never less

one time i stared at my screen there was nothing change; the unread emails. wasn't me been forgotten nor busy also to ignore; however it is you who stop sending me a single word. or could i say the failure of connecting the line in the blue ocean. 'sedapkan hati'

meanwhile, this thought brought to worries and sad. subhanallah. seems news had take place my thought over you; the unsafe day you have been through in your sailor and the unhealthy yours in your last messages.. naudzubillah 'may Allah with you'. 

sometimes in this tears i pray you for more pink in health,

I pray to Him

to keep our fate 'jodoh' never last till He set us to be free 'mati'

i pray Him to preserve our 'iman' (faith) so we won't go astray and obey to what rules He stated, put the evil 'syaiton' as a musuh yang di keji away from making us go 'maksiat' and 'sumbang mahram' (vice and incest) and not between of us; not even in a seconds of our steps.

I pray Him

if you're the one He choose for me in the first place; keep you stay and i lock it good till the day you said

AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA,

but you must face Him,

put Him in the first place before me,

and you must face my abah...'full stop'

I pray Him,

 never make this love last,

insyaAllah.