Fraud

I was the person who I can conclude as 'lurus' without the other word 'bendul' next to it. Hey I am! honestly... Whatever you said, in any how you acted, its just through my eyes and ears and no any thoughts of judgement. It just it is. Well, kind of 'budak baikla' but somehow, when things come annoyed me, I might be giving a different side of thoughts! Perhaps to be more negative than the actual truth. See, how 'lurus' it is right! Okay, hold on to the character.

What brought me to this post was the experienced being the person who I am. Well since life was full of challenges, mind is the huge important aspect to live in this biggest challenging world. No matter where you stand on, no matter how clever you are, no matter how high your status, no matter no matter no matter! You need mind! In any circumstances your mind is very needed.. Indeed!!!!!

Let me tell you one story, there was a guy who was holding two girls in his life. One was his fiancee and the other one was his girlfriend of his past. He do love both! Then the fiancee asked him "why do you want to marry me?" the guy said "because i love you". The fiancee smile without knowing that she was been cheated by the guy for having the other girl. The next day, the girlfriend asked him "i want this relationship to be more serious?" The guy answer "wait till i'm ready"... So, guys what can we conclude on... The girlfriend should know is it the lover really love her? or should she be more assertive in the relationship or just forget about it cos love is everything and wait till the guy say goodbye... Well, maybe its to rush and look like gelojoh to do such thing like that..but hey!!! This is about heart. Don't get hurt by the people who not deserved for your tears..

Lie!!! I had faced so much lies from the people I knew. Ain't it truly sad hah? What to do. People lie to escape from truth, or maybe lying is the best to protect from hard feeling! But hey, did you realized, knowing the truth after lie was a pain!!!! Tell you what, from the pain you lost the trust!

I hate liar!!!!!!! Once you lie to me, you break my trust!!!!!!!! Warn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a friend of mine. Well I think he was a good friend for listening to my problem, to gave me support whenever I need a motivation, who always cheered me up when sorrow jump to my day! Well, I felt lucky to be friend with him instead having *my sayang sayang* around. A lot more stories we shared together and even laugh and joke also cried and disappointment.

Seriously, I feel good about him...

But, a few months back, I found something about him... The lies toward my question to him. Well he had right to the answer, whether giving me the truth or lie or whatever he wants to say... But hey, I got a feeling! what turns you up if people lie to you, like you lie to me. Pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!

At the beginning, yes!!!! i am pissed off!!!!!!! Then next, you keep doing the same... lie lie and continuously lying to your words.... and I am used to it! Now, I'm losing your trust! Any words come out from your mouth, I'll take it as a conversation and not as promises. Bad hah! So, this is me... You never know till you really know me. Honestly, I never get mad! I Don't know how to be angry, how to scold... I don't know!!!!!!!! All will turn to sad and regret! That is it!!!!!

When a guy approach you to be one of his special and at the same time he was having a status *in a relationship* on his facebook or twitter, will you take it! how stupid the guy... huuh....

When a guy said "i love you"... Then, when time asking him to hang out with other friends he giving you so many excuses and avoiding such a date with friends. Oh, please... he had bad intention towards you! Its mind to work now!!!!!

It is not to blame a guy, but hey..its to remind you that out there, there is still a girl who used to live in *mind working*. means everything that she did, she think wise and twice and thinking of the 'kesan selepas' even it is not happen yet. It's called *preparing from disaster*! Well maybe terhiperbola sikit but it is! I think that way... Whoever wanna close to me, there still an electric fence to trespassing.

I admit! I ever lie to others... Same goes to others kan? Sape yang tak penah tipu bila keadaan mendesak kan.. tapi janganlah sampai penipuan tu menyakiti dan merosakkan orang lain. Think about it guys! mungkin tak berlaku pada kita, tapi bagaimana jika satu hari nanti ia berlaku pada orang yang kita sayang.....

Simpulkan lah sebaik baiknya! You the one chose for you life!!!!!