Countless. Most of my post describe how much busy i am in my day since working here..refer to the hospital...yes! I am...sometimes it ever crossed to mind to quit and look out for another but think back of hope and pray...i should say i must thank Him for giving me a better life based on work, friends and opportunity and mostly is getting closed to Him all the time....
Hurm.. Never look back to the past as my sayang fara ever told me..never turn back cos past was history and let present be the best and guidance for future... And this remind me to her as we go far from one another. She was married.. Will be a mother soon and i never blame her for the miss but i understood that the change came from the status we hold now.. But one think i learnt the prayer will always with us..
Two weeks back i am running here and there. Completed all the responsible i hold.. The moment i suffer from this time, mom and dad was the person who supported me a lot..they sacrificed all their time and love for make averything went perfect. Behind the lethargy, anxious, hopes, and worries they gave me their best prayer.. Oh this is how much i heart them.. What on earth you if you forget to syukur? Having parents around, love and sacrifice for your best compared to others who walk alone and live in ignorance... How glad myself to be bless by Him with giving me this beautiful anugerah *family*..
Despite having good time, my heart never stop worry of the unwell father. My prayer always to him... Get a good health and a better faith.. I keep pray for them in every of my doa.. Ameen.
Yet, a few things need to get prepare... Back to school..alhamdulillah passing the first semester and a few weeks more two enter a new semester.. The wishes are getting better result, more effort and more rajin.. Err refer to previous experience....hehe
Last..today having interview to move one step to be permanent...er hope everything goes well... Well, nothing much pressure just keep move on and more effort..inshaallah... He with me...
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