February 26, 2011

Forgive Me


Maafkan saya!
bukan saya sengaja nak gaduh dengan kamu. saya tahu kamu marah! saya telah menyakiti hati kamu. percayalah saya tak sengaja.

Maafkan saya!
hati saya dah terluka, saya masih belum mampu untuk terima. saya perlukan penawar.

Maafkan saya!
saya menepikan kamu. tapi saya masih ingat pada kamu.

Maafkan saya!
saya tak dapat penuhi kehendak kamu, sesungguhnya saya tak mampu.

Maafkan saya!
saya percaya kamu. saya tak pernah salahkan kamu.

Maafkan saya!
saya tidak membalas mesej kamu. saya tak nak terus bergaduh dan menyakiti kamu.

Maafkan saya!
saya buat keputusan terburu buru. tapi itu je pilihan yang saya ada. saya pasti kamu tahu pilihan saya kan.

Maaf Maaf Maaf...
tapi percayalah dalam hati, saya masih sayang dan rindu kamu... Kamu pun tahu yang saya memang sayang pada kamu.... Die hard love.....tapi ???

Biarlah Allah yang tentukan segalanya... Kalau Allah kata kamu untuk saya, dan saya untuk kamu. Insyaallah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

February 24, 2011

Sakit

Semalam jalan jalan kat Jusco lepas bangun dari curik curik tidur kat office! hee```
bukan curik tapi sebab penat yang amat sangat plus mata ni dah memang tak dapat nak tahan lagi ngantuk. so tido sekejap jela....

lepas singgah di secret recipe tuk beli kek aku cepat cepat jalan ke tempat barang harian untuk beli barang wanita. Penting! disebabkan mengejar masa sebelum 4.30 sebab takot kene tinggal ngan bas aku pun melangkah selaju yang boleh. dalam pada aku laju tu tiba tiba.........



GEDEBUK!



aduh....malunya aku...cepat cepat aku bangun.... jalan lagi and....




GEDEBUK!



jatuh lagi.... pastu tiba tiba aku dengar suara sorang lelaki cakap 'eh'...
TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!! malu malu malu...cepat2 aku bangun and control jalan supaya tak jatuh and lari terus masuk kedai lain and make sure orang2 kat dalam tu tak nampak aku!

hampeh~~~~ malu tahap karma....dahla jatuh betul2 depan food court, ramai betul orang yang memandang tambah satu group student yang betul betul berdiri depan aku jatuh.... Ya Allah malunya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yang paling best aku terjatuh dengan sopan santunnya... jatuh sambil duduk bersimpuh!!! memang sopan sangat~~~~~

Sumpah tak nak jejak Jusco lagi! kalau nak pegi pon tunggula sebulan dua lagi...ngeeeeee

sakit tue memangla sakit tapi malu lagi teruk....hampeh hampeh hampeh~~~~~~~~

balik umah barulah terasa sakit yang amat sangat kat lutut..huuuuuu...confirm lebam esok!!! tapi nasib baek tak terseliuh ke patah ke...alhamdulillah.....kalau tak bertongkatlah aku! tak mauuuuuuuuuu.......

bangun pagi esoknya, memang sah lebam besar kat lutut.... ankle plak memang sakit yang amat sangat! tapi nak wat camne jalan jela pegi keje....huuuuu


lebih kurang camniela lebam tu...aku rasa lagi teruk kot lebam aku..... gambar dari ehsan google..gambar betul2 tak dapat nak capture sebab kamera tak dapat detect lutut aku untuk blog nie...ahakz!!! faham fahamla ea....heeee


buat cam teruk je kan...hee.. nak buat macam ne memang sakit tau! nak jalan pun terhenjut henjut... semoga aku cepat sembuh...ameen... :)

February 23, 2011

Always do

uhuk uhuk!!!

Tak sangka aku sangat masih dan sedang merindui dia... semoga dia selamat dalam pelayaran dia... InsyaAllah... Kuatkanlah hati aku Ya Allah...

February 21, 2011

Soul Therapy

PRADA GUCCI LOUIS VUITTON COACH GUESS JIMMY CHOO

wow incredible!!! If only I am a millionaire like Dato' Siti kan??? Day dreaming je...

But yes! I was craving to get shopping now. Almost 3 months I did not go shopping and I'm getting to miss and really really wanna spend the money for the things I should spend to. Basically, I'll spend once a month time to go shopping for my consumer goods and some groceries. If either I buy some clothes or just window shopping, depends on my desire and the most important is financial situation at that time.

Actually shopping or window shopping is a good therapy, for my point of view la. when I was in a state of stress and need a little calm and relax, shopping is always cross in mind as an idea for a leisure, however the first thing that come up when stress dominate self is not to forget to pray to Allah.

women are normally known to love shopping so much! its like a garden of life compared to man who prefer not to spend much time at mall and walk along to look out for their outfit and stuff. whatever that man saw in the first time of something he likes, he will definitely grab it and straight to the cashier without think how much the price is! its opposite to women who is totally different, women always come to this way. walk one to another shop to view a few items and if they like something they will just hold on and walk out to another shop, they might be thinking that must be better stuff or a good sale that more cheap and reasonable at other shop for a same stuff before. it will be more worth it if that happen!

I'll do it the same. I don't mind walk along the mall searching for something that good and better stuff with reasonable price. tiring is nothing for me as long as I got satisfaction on my stuff. so, I wont regret from buying the things that is worth for me!

Honestly, I'm kind of spendthrift! I don't deny cos it is true. In fact mom always nagging to me on this kind of habit. Hurm.. mom was right, but sometimes when we saw something beautiful, attractive, elegant, exclusive with soft texture, the lovely colour, a suit cutting on our body, your eyes will never stop looking, your eyelid never blinking, your heart beating fast, the passion to own controlling you. how would you manage the feeling? Tell me how to stop that. If only I'm strong enough to control the desire. Ah my wish!

what did I bought during shopping? Nothing more to say... It just same like the rest. what I think suits me, I grab it... good to say that its not too expensive and not ***** (murah murahla)... ~dont misunderstood on **** takde idea perkataan apa sebenarnya..hee~

One thing that I noticed about me, I dont like shopping with people. I prefer to go alone. Why? Cos I'm free to go any shops that I want without abandon my friend. Plus, I hate waiting people especially in fitting room, I hate look at one stuff for 10 minutes and at the end you decided not to buy it! How annoy it right?

I got friend when I'm studying. She loves shopping so much and I'll be the one who companies her in any shops that she likes. One day, we went to Mid Valley and we came across to the boutique. after walk around the shop, suddenly her eyes stuck to a pair of shoes. She seems to like the shoes and quickly she put on her feet. Look nice and she wanted to buy it! Unfortunately, she out of money! so we went down to ATM, after withdraw money, we went back to the shop and again she put on the shoes. After several minutes thinking, she decided not to buy the shoes. Its okay then we leave the shop. After half way walking, she said she wanted the shoes. Again we went to the shop. As we arrived the door she said never mind, i'll look for another. OMG!! PISSED OFF with her. You know why right?? After the incident, I'll never out with her anymore. wasting time, energy and feel ashamed with the salesgirl cos we are back to back to the shop without taking the shoes.

I love shopping so much! But its under control, I dont want to be shopaholic!!!! I wasn't drained or crabby about choosing. I am simple! I always stand for the word 'ukur baju di badan sendiri'.... Shopping it's a good therapy but its not to waste money! Shop with something worth for you and wisely manage the money. Remember priority come first!!!!!!

Selamat bershopping!!!!!!

February 19, 2011

Tawakaltu ala Allah

I'm here right now at KK terminal airport, has been arrived since 1.00pm. sangat sangat awal compared to my flight 7.35pm. Nak buat macam mana terpaksa keluar awal untuk pulangkan kunci pada tuan rumah. Huh!
stranded in almost 5 hours at the airport... sangat bosan dan meletihkan.

Arriving airport carried with heavy luggage and 3 extra bags. hurm, tempat pertama yang aku tuju ialah KFC. taking my lunch sebab dari pagi tadi tak makan. after makan aku pun mencari port untuk melepak untuk 4 hours yang akan datang. finally, i decided to stay at surau. hurm, disebabkab dah ada dalam surau aku pon terus solat jamak zohor-asar.
alhamdulillah dah selesai pon solat. :) tak payah risau lagi then take a nap while waiting for check in.

harap harap semuanya berjalan lancar dan baik sampailah aku selamat sampai ke KL. walaupun dah banyak kali ulang alik dari KK-KL, KL-KK, tapi aku masih risau lagi. risau pasal tiket, flight delay, keadaan flight and yang penting sekali masa atas flight. hurm, apa yang dapat aku buat kalau dah ada atas kapal nanti, tawakal jela! apa apa pon aku redha dan berserah pada takdir. tapi insyaallah semoga dijauhkan segala yang buruk... ameen :)

February 17, 2011

Remembrance


Tomorrow is the last day I work in the hospital. Finally, after 3 months its time to wave hand and say goodbye to KK. I'm coming home :) welcome back to KL... weet weet :D alhamdulillah

There so much thing I learned and met during my stay,
good or bad, all I received with fully pleased and delighted. Syukur! nothing bad and unwanted things happen during my stay. Besides, I always be in healthy and safe. It just maybe I'll be thinking of the moment in KK when I get home soon. I'm gonna miss the moment. :|

Huh :( ! Now, I fell as reluctant to leave KK. I think I've been more compatible with KK after a few months stay but I realize something, I should know this is not the place where i belong to. Insya allah, if my fortune to come back and stay here, it'll be my pleasure to stay. But I much prefer to be a tourist than work. Hahaha... Its enough with tons of work in KL and I need some rest here.

Another day to stay and say bye to KK... Bad sad to leave everyone at work tomorrow!

February 15, 2011

Maulidur Rasul

Today, 12 Rabiul Awal on Tuesday. Alhamdulillah I still breath with the fresh air bounty from Allah swt. Indeed, we are aware that air is a loan from God to his servants to continue to live and worship Him. Insya Allah while the eyes are literate, mind still sane, heart still by the faith and Oh I will never forget Allah. Ameen...

I'm so happy that today is holiday. Then I can enjoy the day with the best and relax from stress and divorce from my load of work. Not forgotten that today is a big day for our prophet 'Nabi Muhammad saw as we called as Maulidur Rasul.

I still remember when my student asked me about Maulidur Rasul. A question popped out from their mouth in the midst of our revision. 'What is Maulidur Rasul? Why should Muslim celebrate it or in other word why did we are declared as holiday?... Wow, my guess! Expected question. Alhamdulillah, kindly I answer them and they are really understand it well and I hope they not misinterpret the explanation. Insya Allah. :)

When at home, I go through the website has information and detail about maulidur rasul. I believe most of us only know about the birth of the prophet but do not know the story behind the day. I must admit I also one of the blindness about Maulidur Rasul. Nah, the reason is because its already enough to know the main without seeking for the truth. Subahanallah betapa ceteknya akal fikiran! Ugh, but the curiosity has taken control the mind.

Alhamdulillah, after go through for a few blogs I posted humbly glad to say that I had valuable information and may be shared by all. Jazakallah khair....:)
Whoever read this entry, please do spread to others as our responsibility as Muslim towards Islam. Wallahualam...

http://izyanty.blogspot.com/2011/02/disebalik-maulidur-rasul.html
http://www.ukhwah.com/print.php?sid=1159