November 20, 2010

Severe Anxiety

Pathetic!!!!!

It was really busy and chaos day for me..
First, get ready to get back to KL on 8.30 am bus...Need to wake up early and packing my bag luckily I didnt bring lot of stuff when I'm home....
All the way from home to KL I was thinking and worried about my flight ticket since Bamitha the admin officer didnt email it to me...Huh!!!I was calling her last few weeks she still didnt do anything...Hate that!!!!!!!

Lastly I reached her phone and ask her to email me asap...huuhuhu...Lastly on 6pm she sent it to me..and God the departing is on 9.30am...Early morning...really killed me and at the same time, Kak wani called me that she couldn't send me to LCCT...My God, what should I do..I dont have anybody here to help me...Since every body is still on their holiday.... But then, kak wani said she will give a number of taxi, somebody that her family knows and trust to send me..Okay I'll take it cos I dont have any options and at the same time I still searching if anyone can help me...Just come from my mind is my uncle..Maybe he could help me but I dont want it cos I think I;ll give him lot of trouble before..He sent me when I still studying plus during my interview..I owed him so much...And not now....Its okay I'll try to survive...huuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

Suddenly, I'm checking my contact list and found Mazly's number..My dear friend, hurm and start thinking if he could send me to LCCT. But then I realized he quite far from here to pick me up..huhuhuhu..He's staying in Klang..I dont want to trouble him since I need to move early in the morning..But I still call him and he said it's his pleasure to help but I was so segan and sorry for bother yet thanks for the favour...And he started nagging...bla bla bla....and was make a deal to let him fetch me when I'm back to KL....huhuhuhuhuhuhu..I said we'll see but he said...No see see..you must!!!!!! hahahahahhahahhaha.....

Then, my U texting me, he said why i text-ed him... I just said need some favour but unfortunately, he is not around...huh....:(
Its okay, i'm fine!!!I'll be independent girl travel a way by myself...

Then I was called my dear friend Tikah...And telling her my problem and she said it okay, you go girl, everything is okay, you gonna be fine, everything will be smooth, dont worry and stay cool...

Me chill chill girl, you gonna fine, everything will be fine..Just keep Doa and wish nothing bad happen in your journey....

I done my packed!!!!I really need early sleep and need lot of rest since I have to wake up early tomorrow....huhuhuhuhuhu
Night blog, I'll write when I reach Sabah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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