rezeki

one step closer...caption mcm nk gempak je...ala2 baru pas tunang... padahal dh jd bini org....

since almost 5 months after married..mcm2 dh berubah..masa kerja life....byklaaaaaa...ikotkan mmg byk sgt yg berubah....yg dh kawen mesti tau kan....

since kahwin jgkla byk soalan2 yg rasenya tak sedap je di dgr....beginning of time after married rase mcm boleh terime la...but kalo all the time benda yg sama n too sensitive rasa mcm menyampah la pulak...kinda busy body pulak...

bila bujang sibuk tanya bila nak kawen, bila nk kawen....oh my..kalaula kite tau bile kite kahwen like in the diary we open up every day takpe jgk...we just plan it...yg lain Tuhan yg tentukan....bila dh kawen..senyapla mulut2 yg sibuk berckp tu...

lepas kawen...rase tenang je...ingt kn panas smpai ke ptg rupanya hujan di tgh ari.....

after 2 months kawen..sibuk tnye..dh ade ke..dh berisi ke... fine isi perut adelaaa...boleh terima laa soalan2 tu....

then few months later...

eh...dh ade isi ek...
eh....ble nk pregnant...
eh..xpegi cek ke preg ke x...
eh...usaha lebih sket ni...
eh...dia dh ank ke 5..ko ble plk...

ok....yg pling best ble kte smyg je ari2...xlalu nk mkn...mulela rumours....dh preg ea...bpe bln?

erkkkkkk....nk respon ape ni..nk marah..kawan2 jgk...nk tarik muke...kawan2 jugak...last2 senyum kelat jela.....bkn xboleh terima cume sometimes cara setiap org menerima tu berbeza....ade yg selambaaa..adr yg sensitif... so better u just quiet..waiting for own self sendiri yg announce and pray for it..kan lagi bagus....

kalola kita ni Tuhan nk preg ble2 mase je...bolehla kita bgtau....tp kita ni manusia biasa...cume beruusaha......n tawakal...so xperlula push soalan2 lagi ea....

kdg2...kenela fhm..we are in planning ke...kita belum ade rezeki ke...kan lebih baik berfikiran mcm ni.....

sedih

when Allah said He wants to test us in many ways...

its reminder from Him that we been forgotten Him.

faham

tak semua org faham apa kita lalui..

tak semua boleh terima kata kata kita..

mungkin berada di tempat tinggi kata kata perintah tu sgt perlu dituruti..

kalaula hati manusia ni jernih suci...alhamdulillah hidup manusia di dunia ni...

tp

jika hitam dan busuk hati tu..maka parahla manusia sekeliling...

huuu..

mati

hati...

sebenarnya faham apa yg hidup dan mati.

hidup penuh kasih sayang dan ikhlas.

mati dengan dengki dan dendam.

regrets

in time, we feel regrets to what we chose.

in time, we realize how false our game.

in time, we fall to our own prediction.

in time, we should grab the opportunity for being right.

in time, we realize we waste time.

in time, we should wake up from a dream.

in time, say no to regrets.

mind rant

life cant be predict...

sometimes what we want we wont get. but still, hope come along.

life can be very hard and patience is a must. may He guide me..

rant

face can hide
but
heart cant lie