What did that feeling?

Just finish my last capsule of antibiotic. finally, out of drug after a week been sick! even its not really heal but its getting better. two times seeing doctor, 3 times changing medication, take a few types of medicine and my work worse for the whole week due to my bad condition.

apologize to students that i had to cancel all the discussion, my friends thanks for company me to clinic and absolutely my mom which I make her worry about my health. Not to forget to U, honestly I didnt really treat you good since my state of health affected my emotion too. Really sorry for the argument that we had and maybe it cos by PMS also. perhaps! i dont know...

what should I feel? Of course, being thankful to Allah for give me my health back! Alhamdulillah after a week full of tiredness, sickness and anxiety about the condition. and I'm going through over it well. Syukran :) I can walk well, no blur, no headache, just a lil cough and a lil smile sometimes. Its Him give me a chance to breathe again. alhamdulillah.

Well what more should I feel? Hurmmm.... Okay honestly, cant hide myself of having this feeling. I'm a bit depressed! Oh dont worry, its not too bad, still can deal with this. Just dont know what the causes of my depressed. its either about missing someone or worrying about the relationship! Or its nothing to do with both but it just a bit jumpy or PMS again. well i could not discovered the causes. Hurm all I can do just pray this feeling will be away. Maybe I need a space to relax or a vacation would help or someone to talk too. Yeah! I'm going for it... :|

what did that feeling? I dont know!!!! I wanna myself cheer. Is there anyone could help me?

Nope! Guess so. its better to raise hand and recite a doa to Allah to soothe my heart all the time rather that lying on bed thinking all this misery and finding somebody to clear the feelings that I know it wouldn't heal......

Sigh! the only thing that I can do. But I believe doa its a better way right now. Insyaallah He would listen.

Things that we should know about doa is.....

Doa mempunyai kedudukan yang mulia di sisi Allah Subhanahu wa Ta‘ala, kerana doa itu penyataan seorang hamba akan kefakiran, kelemahan serta kehinaannya dan pengakuannya
terhadap kekuatan, kebesaran dan kekuasaan Allah Subhanahu wa Ta‘ala. Abu Hurairah Radhiallahu ‘anhu meriwayatkan bahawa Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda:

“Tidak ada sesuatu (zikir dan ibadat) yang lebih mulia di sisi Allah Ta‘ala daripada doa.”

(Hadits riwayat Tirmidzi)

and i would love to share with all of you about doa...

Proud to be Women

Wanita hiasan dunia
Seindah hiasan
Adalah wanita solehah

Happy Women Day! International Women Day on March 8 every year. Wow that it so good. Appreciation for all women on the earth. No matter who you are, as long as you are born as women you are proud to celebrate this! Act not really celebrate but good enough to be happy that we are special as a women.

Mom! you are the best women i ever had. I am really proud to have you in my life! I will never forget your kindness, your love, your motherliness toward me, you raised me up with full of sacrificed, your patience, and your everything that you did to me. I will always pray for you Mom...

You're dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall;
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call;
I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect;
If I had my choice of mothers;
You'd be the one I select

Ya Murabbiyah (Teachers)! always striving with your words of ILMU, gave to your little kids to make them a perfect human to be, but you are wish better to be useful human being! You did it well and I am sure that you are the most proud person to hear that. Teaching me not just for worldly but eternity.

I had experience one. teaching! Its really a challenge work that people wont think to do if there is no patience, spirit and strength. I bet you, this is not easy. you are not came to finish your lesson but you came to teach them to be a person that they are should be. you will smile when you see their success but you will frown sad with their failure! And every day i'll try to be the best. Insyaallah God will help!

So women, be proud of yourself. Tidak kira susah atau sennag Allah sentiasa membantu hambanya yang dalam kesusahan selagi kita sentiasa mengingati Nya...Ameen :)

On Hiatus

hee.....

jangan salah faham! blog still update, no matter busy I am... Insyaallah selagi masih berupaya akan aku sentiasa update blog ini...

so on hiatus nie adalah hanya untuk my FB!!

MENYAHUT CABARAN MY SAYANG MADHIYAH YAHYA untuk off fb selama mana yang boleh...heee MAMPU KE CIK DIEBA? hahahaha....

wait and see!!!!!

penah menyahut cabaran sekali sebelum ni tapi hanya dapat bertahan selama kurang dari 24 jam...ngeeeeeee TERUK BETUL REKOD TUE!
bukan saje saje tapi mahu betulkan balik tabiat addicted to FB and manage my time right! insyaallah boleh!!!!

comfirm pasnie bila bukak FB pasti dah bersusun notification and yang paling penting sekali dah penuh ar wall aku tue....hish and one more one more (bace gaya kepoh2) confirm banyak tagged picture yang ntah ape2...yang pastinya tagged shawl, baju, sling bag, and paling best ayat ayat pujangga..hish hish...

so FB! i will miss you...12am 10/3/11 tepat kene logout....aduh aduh!!! sat gi jerrrrrrr.....
ok whateverla, just best of luck for me...

A Test

Oh got myself on bed again! almost 4 days lying on bed.. huh subhanallah I should not to complaint.

Maybe this is a test from Him for His servant and I have no right to blame Him. Perhaps this thing happen for a wisdom behind. Alhamdulillah its not too bad cos I still can wake, walk, eat, and even smile.

just take time to heal i think. take some pills from my mother for 3 days. but its not healing me. finally, I decided to meet doctor cos worry if there any symptoms of H1N1 before its too late, isnt it? Oh nauzubillah.

Found myself in this condition make me back to the old time. when I was a little girl, mom's always be my side whenever I feel unwell and dad always pampered me. Oh I miss them. Oh wish to be at home...

Hurm just much more and more pray to God for my health for getting better soon. I wish! Insyaallah...

pills oh pills... i hate medication!

Movie Time

Almost 4 months did not go for a movie. cayalah! dapat bertahan tue. eh eh takdela 4 months sangat pun. hee adalah dalam masa yang lama jugak disebabkan oleh kesibukan duniawi. Finally last Sat dapat jugak pegi tengok movie. act i did not plan to go for a movie cos my state of healthy that is not allow me tapi disebabkan teruja dan rasa nak keluar dari terperap dekat rumah. so apelagi i decided to watch midnight movie with my sayang sayang.

Black Swan! act movie nie dah lama dah keluar and even dah ramai member yang suruh tengok. disebabkan dorang suruh tengok so I chose this movie. before go to cinema, I review the movie trailer so I wont wasted my money if the movie is bored!

The movie is about a ballet dancer wins the lead in "Swan Lake" and is perfect for the role of the delicate White Swan - Princess Odette - but slowly loses her mine as she become more and more like Odile, the Black Swan.

From my thought of view, Natalie Portman was a good actor in this movie. she is playing a role like a mental problem person who had hallucination and delusion. Good movie to watch act. you need to watch from begin till end then you will understand the plot.

so enjoy it!

Fall Sick

Oh no!!! I'm very a sad bunny :( huhuhu....have a good weekend with flu sore throat and fever. uhuk uhuk...

rasanya dah lama tak jatuh sakit macam nie. antibody lemah! tidak tidak tidak! ini disebabkan aku posting di tempat kanak kanak kot. selalunya aku akan cepat berjangkit dengan budak budak. memang inilah yang sentiasa berlaku...

Need lot of rest and take some medication. ah cepat cepatlah baik.

Weekend

disebabkan ahad yang bosan aritu, so me and my sayang going out for our best leisure at Bukit Cerakah Shah Alam. best and penat! mula mula nak naek basikal tapi masyaallah bila tengok ramai sangat yang beratur take turn tuk naek basikal kitorang pon decide jalan kaki je la walaupun sebenarnya keadaan kaki aku yang masih sakit sebab jatuh hari tue.. hee

takpelah exercise sket. cam tak bese je kan! hehehe..... rasanya bukan jalan je tapi snap pix yang banyak. tapi memang bestla spend time with this activity. ramai sangat orang yang datang sini. bagus! habis ronda2 satu bukit cerakah ni, kitorang terus balik rumah. sampai je kat umah mandi mandi terus terbongkang akibat kepenatan yang amat sangat! and yang tak tahan bila kepala dah start sakit. ya rabbi! macam nak pecah je, maybe sebab terlalu lama tengah panas kot...

hurm... ni activity bergambar je lebih dari leisure..hee..ape pon enjoy my weekend so much!