January 20, 2011

a little smile after all...alhamdulillah


salam.. alhamdulillah this week is going smooth and well. everything comes and goes with full of fun and leave me cheer and a beautiful smile on my face. i think its quite long that i didnt have such this feeling... Oh i thank God to give me the gift especially at this moment when i'm facing a stress of work, troubles that i made, difficulties cos of my weakness, feeling of guilt, a sorrow that never end, homesick to go home, missing people and sometimes a bit jumpy about future... i really dont know how to describe the feeling, its mix up and mess up!!!!!

hah, but i'm waking up, i got myself back!!!!! i'm still alive, i could breathe in every time i'm facing a stress, i could think to solve all the problems, i got my strength to fight the weakness, i got friends and my sayang2 who always be my side to keep me away the feeling of guilt, i got family who always loves me and wanna look me happy and i got God who always listen to my prayer... so much thankful.

i am very motivated to go work for this week, finally after 2 months. hahaha.. i dont know what kind of magic that change me to be more cheer and really good in work but it doesnt matter right as long as i'm doing it for myself and i am happy!!!! but i believe that god always help us...and again i am thankful for that cos after all i got my smile. alhamdulillah....

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