Syukran... I still celebrate Raya this year with my lovely family and friends... Seriously miss them so much since we finish our school and everyone choose their own way further their study and some chose to work.
Today, we gather as usual for every year in Raya. Okay, lets forget a minute about Raya. There something pop out in my mind and sudden run of my fingers on this mouse clicking the page of someone. The girl I've been knowing about last year but truly, I didn't really know her... I'm just like a stalker who just checking her routine towards her wall.. Oh serious its so bad!!!!!
Well, I'm not mess around her, just curiosity about thing! Is it bad to do that? well, I'm not disturb anyone. I'm not trouble her. I'm not doing bad thing to her. I'm just viewing and reading for thing that I could say spying. HUH!!!!
I know this is stupid but I can't stop from doing so, It just like something important for me. every time I surf net, I usually view her page and look through her activities and sudden feel come and I could describe as a negative thought from my head. Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Why should I? Am I jealous? Am I a girl who wanna be as perfect as her? Ooooooh!!
Why her? why don't others. Why she was the chosen one among thousands... I had the answer! The answer that would hurt me a lot. A lot and a lot...... Cos she was a girl who was stealing the one heart. And it never return.
Guess? never guess who is that *one*. You may know as you read the wordsssss....
Honestly, I don't know what brought me to this feeling... What actually I looking for form the page? What did I got from being a stalker? Did it satisfied me? Did it make me happy?
I don't know! I don't know! i don't have answer for those... All I know I'm just a girl who are weak and trying to figure something to weaken me by doing so!!!!
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