How beautiful life to be upset for the dissappointment and regrets while it actually hiding thousand of bliss that we never try to figure.
i believe everyone had the sorrow not even once in a lifetime.but it is not what i pointed here today *how much sorrow you face*. but it just to share you a very typical feeling that most of us do have it yet difficult to express.. perhaps tak nak susah kan sesapa, malu nak berkongsi, or its better to simpan dalam hati *kind of mine*.
i had a friend which i heart her so much. i know her since college but getting closer when we became room mate after i am working. she was very nice, listen to whatever jokes i made, remind me to do my solat, guide me whenever mistakes i made, help me with my flaws.. all are here... she was very very good friend!
but, the only thing i missed about her is her life *refer to the family* well, she never tell us her stories, never share us the same excitement when we back to hometome, never bebel bebel about being nag by mother, not sharing any of wonderful time spend with lovely and beautiful anugerah.. i had once in head to ask her but before my intention goes my friend had told me how sad her stories was...
i think its better to keep between us here.. and i feel sorry to her for this lost and at the same time i feel syukur *thank* Him for let me stay with the gift He gaves me *my family*
i even had this kind of feeling, kenapa dia nie kedekut sangat tak nak cerita pasal family dia, berlagak kot.... subhanallah..how bad i am! then, after all i know that she was keeping something which was her sorrow. sorrow behind her smile...
but, i respect her for keeping life well and better though it is hurt to move on without people we love... how i appreciate them *my parents* so much.... this is how He test her... dugaan yang amat besar bagi hamba yang manja seperti aku dan die mampu menghadapinya sebaik baiknya.....
i learnt! may Allah with them *abah n mama*.... ameen
and may Allah strengthen her faith in any dugaan yang di uji....
those who still have both parents please do love them till you lose them you never know how regrets yourself for not sacrifice for them like they did when you was a child. not wealth they beg you but love what they want you to shower...
sincere:
DiebA
i believe everyone had the sorrow not even once in a lifetime.but it is not what i pointed here today *how much sorrow you face*. but it just to share you a very typical feeling that most of us do have it yet difficult to express.. perhaps tak nak susah kan sesapa, malu nak berkongsi, or its better to simpan dalam hati *kind of mine*.
i had a friend which i heart her so much. i know her since college but getting closer when we became room mate after i am working. she was very nice, listen to whatever jokes i made, remind me to do my solat, guide me whenever mistakes i made, help me with my flaws.. all are here... she was very very good friend!
but, the only thing i missed about her is her life *refer to the family* well, she never tell us her stories, never share us the same excitement when we back to hometome, never bebel bebel about being nag by mother, not sharing any of wonderful time spend with lovely and beautiful anugerah.. i had once in head to ask her but before my intention goes my friend had told me how sad her stories was...
i think its better to keep between us here.. and i feel sorry to her for this lost and at the same time i feel syukur *thank* Him for let me stay with the gift He gaves me *my family*
i even had this kind of feeling, kenapa dia nie kedekut sangat tak nak cerita pasal family dia, berlagak kot.... subhanallah..how bad i am! then, after all i know that she was keeping something which was her sorrow. sorrow behind her smile...
but, i respect her for keeping life well and better though it is hurt to move on without people we love... how i appreciate them *my parents* so much.... this is how He test her... dugaan yang amat besar bagi hamba yang manja seperti aku dan die mampu menghadapinya sebaik baiknya.....
i learnt! may Allah with them *abah n mama*.... ameen
and may Allah strengthen her faith in any dugaan yang di uji....
those who still have both parents please do love them till you lose them you never know how regrets yourself for not sacrifice for them like they did when you was a child. not wealth they beg you but love what they want you to shower...
sincere:
DiebA
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