April 20, 2012

spit it out

i want to cry

dont worry, i able to hold my tears now. alhamdulillah i finally cope with the mess. thanks housemates for listen to my grumble.

i supposely not to be this bad and complaint on how i felt especially to this public *refer to blog* but the best place i can express is here. i write from my heart. but, i warn myself to control the emotion and words during this update.

sigh* He gave me another rough day. back to work thing. it is totally make me upset with the situation right now. got myself so busy with work additional with cover partner who on medical leave. seriously, i drown with these. exhausted, stress and bundle of work wait to finish.

the not understanding current partner in sharing kind of feeling and not really so to give hand while myself are really not keen to ask favor due not to trouble her. how bad choices to make. again i am keeping it though sometimes the clue play around her. shouldnt blame her much actually but keep afford much better.huuu dont know where is better actually.... blurrrr

or is it my manjalitis syndrome because never meet this situation before. emmm.... * tak tau nak cakap ape*

well, spoke to housemates just now. calm and relieved. they very well understood and gave me a lot of support and telling that whatever happen was misscommunication from each other. honestly, nobody to blame. it just something to express and cheer up back to my heart.

em..just pray him to make the flow smooth and make thing goes well... insyaallah ;)

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