Choices

too many confusing choices in our life and sometimes we dont really know which is the best part of choosing perhaps we do afraid of choosing those.. why should i be afraid of choosing? Its either i want that way, or another way right? but the thing is which is better for me??its confuse and its really haunt me. Every time i’m facing this matter i would just quiet and go with the flow without choosing one of them and at the end i’m make myself in trouble. Oh my bad!!!!!

Life??i’m choosing life with working. Messing up my mind thinking about job, students, posting area, people i have met, people that i treated, people that i need to discus with, and its really tested my patience all the time. That’s what i chose for my life. Working after finish study, its really hard for me to make decision actually when mom ask me to continue study and i have meet a problem of choosing study or work....huh!!! finally i choose to work first but then now i’m thinking of further study. As usual, mom is the first person who is happy with my decision and i think its a good choice for me. And i will make it till the end and reach the success.... J

Friends??i got lot of friends...but know what? My past i only chose to be friend with the people who is good looking, good attitude and the best part is people who only in group of smart and intelligent. And ignoring the people at the last number of class in school. How bad i am??its like a discrimination right. I never talk and even look at them.. but after i’m entering in UiTM and studying in Occupational Therapy, learning about psychology, social, communication skill and code of ethic, i’m getting to change the perception and start to mingle with others doesn't matter who you are but still be aware and chose to be friend with nice people....and leave the people who have bad intention and taking advantage from me. That i always keeps in mind.... J and now i’m happy cos i had a very wonderful friends in life who always help me and be my side whenever i need them. And to know what friend is the important list in my life after family......

Partners??? I actually dont prefer to talk about somebody special in my life...i dont know, maybe because its quite bother me since i have a sadness and disappoint experience in the past with someone that i really care and love with all my heart. L its past and i should not let the past haunting me, its time to make a move and look forward. Time to start a new chapter and make the story with a happy ending and no tears in every sentences and let words make people glinting in a laughter when they read it. There are few people make me laugh, make me happy, make my heart blooming and some of them wanna have a connection, wanna a serious commitment, wanna share the heart together but to tell i really dont know which one to chose..its not choosing one of you, but afraid of choosing to start a new or still in this way.. i dont know... and i always pray God and asked for help but it just i didnt get the direction yet. And i’m not in rush cos time is needed now. And the only one that i chose now is U.

i have learned from my bad choices and next time wont settle for anything less than what I deserved... :|