April 17, 2012

cutting your heart into pieces

think that quite long i have not updating the blog. sorry for the hectic day. bond to work and fatigue was terrible. back from work, clean self, prayer follow time for asar, magrib and isyak then influenced by mood of sleepy.. lush and warm on bed and suddenly realized that i woke up in the morning. how bad i felt when time flies so wasted. emmm that is how i went through those days...

and He warn me by headache and fever. i heal myself with bundle of pills and sleep.. bad bad bad..but behind, the never ending sujud and doa for my health..

speak about work, i dont feel good staying here after about a year in this place... not to say work, but to be honest i dont feel happy with the environment which i could say the people around.. good to mingle among them but not too happy the 'cakap cakap belakang'. that horrible!

well, especially working with people ages older than us. the different thought, different way and communication. easier way to say *busy body and berlagak*. sigh!

em... if i could steal their heart and clean it. huh!

just pray Him to let the perasaan jahat pergi jauh jauh.... may He guide them...ameen

respect is the one that i need..respect in between whenever you are.. face to face or in behind.. speak bad thing at the back is not wise untill i found out from others. sad!

hoping for a change!

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