A letter for....

Dear U,

This is I used to called you 'U' when we call each other. I dont know how to change the name to Ismail or mail or whatever people called you. I'm taking time to write you the letter because I was trouble in sad, frustration, heart broken with you since I know that you have been in relationship with somebody else last night. To let you know how much I'm surprised and feel so down, just like the world come to the end...You dont know how much I feel in my heart..Its hurt and painful like a knife stabs trough deep into my heart. Its bleeding and bleeding and the tears drop onto my face,and I try to stop the tears from come out from my eyes but I cant and I keep crying remember you the whole night. I didnt sleep well..Every seconds I keep thinking bout you and what happen to me....

I try to accept all this because its really too fast..We just met, we just talk but suddenly this happen..I know I should expecting this early just like you said before. It just not now and not at this time..I was happy with you but this come up with the end..Maybe this is the fate that I should take or in other words we are not meant to be...

Dear U,

There are a few things that I wanna you to know but its too late, then I need to keep it as my wishes...

I wanna you know that i am very comfortable and very secure when we are together. I dont need to think of danger or anything cos I really trust you. I really happy when we are together till I am speechless and live in silent..I wont keep my eyes out from you and every time you send me home I feel so sad and I always said why time go so fast...I want to spend my time with you..doesnt matter how long it will take as long as you closed to me...

I wanna meet you every day,I want to see your face cos I never bored to keep my eyes on you. I have been planned to bring you out and spend time with me..and it full fill and thank you for the moment that you spent with me even though its not that long and really not the dream date...

I wanna share my stories with you. my sadness and happiness..My joke and my laugh but you wont listen to it..I'm bored for you. Thats what i'm thinking now..I have a lot of stories to share with sometimes I just want to call you or smsing you but I just dont have a brave to do that since you are not answering my call and didnt replying my text.
You are avoiding me every time I need somebody. But when you need me I always be there cos you the only one i care about....

I wanna share you my songs..I dont know how to express the feelings towards you and my songs the only way that I had..I have give you a before and I wanna give it more...

Last, I have to remove you from my account and I've been delete your phone number, your messages, your pictures and soon I want to erase you from my mind and let you go from my heart..Its hard to do but I need to keep strong...This is vvv hard cos I hard die love you. If you know how much I love you....I just hope you find your happiness and whatever your wish.I just dont want to disturb you anymore cos I want we go with our own way. And I pray to God everyday after my solat to take back your love from my heart and lock it good till I find the right man.
The only thing that I cant promise you is I wont stop loving you....~~~~~~~~~~~