June 16, 2014

Saat paling bahagia

While i'm in the middle of finishing my case study slide and essei. My head was remind me to one of my patient.

An indian lady with 60 years old. Diagnosed as stroke for past 1 month and had therapy with me for 2 weeks. Alhamdulillah she went home well and had so much improve. And thank to my partner 'pt' for working together with me. This is all for our pt' sake. Alhamdulillah.

Before she been discharge to home. I have a chance to say goodbye and have a lil chat with her. She thank me during her lunch and said that she was bless by 'God'-indian pt, to be here as she get herself well and improved.

There is a story that she told me before she leave. She told me that the day she been admitted to the hospital she was depress and give up due to her condition which is weak and unable to walk as previously.

She also had a suicidal thought and wanted to terjun bangunan to kill herself cos she claimed that she is useless at that time but she is lucky to see a rehab doctor that console her to stay for a few days for rehabilitation and had make promise to the pt that she will get herself to walk again and funtion like before. As long as she is doing all the therapy intervention. Even though not perfectly like before but at least she cant be so dependent to others.

I know that the doctor is trying his best for his pt till he make a promise. Maybe that is one of the way to get the pt improve and keep away from those 'bunuh diri' idea.

And to tell you. The promise that he makes. The pt made it. She can walk and she could perform all the task like previously. Alhamdulillah.

This is not to tell that we can predict but this is to tell that effort and trust is important.

Yes.. It is..i dont know about u... But to tell you, to see your pt you treated getting well was a moment yg sangat bahagia.

Yes. Bahagia ;)

Ramadhan soon..

Ramadhan is coming. Pantas sungguh masa berlalu. Just remind me to my last fasting and during that day i wish ramadhan never end.

Time flies.. In the midst of 2014. What 'amal ibadah' that have us collected? Huh!

Wonder. Think.

Still figure out. Am i wasted so much time within this time.

I wish this ramadhan will be better than last time.

May 14, 2014

News

Last i post was 4 months ago. I ever had stories to write on but time was never pleasure me to do so. Working in the new area this year make me feel lazy to write. Bukan apa. My day time tiring physical and mental so at night is my time to rest and shut out all the mess.

Tonight, got time to write some. Not some but at least one.

Nothing much to say. Just update some life stories. Ever since working in ward esp the tough placement. I was in doubt. Hurm... Tak payah cite sgtla ea...

Well. Think this is all i wanna update. Will update more later.

January 21, 2014

I know I have U

Merenung ke luar jendela
Melihat kebesarannya
Mensyukuri segala nikmat
Yang dikurniakan di dunia
Kau berikan ku kekuatan
Tuk berpegang pada jalan
Walau penuh dengan cabaran
Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

January 18, 2014

keep moving

Happy new year.

think that it is not too late to wish. just have a chance to write in blog for this 2014. urgh.. what a life kan...
Yes, i am very busy since end of 2013 and this early 2014. settled sown my last area and prepare for new placement. yet, the tough than before. prepared in physical and mental as well.

at the same time, facing my final exam, completing the assignment, make my presentation slide (till now still pending) and counting to go back home. home sweet home..errr not yet!

nothing much to update.

here, 26 y/o i am....still got lot of work to do. still reaching for something that impossible to get. doubting each of my decision, waiting for the moment that will never happen and still dreaming of the happy ending (hopefully), playing over my head, cheating on my heart and whatever in mind now.

urgh, what a rough day!

well, i just go with the flow. doesn't want to pressure me cos i am the only one yang strive over.. so mean!!!!!!!!!!!!

huh.. got a go..still working on my slide. update soon ;)

January 17, 2014

Let Her Go...



Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

December 21, 2013

Serabut

Stressss




#sos