random thought

in the midst of my study and listening to Melly Goeslow's song *butterfly* sejak popular dalam cerita Dejavu Kota Kinabalu terus addicted and haunt my ears. seriously the song was good.. i love the melody.

dejavu!

yes i miss sabah days especially when i watch the movie. it was remaining me to the day that i had been through in sabah. i miss those days.

my wish, i wanna come back to those places i had visit but time was so limit. work and study stop me from doing so. in sya Allah, if there is a day that Allah give me, i will!

exam! nervous. definitely toward all of us. the first paper i seat today syukur, He gave me a better day, good health, calm and thousand of ideas compare to last exam where my health was very bad! syukur again.....

family, miss them a lot! mom and dad prayer goes along with me and my pray to Him will never stop till i go. in sya Allah....

hati. alhamdulillah...hati semakin tenang dan mampu untuk meneruskan kehidupan baru. pray him a good life with one that he choose and pray Allah to give me my mr right. never look back to past but keep move on and chase His love more and more. sober!yes i am but He cure me with His plan like mom ever told me ' Tuhan tue dah susun elok dah' perhaps He has better plan for me which may safe me from go worse... wallahualam ;)

percaya pada qada and qadar. yes i believe! pray and doa are weapon to fight all the troubles. that i am sure!

wish me luck for my final ;) syukran.

i still alive

sorry for the long mute.

i'm taking time to write this entry since work and assignment was my best buddies at the moment plus my unhealthy status. it was fever on and off, sore throat that make my night scary and flu for day by day make me weak. well the weather now seem very bad hah. medicine and rest seem helpful but again fall sick when the non stop work had to be done every day.

no worries! i'm getting better.

actually i had a lot of stories to share here but time was so limit for me to update but i promise when semester break and my work getting smooth i will again.

i miss writing here.

tell you i really miss my blog update!

hey i think i better off and get my lunch first... i 'll update soon after my final done ;)

back to the place

this is the hardest part in my life!
love matter. again love.

mess mess,

after all i have been through in falling in love to manusia ciptaan Tuhan. again! i can only stay in the same feeling. tell you that this is not easy. letting it go while your heart scream and hold it tight. another heart beat beating all over inside me.

sometimes, there is time you cant stop remaining and sometimes you wanna let it go. you couldnt help it. you just can control it.

alhamdulillah with Allah in my way i kept doa and doa. my last hope is only doa and tawakal.

everyday i pray Him to take back the love from him and give me the love toward Him more and more. so i could survive and live in a better life.

though one day or soon, there is a man who knock the door, it still left same. hurt and sober!

stop for a moment and find damai and redha. then find the one that Allah chose in the first place for you and finally it heals you.

may He bless always with me ;)

His love

alhamdulillah disebalik kesedihan Tuhan kurniakan kebahagiaan.

rasa tenang berada bersama insan insan yang menyayangi kita dan sentiasa mendoakan kita.

mungkin juga kita perlu menerima dengan redha segala ketentuan Tuhan kerana segalanya ada hikmah disebalik kejadian.

dan juga menghargai kasih sayang dari insan insan yang istimewa dalam hidup dan menjaga kasih dan sayang ini sebaiknya kerana Allah.

insyaallah. terima kasih Allah ;)

mama oh mama

everybody update their fb status regarding *mother day*. syukran.. we still have one that love and care us more than what we can give back.

alhamdulillah, i spent time with mom for a while though everybody was busy and i am having problem to have leave to see mom. but, with Allah will. we still met.

for me; today is mother day but perhaps i wont leave father alone so make it as parents day which i celebrated them for sacrifice a lot in their life and their time to raise us. and i thank Allah for giving health for my both parents. my prayer always with them.

i appreciate them *mama n abah*. so much! been in geriatric ward, seeing a lot of elderly abondant by their children make my heart sober.

but, they the elderly never let the sorrow haunt them but they pray onr day their children would come and give them a kiss though they know they wont.

hurm..

just give a minute and pray for our both parents.

pray for them till jannah. ameen

Our Mojo

everybody looking up for a calm and striving to finish the assignment. despite the continuously report, minutes for each meeting, the lazy hand to work on board and the losing motivation, yet we still have a responsible to be success and 'amanat' from lovely both parents who always pray for our study. still figure out: what make us lost the mojo, perhaps we just forgot that time flies so fast and the semester come to the end. soon, final was around.

wake up friends,

we in the battle now, fight the mushy mood, strengthen the spirit, and protect with struggle. kick out all the manjalitis symptoms, lazy day syndrome and dreaming fever. lets back to the track.

lets pray together that we will gain our success and make our friendship strong and pull out the 'hasad dengki', and 'cemburu' away.

May He with us all.

Again; lets keep faith company till end of our successful ;)

p/s: remind one another so that each of us wont miss behind. walk along as we walk to 'Jannah'. Insyaallah,

Good Luck everyone. hope, this will help you to get your mojo back. 

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