Its really early morning I woke up today...Since have a long night yesterday. Take sleep on 9pm and I feel so fresh today and yet able to sit in front lappy and have a bit rant here...hahahhahha..
first of all today is Awal Muharram and I was very happy its my birthday too. My 22nd birthday!!! I'm very grateful that i still alive and have a good day and may Allah bless me...
Today, theres no celebrating or party, it just alone,,huhuuuhu.... sit in front lappy, comment posted birthday wishes and listening to the songs and just watching movie...Thats my 22nd birthday...
I dont mind, its better but it just a bit sad, cos theres no one here to company me, no mom pampered me, no dad to make joke, no sisters to laugh with, and no friends to talk too... :( and I miss them a lot...
its okay, it just another 2 and half weeks to go before return KL.. I really hope there was a fast forward button so that I will be home soon......
22nd years old, my friend said you getting old by years...hahahahahha..for me, it just a number, no matter how old you are...the thing is maturity shows the old you are, i think so, and me I was like a girl that need more time to grow up since my sister always said you just like a kanak-kanak, (like to be pampered, spoiled, cry, homesick,sulky) but not all the time, it just most of the time,hahahhahaha..... but when i need to be serious i am serious person that people wont expect that, its depends on the situation and the people i be with.....
2010-there's loads are come and happen.. that i could say its totally brought me to a new life and taught me a lot what is life about and what it should be....
started the year with my first job!!! its awesome and I'm very determine to start my day at my workplace and at the same time kind of afraid knowing people, the place without family, independent and being such a lil girl again... (cry cry leaving home)
Then, my first salary, not that much, but its enough to have a full meal, to get new shoes, new clothes, new perfume, and new new new new stuffss..... (te shophaholic plak) and not too forget my lovely lovely parents....and dear sisters...
next, is my new outstation in seremban for a month..it just around here but because of unfamiliar and strangers to the place, so I was just not so good..but lastly, I'm getting used to the place and return KL with safely and happy...
having a great great dinner with clicks and students.. That was the first time i put some make up, get dress myself and have a good night. I dont really like make up, i dont know, it just i like to be natural, may be because I'm kind of lazy to do so..hahahhahahha...Its okay, i still look good without it.... :)
knowing new people around me, yeah!!!That's awesome~~ my dear room mates, kak diah and kak rini, my dear kak erina, they so great people...kind and sweet, always listen to my joke, my laugh and share a bit of their stories for me, spending our time together having a good holiday...
get to sabah alone!!!thats so big transformation..hahahahaha....i dont know!!! maybe i never far from my parents, i always cry when my parents leave me but now i'm grow up, i will be independent. i can see how much my mom feel when i said i'm going to sabah 3 months alone...
she is so so so... i dont know how to describe but i know she is not feeling good since i never far away from her...cool mom!!! i'm fine....and going back to you soon~~~~~ :)
so much things happen during this time..its happiness sadness and unforgettable...and i just wanna share the happiness and leave the sadness and the disappointment..and hope it will never ever going to be again...
NEW YEAR!! its gonna be awesome and much better just like my sayang farra said...I will make it special and better and God always be my side in any of my doa each my solat...Its time for a better life and have fun!!!!! leave all the pain and sadness....life must goes on~~~~new year you are welcome and hope God panjang kan umur and murahkan rezeki amin~~~~~~
just got message from my family...wishing my birthday and i miss them a lot.... I TOUCH!!!! :)
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