December 18, 2010

kata hatinya...

wake up early morning....get myself clean and washing a week clothes...its so much tired, need to do hand wash since there is no washing machine like home...i hate that, thats why i make it my laundry a week. Avoiding playing with water, get my finger with soap and brushing the clothes, and dont want the skin getting rough... its okay since i brought me my 3 months pack, so it doesnt matter at all.....

having my cereal with a glass of milk for my breakfast while watching a movie. its 'babysitter wanted', quite old story but still a good movie to watch. kind of a horror movie and i did scream all the movie played and waking up others on the lovely lovely Saturday...hahahhahaha.. I'm sorry guys.....

as i finish the movie, my sister called me, she sound not very in good mood. she likes wanna to scream out, wanna kill someone. i know, she must be pissed off with someone. oh god, its been a long time i havent spend time with her. and i miss it!!!!!

i never tell about my sister right. my real sister...since i got my sayang sayang....hahhahaha..but i never forget my own sister...we do not really closed actually cos what can i say, we always get fight, argue, hit each other,tease each other but we still love each other. but then we become closer since i left home for my study. and its continue when i'm moving KL to work here. so she never had anyone to company her since i was the only one who always be her friend, her joker, i'll be her laughter, i'll be with her when she had fight with mom, when she feel so lone, when she need someone to get her in dressed, when she need someone to talk too, i'm be her partner for all her gossip, we go out for shopping, sometimes i'll be her slave for a housework (i really hate that), i'll be a sister for her all the time....

but there is something that we never do share together... I never tell her my secret. who is my special friend, who is in my heart, what i feel,when i broke, who i was dating with....never ever....
its because my sister is not a good secret keeper. she likes to tell mom. everything i do, everything i feel, anything i want, i dont like that!!! cos my mom will worry and i dont want mom to feel that....she had so much things in her mind. i dont want to mess her...

i do tell her who i mad with, a gossip, tell her i dont like this, i like that but it just not deep to my personal. i prefer to talk to my sayang sayang....huhuhuhuhu~~~~~~~~~~~~

just now she texted me saying that she is pissed off with her friend... she dont like the way how her friend doing, acting and her friend kind of annoyed her....hahahhaha....i just said thats your friend, you should be happy with her, but yes, sometimes we do feel that way too...i just said to her, go back to your friend, maybe your friend needs you now, and my sister just say
"okay i will, it just i need someone to talk too. i just luahkan perasaan"
hahahhahaha...thats my sister..... i'll be home soon, i'm ready to be your ears since you got lots of stories for me.......

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