wishes

headache!!!!!

omg!!!it just like a boom!!!its been a month after recover from fever and i got back a really really bad headache....luckily i'm not in hospital duty tomorrow so i wish i could find a time to get rest...huhuhuhuhuhuhu

hurm speaking bout headache,i should take medicine but why its really hard for me to get it even though it just on the table.mom's always said i'm such a baby girl crying refused for medicine and hope someone giving a chocolate ice cream with a rainbow sweet lollipop..hahhahahhaha...

heaven rite!!!!it will only get if i'm staying with daddy when i'm 5 years old...

omg!!!!i really miss that moment....young girl wearing red polka dot mini skirt crying with holding hand with papa.....huh!that's really memorable..if only i can be a baby girl,if only i can turn time to 17 years back...if only i have magic!!!!!owh i'm a dreamer....

today is wearing me....

feel the joy with my sweetie kakak aka rumate...she's really an amazing girl that i ever met...huuhuhu..she so precious...she don't know how much i admire her in the fact of attitude, behavior,life,strength,smile,peace and love.she such a good women teaching me what is life about, what is Islam and how to be a good Muslim, loving yourself n family,how to be proud to be yours,love people who we care about and be honest and loyal to the one that always in our heart.

Here she is..does she pretty and sweet????

shopping date @ alamanda wit my dear kak dhiah

pinky!!!!!!!

i just hope if someone could give me a cutie teddy bear.....just snap the pix while waiting the girl praying....does it cute like me...hahahhhahahaha....daaaaaaaa!!!!

i know i can effort to get the pinky teddy but its really sweet if someone that i love give it to me so that its memorable and romantic but for sure he didn't because he such a guy who knows car,football,travelling,gadget hang out with friendsssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!

I hope someday he will open his eyes and look at me that i'm exist!!!!!coz i always waiting for him...

Sometimes i do feel so lonely if you are not replying my text, not answering my calls, ignoring my buzz on ym....i feel so sad.i do admit that we just *******....but i just hope someday you could open your heart and accept me to be part of you and deeply fall in love with me....if you really can't accept me please be honest and say the word so that i'm not hoping and waiting for your answer.....dude!!i can accept whatever your decision man....i'm really open to it but please be clear with me coz i'm just a weak girl who sitting here waiting for you to hold my hands and get away together in heaven..

Its confusing me when you treating me like a princess...calling me syg,baby and soon you come back ignoring me.it so frustrated!!!!!! I just hope that i could stand on it coz i love you so much......

mom's rite...'love is blind'