Confusing to cutie become jumpy hard feeling = Love stuck

I woke up early today even with 5 hours slept last night. guess what I did? Gee :D searching for cute template for this blog. Huu..but still same kan... nothing change!!!

Actually too much cutie blog templates but don't know which one to chose. huh! it's okay i'll find time spend for a change a bit soon since I really unmotivated to do so plus, i'm a bit jumpy with own feeling which I don't know what is all about.

A thing? what thing caused all this swing mood. Sometimes I felt good but sometimes I felt so bad. Really sorry for this situation :(

Homesick? aiyo... nope I already at home... Maybe about missing *love* or *falling to someone*

Someone? who's the one I'm talking about? NO NO NO!!!! I'm not falling in love to *someone* but it's more to like him much since his concern towards me more than my *love* give to me...

Well, that's what I need when I felt that someone should be my side whenever I need to speak or to luahkan perasaan... HUuh! But still never change my feeling to my love cos he is the one I need more.

Thanks to dear someone for being such a good one but there is still nothing more than such a friend cos you had your one. I knew and really knew it! So when you asking me why I did not replying you or answering you, its mean I don't want to bother you. not because I am avoiding you but trying not to falling for you.

Yes! I admit that I had falling for you once but that was the time I knew that you already had your girl. Huh! that's quite hurt somehow but then I look back and thinking of the the love that I keep it for over years in heart.... I still love *my love*

Huh! I wanna say I like the way we talk. The long conversation we made. You listen patiently for what I spoke, you never argue what I suggest and I like about sharing stories with you and listen to your humorous joke :D I like cos I never had the same before. and I like you.

Maybe its happen when I had a lonely day without him, so I felt worst and you came to give my smile back! :) Thanks for that but I never taking any advantage on your kindness, its really come from heart and I felt good about it. Anyway, I should not speak much about this cos it might be not good to tell. So that is it!

I like you but I don't deserved you.