Before another two weeks

I realized this few weeks I had no time to update so much entry since bounding with assignment and few test. Seriously, i am mentally tired combined with work and report. Every day I died on bed after come back from work. And the best part was I had to stay up till 2 am finish my test and wake up in the morning at 6am while head spinning and black eyes gift for the next day.

Almost complete this semester before i face the final exam and i am pretty sure i was doubt and not ready to go through for the papers. Seriously! sigh...

but, i still had strength which is parents and love who always encourage me in their doa. also, friends who always support at my back no matter how stress i am in the midst of finishing the assignment and struggling for the test. its amazing, when i was down and about to give up,thing go change as i got the brave to fight this bad feeling. Maybe He is the One who helps since He knows my determination and He said "its not your time to give up" and He give me the way and make everything easier.

Now, we getting to the end of December. its mean another 2 weeks before we leave 2011. How fast time flies! I have been in this blog for about one and half year and I had wrote a lot. about the feeling, life, happiness and sharing! Again, I waiting to welcome 2012.

2011 was the year I feel reluctant to leave. so much things happen within this period. bad and good was here and i take good and leave bad behind. this year taught me a lot and I learnt to be a traveler of life. I travel a lot this year and I am travelling alone. Seriously! I am not as brave as I could. I am just a spoiled girl who always depending to parents and now become an independent girl try to survive at a strange place that i never been. and I able to survive. Like I said, when it come to responsible, nothing can deny it! its because of work, i travel a lot and when the time i feel give up on my job, the thing in mind was thinking of quit and go back hometown. but, I chose Him by make a doa, and soon He reply me with news from the place that I really wanted to go. and alhamdulillah.

Dec 7, date I was born 23 years back. Friends was wishing me from a message to a post. some forget my birthday, but i don't mind, it is because nothing more important to my birthday rather than their business. I understood! And what most important MOM and sisters always remember and doa for me! and I thank Him for giving me another day to breath!

today, I went to a picnic with friends. I still able to swim and i still able to laugh and stay alive with friends. I thank Him for give me another chance.

tomorrow, next day and further, i pray Him for my life and keep alive cos i had a lot more plan as He is the One who will give the way.

another 2 weeks, it's before leave 2011, I wish and wish, there is a happy moment that I wait for long ago. and hope if its the best for me, and that was His plan, I am redha (accepted).