its so cold here in tower. stay alone at the house, feeling so lone and need someone to talk too... :(
just 2 hours to go before i'm leaving kl and going back to my home town.... HOME SWEET HOME>>>
cant to see mom and dad, my sisters...yesterday they keep calling me and ask whether i'm going home or not. and i'm only said i'll be home on Sun.huhuuhuhuhu...
going out with my dear um for a movie date. it so good. watching narnia 3d in a couple seat. syok giler!!!!!having fun, laugh together and share our words.....spend time a lot in johnys, cuci mata and speak about heart..act tak sangat pun......cant wait for another date. unfortunately, my other sayang2 not come along. its okay, we will spend it next time...
remember my flight during i'm in KK before arrived KL on Fri...its tiring, my flight been delayed for 2 hours and its so making me out of patience....i supposed to boarding at 8pm but its been 10.30pm and arriving KL at 1am...poor my sayang2 cos they need to stay up till midnight to pick me up. hate that when i was making people in trouble...huhuhuhuhu.....
all the way waiting for the flight, there is so much things happen that i saw around me. the guys crying to say goodbye to their mom, and the cutie handsome boy with his family and the sexy girls aho wearing heels. and i think its about 3 inch heels..ahhahahah..my guess.....
ok lets forget about the day. yesterday was very fun!!!!!! chilling with my um for the whole Sat, like she asked she wanted to have an extreme day, not really extreme pon....going back tower in about 8pm. all the way in taxi from bandar tasik selatan to tower, i was seeing around and sudden feeling come. i'm missing something but act i'm missing someone.
i'm missing when he pick me up, we going out and have a good night together. i'm missing the way he stared at me, the way he laugh, the way he smile, when he joke and after all night i'm missing how he yawn.....its really in mind with the background of the music of celine dion "My Heart Will Go On' playing all the way till home..... i really miss him at this moment.....
i dont know where he is now, and i just hope he is safe from his journey in sailing.
i really need to break this feeling. but i couldnt do that too fast. its a memory that i couldnt erase it. no one can erase their memories right. me either!!!!!! just need some times to let it go...
i just need to keep strong.. adn suddenly, i'm missing sabah...hahahhahaha...cant believe how i'm missing that place since i really hate to leave KL....
but act act i'm getting love sabah cos i really can start a new day and new life without seeing all the memories. but it just temporary and i hope on that time, i'm ready to let the memories go....
that i always pray to god.....i. allah...
amin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
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