First love never end

I love you!!!

People always said love never end..

Is it for true?

Everyone falls in love.. Indeed! Its either ending with a good ends or a frustrated ends and even disappointment. Doesn't matter how we end the love story, I still believe the love still remain and its always be loved even we find the replacement for the one who deserved more than before.

I don't know how much love left but its never gone. One thing that I noticed, when we find someone else who can give me better than what I had before, its still not same as I ever had with the first one. But hey! Its already end! Got to move and live in a better future.

I always read and heard.. 'do not compared between them'. You not gonna get through on it cos the past haunt you and you are confusing in choosing both. Wake up!

Although you know your first love was everything but hey there are always a second chance for you. Go and try on it! But please be ready to go through so you won't break your heart..

but,

I choose to stay! Stay till I can leave the past and ready to make a move for others Or an excuses for waiting to be back! But if there still a chance to be back together. At this moment, i don't see any clues of coming back but I believe doa and tawakal is the guidance. If we are meant to be, Its always be!

Love always here, It just we are not finding it! So I choose to love Allah rather than whining the disappointment.

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My Best Friend Wedding

Lama dah tak update blog!! hee baru beberapa hari je tapi cam lama plak kan...

not to tell bout heart feeling or any kind of love stories but something enjoy and fun happen within this few days....

Its my best friend wedding MADAM farra johari... well, dear got to call you madam since you are married hee....

You know what? I remember the day that you told me "hey, I wanna get engaged"

and I just so dumb and smile at you, then I was "serious?, are you joking or what? that fast?"

Oh there were hundred of questions shut you.. did you remember??

but you are just so cool and calmed me with your smile telling "yeah I am ready to go for the next level of life.. but I don't know whether this is the right thing or not"

and we were discussing about it, not to deep but we were advising each other and giving you support before you make it it...

Then, a few months back... Hey my wedding on July 9th? You should be coming!

and I was so surprised that you are going to get married so soon... Seriously dear...

The day you told me about the wedding date, I noted in my scheduled and I remember till the Your Day....

Finally, you are married! Congratulations and I pray you for you happiness till your last breath with him ;)

There you go..the picture with us...

and
this is another one of our friend wedding on the same date with her...

Hari Pertama

hari nie start hari pertama posting kat hospital ampang. Nak dijadikan cerita hari ni jugakla hari yang agak menyampahkan.. ingat hari pertama nie nak semangat la keje tapi erkkkkkkkkk....

What to do...

okay, mula cerita menyampahkan ni bila kena bangun pukul 5 pagi!

omg omg!!!!

nila masalah paling utama aku...

*Bangun awal pagi*

sekali lagi ea, di highlight kan kat situ AWAL ea

bukan tak boleh bangun pagi tapi AWAL tue yang tak mampu

mana taknya, orang sedap sedap bermimpi, layan tido, air liur meleleh, aku plak terkejar kejar bangun pagi, mandi menggigil gigil air sejuk, tempek bedak, siap2 nak gi keje tepat jam 5.30 pagi

5.30pagi ea....

siap! terus turun tunggu bus kat bawah

tunggu punya tunggu tak sampai sampai

nilah janji melayu, suruh tunggu pukul 5.30 tapi last2 datang pukul 6

haishhhhhhhhh..memang hanginla... dahla terjegat sorang sorang pagi2 buta! naek2 bus terus buat buat tanya pak cik tue,

"bus selalu datang pukul bape pak cik?"

"pukul 5.45pagi"

hah!!! dah tau datang pukul 5.45, yang pegi suh tunggu kol 5.30 kenapa?

dah terkorban waktu tido, dah buang masa melanguk tengok bulan...

hadoi!!pak cik pak cik..nasebla pak cik kalo tak...hee

dah naek bus sedap sedap, punggung tak sempat nak panas... tiba2 datang satu nenek dengan sopannya halau aku duduk kat seat lain....

ayat best nya "boleh tak duduk tempat lain, saya biasa duduk sini"

erkkk!!!!!

senyum..tak perlu kata apa apa

dalam hati Tuhan je yang tau... ade ke tulis nama nenek kat kerusi tue...haishhhh

tak paham tak paham!!!!

Sampai hospital tepat 6.30 pagi!!! Aiyo!! orang tak start keje lagi la........

ape lagi subuh and terus boom ke ba boom...

tapi tapi..... yang bestnya

staff kat hosp ampang sangat baik!!!!

so bab bab menyampah tue hilang dahhhhhhhhhhhh.......

seriously, tak taula how I survive another 6 weeks for waking up early in the morning...huu

masa oh masa,,,,,, tolonglah cepattttttttt!!!!!!

Jadi esok, kene lebih bersemangat!!!

Insomnia

Almost 2 days haven't slept... I don't know why but this drive me crazy! No sleep at all like a doom!!! Huh, what happen??? Am I in anxiety? depress?chronic pain?? Oh blimey!!! Neither one, maybe it just a week after left home so need time to comfort myself...

And and again!!!!! I'm sick.. Fever, headache, vomit Oh can't stop! MC MC MC!!!!

I need a rest yawwww!!!!

Oh another yawn yet still stayed up!

Tell me how I supposed to do

I need it

I need it

*sleep*

Thought Blocking

Semalam settlekan semua hutang hutang bulan lepas... hee

Then sampai kat maxis centre, terus menuju ke counter payment

me: kak, nak bayar bill broadband

k.maxis: *angguk* bagi IC no..

me: 8807 erk..jap jap... 8823 erkk jap jap.... *mata kat atas, dahi berkerut kerut*

dekat setengah minit pastue

me: ek ok kak 88**********

k.maxis: Nur adibah?

me: yepppppppp!!!!

Wahhahahaha...Wut the laaaaaaa..... tiba tiba bleh terlupa IC no sendiri... Cettt!!!!!

Akak kat counter tue pun dah buat muka...

apala budak nie.. IC sendiri pun tak ingat..

Berangan kot....

hahahhahahhahahaha

JULY

Olla!!!

Hey tak sedar hari ni dah 2nd of July kan.. Semalam student tanya "miss hari ni bape ari bulan ea??" erkkkk,, so tekan fon then tengok tengok.. 1 July!!!! LOL thought still in June.. Bila pulak 30 June nie??? See see, nampak sangatla ketinggalan.. hee bukan ketinggalan tapi bz sampi tak ingat tarikh but follow the day je... orang cakap Isnin, so Isninla.. pegi keje.. Then, eh esok dah Sabtu la...Yeayyy cuti!!! Tapi bila tanya date.. Erkk Garu kepala kejap... Tengok tengok.. Mak aih dah July rupanya..ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Bad Bad Bad!!

dah masuk separuh 2011 nie... rasenya macam baru January 2011.. Takde apa2 yang berubah, contohnya:

1. jadi millionaire ke

2. jumpa putera raja

3. BMW sebijik

4. femes cam Selena Gomez

hahahahhahahha... perasan tahap karma... macam mane nak maju kalo asyik ke hulu ke hilir keje je.. takde masa untuk diri sendiri....

Kuar rumah gelap, balik rumah pun gelap... matahari pun rindu kat aku...hee

balik keje dah penat terus toink! Tido tak hingat!!! cettt..... Teruk teruk!!!

Weekend nak kuar malas.. Duk umah lagi best!!

1. Qada' tido

2. Qada' rehat

3. Qada' lifetime movie

4. habiskan dapur gas yang penuh lagi satu tong 14 kg

5. settlekan laundry seminggu

6. buang habuk seminggu yang bertapuk tapuk kat lantai umah

7. Cuci toilet seminggu

8. Online sampai lebam...

Nah!!! last skali jadi suri rumah je... Act reason yang paling kukuh sekali sebab malas nak bersiap nak kuar, menempuh jem, panas sampai berpeluh peluh and yang paling penting tak de tujuan kalo kuar pon... so lebih bek duk umah layan TV.. lagi syok!!!

Tengok drama melayu!!!! Pastu sambung Hindustan,,, Lagi lagi layan gosip plak... hahahhahahhahahahaha

Well, bosanla hidup camnie kan!!!!

hee

but its okay... Things will change soon..

Insyaallah :)

Oh wait!! Sebelum terlupa... Its JULY kan... forgot to congrats my best friend ever FARRA JOHARI for her wedding this July 9th... tak sangka, you go first girl than me...

Ape pun, who go first, its not a matter, yang penting bahagia kan.....

So JULY!!!!

I welcome you in peace :D