Hijrah

"I want a change! Sungguh!!!!"

Surprised!!!!!!!!!!! I never think of this words will coming out from his mind! Well to return back was a good thing! I am the most happiest girl in the world while reading the text!!!! All the doa I had made akhirnya di makbulkan Tuhan.. He listen!!!! Or I don't know if maybe he change for something he hiding from me.... But I don't bother the caused of his returning... Good enough to know he is back on his track and what I've been doing was non stop recite a doa for him. Alhamdulillah Tuhan Maha Agong! Maha Esa dan segala pujian padaMu Tuhanku.....

He will be a perfect one...Insya allah... I wish he will till the end... He got the *hidayah* that he should have a long time a go. I smile although I know what will turn in future... I still thank God for that....

Long time a go, a girl who losing her way, the path she choose brought her to trouble and difficult. Living in hati berbelah bahagi, kehidupan terumbang ambing between baik dan buruk... But Syukran, within the time, she still be protected by Allah for not letting her go astray. Even the faith is shaking, she still believe in Allah and always obey to her God! Again Alhamdulillah...

Today, taubat and doa.. tawakal dan redha, hidayah dan petunjuk.. guide her to be a muslimah and she turns back to the right path... The regrets correct the mistakes.

Now, she make a hijrah to be a better person she should be! She made it! even sometimes things shake her faith!!! LOVE LIFESTYLE PASSION INFLUENCE PLEAS... Those come together, adding with the youth life who always want a try... Its a trial!!!!!! She need to pass the trial... She will :)

Before, she fell in love with a guy that is most perfect in this world to her eyes! Till now she still believe the guy that she loves most is the best ever. She never looked through his weaknesses but he looked up to him... Very much!!!! Later, she said she wants a change to be a better one... The guy confused! Wondering what is happening to the girl... Hey, the girl still loves the guy but the huge love of her is Allah and Parents... She wants a return!!! She said there is nothing wrong with the relationship but she needs Allah's love......

Today, the guy realized and he making a changes! He want a hijrah.... The girl cried!!!!!! He return back!!!!!! Alhamdulillah.........

Doa that she made finally dimakbulkan.... She knows Allah always with her :)