Shoot Me More and More...

There are some people who always asking me a question that I could never give them a right away answer or the good answer for each questions. Normally I would rather smile and make a change for the topic. That bad hah! But there still a time that I could not escape from giving them the answer since they shoot me with repeated and close ended question.

Huh! Seriously, I am bad in handling questions from others cos I was a person who like to shut my mouth when it not necessary to talk or I could say I hate been questions by others. Is it for simple or complicated. Both make me not comfortable.. Ain't it bad hah? But I still able to manage with those questions by giving them my simple and clear answer.

But, if it turns to the personal thing, I would say 'I have no idea' or the best is smile and leave.... I don't know why is it so hard for me to give them my words toward the questions. May be I am a kind of people who stand on own personal and never let people come in without the invitation. Well, i don't prefer others to know bout myself, I would rather let them be an observer and judge by their on thought from what they seen and what they guess.

That would be worse because some people who do not know me well will be giving a negative thought rather than a good sight of me. never mind, i don't need them to judge me. Whatever they want to think  about me, that's should be not my trouble!

Honestly, people always wanna know bout me especially friends. I know, friend is the place where we share our stories and discuss about life and one of the place to get more motivation from the advises. Not forgotten, friend is the place where we could find our soul after losing it somewhere. But, I always put some obstacle to keep my stories safe from others. Its not about a trust or dishonesty...It just a space and privacy.

Hey friends, some people might need a place for own. A space where they wanna feel alone and a story that could never let people  know. So you  right?

So, friends I am sorry for not giving you the satisfied answer just like you hope for.... I am so not be able to do that.. You can shoot me but I had a weapon to protect it... :)