er... should i stop writing? upp, let me finish the entry first and make it this quick then i'll continue revision.
meanwhile, my friends spoke about married, since one of our house mate going to married soon, and some of them are preparing for their engagement, 'Err nak cakap dia pon nak kahwin jugakla tue'. hah, but i haven't plan anything at all. okay lets get back to the point. i have seen many of my friends got married at the young age. some at the time after school and have a few children now. and some of them is just waiting for their day. its really wonderful when seeing how excited them in preparing for their dream wedding. some wanted it to be like wedding of the year, some said wanna it just be an average and let the 'wajib' come first. well, its from their opinion. but some, are stress out of preparing the wedding. sometimes, she said she wanna give up in planning since the family also won't give any hands. well, i wouldn't know much but advice is useful for her for making the heart go strong and make the plan to be a better than what she expected and felt at this moment.
i haven't experienced this kind of plan. maybe yes, but its long time ago when i was a little girl in my uncle's wedding and i am not actively involved in others wedding too and even other relatives since we are too busy in work and everything done by wedding planner. my family, i have a sister which is busy with her job and haven't ready for the further stage, so we haven't experienced. but i believe it must be so meriah and huru hara with mom and aunts busy with plan and some of the talks.. well, mothers' talk.....
dream of a beautiful wedding and have a last end with partner. I dream too! i have quest some of my friends, how life after marriage? they reply me in smile and it shows how much indah and bahagia and especially when they are waiting for the first baby to come. and suddenly i laugh in deep heart. can't believe, my friend going to be a mother. how quick time fly leaving everything behind. and i sometimes miss the moment when we in school. but i know, time never go back... that what my sayang fara always told me. and she's going to be a mother too.
i ever thought this sometimes, how people get divorce? how people curang with their partner while they are the one who choose to marry with? urm.. but i respect people who keep their love till end. i ever since much much in Geri's. How loving the husband sitting besides wife even though he knows the wife wouldn't know he was there. He keep waiting till the wife go. i love seeing them. and i want the same someday! :( the same in a better moment with my love.
i thank Him for giving me 'heart' which i can fall in with someone right, with someone He made for me. this feeling go right cos every time love come, it makes me closest to Him.
Ya Allah, satukanlah hatiku
dengan iman, taqwa, dan keyakinan kepadaMu.
Jadikanlah aku suami soleh yang sentiasa memimpin dan
isteri solehah yang sentiasa membantu.
Mewahkanlah rezekiku dan kurniakanlah aku zuriat yang beriman, bertaqwa dan
beramal soleh.
Semoga kehidupanku dilimpahi Nur Iman
dan dipenuhi Al-Muwaddah dan Ar-Rahmah didunia dan
diakhirat,
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin
Percaya pada Qada dan Qadar Nya. Kerana dia telah tetapkan
setiap dari kita pasangan supaya kita dapat membimbing antara satu sama lain.
Siapa yang paling bisa Memaklumi, Memaafkan dan Memotivasi
kita ke arah yang lebih baik Insya Allah itu jodoh kita
Doa dan munajat adalah jalan yang terbaik.
wallahualam....
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