puluh manusia yang mundar mandir mencari arah serta seolah olah sedang berfikir seperti seorng perdana menteri yang sedang mencari penyelesaian untuk kemajuan ekonomi negaranya....

seketika selepas berputarnya jarum jam 360 darjah ke arah kanan, sekumpulan insan istimewa yang dilihat berjalan bersama sebatang kayu, ada yang dipimpin, ditolak dengan kerusi besi beroda dan yang berjalan bersendirian memasuki ruang 25x40m persegi itu. alangkah kalutnya puluhan manusia di dalam ruang tersebut mencari jalan keluar melepasi insan istimewa itu. tinggallah aku bersama-sama beberapa manusia lain membantu insan istimewa tersebut. bermulalah agenda pada hari ini kepada insan istimewa, mengangkat tangan dan kaki memulakan langkah untuk satu pergerakan ke pergerakan. begitu bersemangatnya mereka melakukan setiap pergerakan itu walaupun pada dasarnya tenaga dan kebolehan mereka dibatasi dengan kecacatan yang dialami. tapi kerana dedikasi serta motivasi dalam diri untuk terus mengfungsikan diri insan istimewa ini tidak pernah berputus asa.

terlihatkan pada sesuatu yang lebih menarik di ruang sebelah, kaki aku melangkah menuju ke destinasi tersebut dan mata aku tiba-tiba tertancap pada seorang lagi insan istimewa yang sedang menerima rawatan bersama seorang lagi manusia yang kali ini agak gendut perutnya serta keadaan fizikal yang agak pendek. terlihat di jari manisnya sebentuk cincin. ah dia sudah beristeri...(oh tidak!!kenapa perkara ini yang perlu dipersoalkan)...lupakan seketika.....

sapatah perkataan menjadikan sebaris soalan yang aku ajukan pada manusia berperut gendut itu. bagus!!!dia menjawab dengan baik sekali, mungkin dia ini antara manusia yang baik sekali, tapi nanti dulu, masih terlalu awal untuk menjadi juri untuk menilai luarannya. beberapa perkataan yang keluar dari mulut manusia berperut gendut ini tiba tiba telah bertukar kepada beberapa persoalan yang diajukan kepada manusia manusia lain disekeliling aku. keadaan tiba tiba menjadi sepi, terlihat pada mulut yang terkumat kamit serta mata yang menjuling juling dan akal merewang mencari jawapan, ada antara manusia manusia itu kelihatan biol dan berlalu dari ruang itu.

sepasang mata yang agak bulat itu tertumpu kepada aku, oh tidak!!! mata manusia berperut gendut itu berada pada aku, sudah pasti manusia berperut gendut itu mahukan jawapan daripada aku. serta merta aku melepaskan pandangan aku pada manusia manusia lain. sesaat selepas itu, bersuaralah manusia berperut gendut itu dengan hujah hujah nya serta gaya lagaknya memberi jawapan dan seketika aku tersedar dalam hujahnya itu berbunyi sindiran kepada aku. aku terus berdiam dan meletakkan nokhtah di baris perkataan aku. pedas betul bahasa dan lenggok tutur manusia berperut gendut itu atau boleh aku simpulkan dia adalah manusia yang agak kerek!!!!!!serta merta dalam hati aku timbul perasaan menyampah dan meluat akan gaya lagak manusia berperut gendut itu. bahasanya menjadikan dia seorang yang berhidung tinggi, sudahla......bukan kau sahaja yang hebat, tidak hairanla sebab kau berpengalaman bertahun sedangkan manusia lain baru merangkak mencari gerak... selesai sudah insan istimewa menerima rawatan, aku segera melangkah meninggalkan ruang tersebut dan melalui lorong yang berkerusi. berehat seketika bersama manusia lain sambil melepaskan ketidakpuasan hati dan meluahkan isi hati yang terhiris kepada manusia lain. alahamdulliah, seketika aku terasa lega.

lega dapat melapangkan dada dan fikiran apabila seorang lagi manusia yang aku pernah berbicara tentang kisah lama ketika aku berjumpanya di selatan atas urusan kerja. kisah lama????bukan soal cinta, bukan soal hati dan bukan soal perasaan. soal kerja yang ditekankan. pernah beberapa bulan lalu berjumpa manusia ini ketika membuat lawatan di selatan dan dia antara manusia yang paling baik dan sempoi boleh aku katakan. mungkinkah sebab dia pernah berganding bahu bersama manusia seperti aku (manusia semenanjung) sedangkan yang lain tidak dan hanya berada di kelompok borneo sahaja dan telah meletakkan perasaan tidak senang kepada manusia semenanjung. hurmmmmm.. tapi kau juga bergurukan manusia semenanjung, apakah selepas berjaya begitu mudah kau menjadi manusia yang lupa serta lagak....

abaikan sahaja perasaan geram dan marah pada manusia berperut gendut itu. tidak ada rasa lagi aku mahu bicara tentang dia. kembali pada manusia yang aku pernah jumpa dahulu. sungguh manis senyumnya dan sungguh bergaya jalannya. hahahha, sudah pasti akan ada gadis yang terpikat akan sifatnya. oh sudah la memuji muji diri manusia itu. tapi aku sangat bersyukur dalam waktu waktu begini ada juga manusia yang lembut hatinya menemani serta menghiburkan hari hari ku. sungguh budiman orangnya, tuturnya bahasnya bagus, bicaranya tersusun. tidak sedetik dan seperkataan pun yang buat aku terguris malah aku terhibur. terima kasih aku pada manusia ini kerana mungkin kita berada di paksi yang sama. kita berada di situasi yang sama, situasi baru dan keadaan baru.

Kota Kinabalu: Dinner Time

time nie agak lawakla sebab out for dinner with all non muslim. so bila nak pegi makan tue tiba-tiba cam alamak halal ke. nasib baik student2 nie memahami dan bertanyakan kepada kedai kedai makan tue halal ke tak.....

~jane, sharie and alex~

~antara makanan yang agak famous di kalangan orang sabah. chicken wings and ape tue cam bentuk2 love tue ea~

~tadaaaaaa...niela bontot ayam panggang..tak try pun tapi student cakap sedap and niela favourite dorang..hahahhahaha~

~berjalan seketika di pantai~

next station di jesselton point. jetty ke pulau pulau di sabah. ramai betul orang lepak makan kat sini, and mostly orang mudala semuanya nampak pelik je tengok kitorang since aku je yang pakai tudung..huhuhuhuuhu...

sepanjang perjalanan nie ramai je orang yang hisap shisha sampai aku pun terhirup sekali bau shisha tu.. entah ape yanng sedapnyela....

then, pulang ke rumah.......

Happy Birthday Dieba

AHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!

Not wishing to my own self..It just from friends who wishing me through my fb, email and sms..Thank you so much.. And not to forget my students here that wishing me as they wake up from sleep.. Thanks a lot~~~~

Even there is no celebration but there is something that really make me happy, cheer and smile today....

I TOUCH...

The word that i could describe now... Today, got call from kak tisya who need to deliver something from my dear Tikah... so since i'm not working yet I'm here so I'll be taking that stuff...

surprisingly, when I'm going downstairs taking the stuffs she is wishing me happy birthday..I dont know her but she said this is for me from my sayang sayang...

OMG!!!!!!I really couldnt expect that!!We too far, but they still wanna have something for me...

I really appreciate that...Guys you are so rock..ahhahahaha..Thanks for the lovely pink birthday cupcakes...You know i love pink so much..guys you really my truth friends...I miss u guys~~~

~lovely pink cupcakes from atikah maketar, umaira kamaruddin, noor izuani and madhiyah yahya~

pictures taken how much i dont know what i should do...hahahhhahaa~~~Thanks my sayang sayang....

~heavy and large box~

~my first cupcakes taken~

thanks a lot guys....i will remember all of you on every bite of the cupcakes....

MMMMMUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!

22nd for dieba

BONJOUR!!!

Its really early morning I woke up today...Since have a long night yesterday. Take sleep on 9pm and I feel so fresh today and yet able to sit in front lappy and have a bit rant here...hahahhahha..

first of all today is Awal Muharram and I was very happy its my birthday too. My 22nd birthday!!! I'm very grateful that i still alive and have a good day and may Allah bless me...

Today, theres no celebrating or party, it just alone,,huhuuuhu.... sit in front lappy, comment posted birthday wishes and listening to the songs and just watching movie...Thats my 22nd birthday...

I dont mind, its better but it just a bit sad, cos theres no one here to company me, no mom pampered me, no dad to make joke, no sisters to laugh with, and no friends to talk too... :( and I miss them a lot...

its okay, it just another 2 and half weeks to go before return KL.. I really hope there was a fast forward button so that I will be home soon......

22nd years old, my friend said you getting old by years...hahahahahha..for me, it just a number, no matter how old you are...the thing is maturity shows the old you are, i think so, and me I was like a girl that need more time to grow up since my sister always said you just like a kanak-kanak, (like to be pampered, spoiled, cry, homesick,sulky) but not all the time, it just most of the time,hahahhahaha..... but when i need to be serious i am serious person that people wont expect that, its depends on the situation and the people i be with.....

2010-there's loads are come and happen.. that i could say its totally brought me to a new life and taught me a lot what is life about and what it should be....

started the year with my first job!!! its awesome and I'm very determine to start my day at my workplace and at the same time kind of afraid knowing people, the place without family, independent and being such a lil girl again... (cry cry leaving home)

Then, my first salary, not that much, but its enough to have a full meal, to get new shoes, new clothes, new perfume, and new new new new stuffss..... (te shophaholic plak) and not too forget my lovely lovely parents....and dear sisters...

next, is my new outstation in seremban for a month..it just around here but because of unfamiliar and strangers to the place, so I was just not so good..but lastly, I'm getting used to the place and return KL with safely and happy...

having a great great dinner with clicks and students.. That was the first time i put some make up, get dress myself and have a good night. I dont really like make up, i dont know, it just i like to be natural, may be because I'm kind of lazy to do so..hahahhahahha...Its okay, i still look good without it.... :)

knowing new people around me, yeah!!!That's awesome~~ my dear room mates, kak diah and kak rini, my dear kak erina, they so great people...kind and sweet, always listen to my joke, my laugh and share a bit of their stories for me, spending our time together having a good holiday...

get to sabah alone!!!thats so big transformation..hahahahaha....i dont know!!! maybe i never far from my parents, i always cry when my parents leave me but now i'm grow up, i will be independent. i can see how much my mom feel when i said i'm going to sabah 3 months alone...

she is so so so... i dont know how to describe but i know she is not feeling good since i never far away from her...cool mom!!! i'm fine....and going back to you soon~~~~~ :)

so much things happen during this time..its happiness sadness and unforgettable...and i just wanna share the happiness and leave the sadness and the disappointment..and hope it will never ever going to be again...

NEW YEAR!! its gonna be awesome and much better just like my sayang farra said...I will make it special and better and God always be my side in any of my doa each my solat...Its time for a better life and have fun!!!!! leave all the pain and sadness....life must goes on~~~~new year you are welcome and hope God panjang kan umur and murahkan rezeki amin~~~~~~

just got message from my family...wishing my birthday and i miss them a lot.... I TOUCH!!!! :)

goodbye

Kota Kinabalu: Tanjung Aru

Burppp!!!! hahahahhaha... Tak sopan betollah.. :) Today is the real I got my dinner good with nasi goreng ayam... Awesome!!!!!! Bought it at the restaurant down stair with my student...

Actually I want to eat there but lastly deciding to take away....Okay forget my dinner...

Today is so tiring day... Get up early.. eh eh tak early sangatla hehehhehehe.... Get myself clean and start my day out with my students... Its time to cuci cuci mata.....

Get the bus and again we at Terminal Wawasan... Just walk in to Centre Point to company my student buy his joy stick for his game and me, I wanna buy a few CD just for tonight...hhehehhee... Then we stop at McD for our lunch before we deciding to Tanjung Aru...

~My student Donny and Jane~

After finish our lunch, we go back to Terminal Wawasan and taking bus to Tanjung Aru. Taking 16 bus number, got the info from the internet and the fare is rm2.00....Okay la tue...Then we get into the van and heading to our destination. Finally we arrived to the place~~~

Not really much people here, may be because we came early at noon and maybe evening is better..Luckily the weather is good cloudy here with slow wind~~~Like that...We just walk along the beach and take some pictures since we are not planning to mandi manda~~~

Actually it just an ordinary beach like I ever go but still have it own special, it just I didnt explore it....But its nice to know the place~~~~~

After quite long walk we heading back to KK.. Nothing much we do at Tanjung Aru, just jalan-jalan and spent time together...

Will find other destination to go next time....Listed here:

- Pulau Manukan, Simpang Mengayau and Sg Dalit....

Once in time....

PaST LoVes

THeY NeVEr gOt VeRY fAr

WaLL's UP, MadE SuRe

I gUArdeD MY heart

and I PROMISE I wOuLDN't do THis TiLL

I KneW IT waS RigHT FOR ME

Finding Thee

Where on earth are you going??????? M!$$ 7H33

December...

Ola...welcome December!!!Weet weet....wooooooooottt...hahahahahhaha...stop being manic~~

Okay even it was 3 days away on Dec, just wanna welcome Dec....

No idea what I really want to write about..Sitting in front lappy viewing my FB page, comment the status, listening to the song, get a lil chat with my best buddy in yahoo messenger companied with hot maggi curry express with a glass of milk and still thinking what I'm going to write in this entry... Having my late dinner cos I'm such a lazy to make it and not really hungry but suddenly the stomach was singing hahahhaha... Just wanna finish a bowl of maggi and get a bit merapu rapu in this entry and as I finish it, just get to my bed....

Another 28 days more to leave 2010 and having 2011... Its means its New Year and I was really not happy when thinking I'm going to be alone in KK celebrating the New Year without my parents and family together with my friends....huhuhuhuhuhu.... Its okay, I'll cheer up~~~~~

My December...what???My??Hurm....Yah!! I used to use My Dec cos I think a lot of things and event in Dec and it was the day that it should be remember.....

First, coming next Tuesday, means 7 Dec its my birthday....I'm growing up!!! Its 22nd birthday...

Sekejap je masa berlalu and I'm become a lady from a lil grimy girl who always keep her lips with a piece of chocolate and hugging a small teddy with the blowing hair and mini skirt...huhhuhuhuhu....... Unfortunately, there is no any celebration yet nobody here to be with me... I still remember on my birthday when I'm home my mom will wish me happy birthday when wake up in the morning and dad just smile at me and I think deep inside they are praying and grateful that their daughter still breathing and stay beside them and having a good life....

My sisters, they will wishing me birthday the night before my birthday and I know they was happy that I was there smiling and laughing, making a joke, get some hit on each other...I miss them a lot!!!!!

I didnt really celebrate my birthday with invited people in my house having makan2 or cutting a cake...Its more to family gathered...My mom will cook, my sister will buy a cake, my dad will cheer us...and we sit together having a lunch with my mom's cooking...And after that, we going out, spending our day together wherever we want to go...its awesome!!!!!! I like that way...I dont really like having a party, invited people, singing birthday song, people watch me cutting the cake, noisy around....Honestly, I'm sick on that... I dont mind if my birthday without present, I just need people to remember, good enough to wish me on my birthday....I like to be middle...i dont know, may be because thats what my mom taught me since I was kid....I'm happy with that~~~~

Coming next 8 Dec, its my parents anniversary...Its 25 years old they been together and I hope it will be forever and ever..They do fight, they do argue but it is normal right, in any marriage, they'll find the same....Its just how they manage on it and my parents did it....

Dec used to be a month of me and my ex classmate gathered since everyone is having their semester break. We will going out, spending time together, having a long conversation, leisure time, capture as many as we can on picture together...There are 9 of us....We stay closed till now, visiting each other on Raya, smsing and commenting, bertanya khabar...we did that till now, it just we dont have much time to spend together....I really wanna see them since last met is the raya....huhuhuhuhuhu

Its time to look into my account, need to keep up my saving, its a yearly routine since I know how important to have your own saving whenever you need money and I'm kind of shy to ask my parents a pocket money since i was working...

Actually there is a lot of things will be coming on Dec, it just I dont really remember all since I was really tired and feel sleepy to type...hahhahahahaha...Yah, after been 2 weeks in cold room, do a struggle revision with my students, remembering all the muscles and nerves huhuhuhu...

Its kind that I need recharge myself...ahhahahahhaha~~~~I'll be continue to write it...

Just last word for me..Night... :)

your love is blind

Song from Ramzi ft Ash King: your love is blind...Ramzi was Pakistani singer..

Another version with Preeya Kalidas...Its nice too....

The first time I listen to the song is when I was in my click kak ir's car, when she play the song and asked me to listen and that was the first time I was falling with the voice, lyrics and the music...

Then, when home I was searching the song in you tube and I was download it...After few days I was spread the 'love blind fever' to my sayang sayang and they love it too..... :) and this is the song that I want to give 'U' when we out on movie date but unfortunately he didnt get it.... :(

.....Take your time and listen to it..I was listen to the song for a month morning till night and keep listen to it whenever i free....

ENJOT IT!!!!

love should be....

Renung-renunngkanlah~~~~~

eeeerrr...Aku Masih Dara

Errrkkk!!!!!Mesti terkejut dengan tajuk kat atas kan???Hah......its nothing to do with me..hehehehe...Gempak jer~~~~It just a new film directed by Ahmad Idham that will be on cinema soon... The title is quite interesting and i had view the promo and its kind of good movie actually...

Filem ni mengisahkan keruntuhan akhlak di kalangan remaja itu berdasarkan kisah benar yang dilalui oleh seseorang. Ia adalah pembongkaran kepada masalah remaja Islam zaman sekarang yang makin jauh tersasar daripada landasan sebenar. Pelbagai isu yang diketengahkan daripada pergaulan bebas hinggalah kepada masalah dadah. Dalam filem ini jugak ada diselitkan unsur2 dakwah... GOOD!!!

Hurm its good to have this genre of movie since we actually faced social problem with teens. I think this is not the first local movie that have the message of dakwah...Hurm I wish this movie will be success and the message is ascend to audience yet its accepted to community..

But it just a lil screw up in the film which is when the actor Farid Kamil mention one of the dialog that use the sentence of 'aku sangap lubang' is not suitable especially when the movie is watching by the kids. i think Ahmad Idham should be more sensitive about this..I dont know if he think that it just a sentence that people always used or it just a word that mean nothing to him...Hurm whatever it is, its still not a good word for me since this is a kind of dakwah movie.... I think so!!!!!

However, I like Ashraf Muslim acting...He's such an ustazla..hahahahhahaha..Not too handsome and not too bad...Just good looking man who had Ilmu Islam yang tinggi and seperti cinta yang datang dari mata turun ke hati, dari bicara hati terusik....hahahhahaha...Over plak....(just in the film but outside he is gorgeous!!!!)

Okay, just a bit bout the movie and i'll try to spend time watching this movie and hope the movie not disappoint me!!!

just words...

Apa fungsi bulu kening???

Yesterday, when I was in class with the students while we having our revision about the assessment, one of them asked me why we have eyebrow???what is the function of the eyebrow?Is it better if we are without the eyebrow??...Hurm I was wonder how to answer them since I'm not sure the right answer...Then, I said just give me a lil while so I can find the info for you...

I just search through Google and was come out with a few idea by the other blogger then I'm reading it and it was really good details info that soon I'll be sharing it with my students.

FIRST:-

• Fungsi utama adalah untuk mengelakkan kelembapan, kebanyakan masin peluh dan hujan, dari mengalir ke mata. Bentuk melengkung khas bulu kening (dengan cerun di sebelah) dan arah dimana rambut bulu kening yang menyungkit untuk memastikan bahawa air mempunyai kecenderungan untuk mengalir ke samping di sekitar mata, sepanjang sisi kepala dan sepanjang hidung.
• Tulang pada bulu kening yang agak menonjol membantu untuk menunjukkan ekspresi muka seperti marah atau terkejut....dan menaungi dari sinaran matahari...seperti tudung yang kita pakai jugak mesti ade awning kan...ehhehehehhehe...

THERE ARE A FEW SHAPES OF THE EYEBROWS:-

Just click at this link and you will find the discription of your eyebrows pakarhowto.com/rahsia/rahsia-alis-mata-wanita.html

.....Me, I had this result;

Bulu Kening Tebal:

• Dia sentiasa berhati-hati dalam perbicaraannya (hanya berkata yang perlu sahaja)
• Dia seorang yang pendiam (so truth, sometimes)
• Dia seorang pendengar yang baik
• Sangat setia dan taat pada pasangannya (definitely right)
• Dia seorang yang sensitif dan mudah terluka (Agreed)
• Silap gaya dia mungkin mengamuk kalau tahap kemarahannya melampaui batasan (I dont know how to scold people..Ish!!)

So tomorrow I'll tell them about the information and explain them what will happen if we without the eyebrow......Thats so interesting!!!!