rezeki

while everyone in this house was dreaming and snoring.i was in the midst of messing the mind in writing this blog.

what a mess!

think that my head had ache since work here...too much to think. too much to settle down.

work with people are much more difficult compare working with machine. i bet you that its true.

treating people to make them improve was the hardest things.

well. i love the job actually. when you see the person you treated show a lot of improvement, come to thanks and appreciate you.. its much more pleasure than nothing.

no matter how hard the job is..that is my rezeki. that is my sedekah. that is my responsible.

i, sometimes make complaint toward these but think back to other people who suffer from getting job. i think i should syukur....

because that what we called rezeki.

that moment

the day i enter the place....and i saw you, my heart cried....trying so hard not to drop my tears...i hold your hand and i started pray.

we never been so closed. but we ever been work together. whenever my help for you and whenever i need you.

keep strong and fight...
your babies need you...

get up well dear...so soon you could hold your newborn with your smile and i wait you to let us know your stories like you did when your first birth..

i know the place was cold. alone. machine here and there...

we pray for you dear..
insyaallah...

have a bless

is so lazy to update any post...

anyway, another half way ramadhan....have a bless peeps...

its time to strengthen our faith, ukhwah and get closes to our One...

may we get the bless...insyaallah...

selamat beribadah ;)

ramadhan

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bukan dia tapi aku

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Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan
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Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Ku akui sungguh beratnya
Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan
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Kar'na ku tahu ini yang terbaik

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Cintaku lebih besar dari cintanya
Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku

Begitu beratkah ini...
Hingga ku harus mengalah...

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

Cintaku lebih besar dari benciku
Cukup aku yang rasakan
Jangan dia, jangan dia, cukup aku

Jangan dia, jangan dia, cukup aku
Jangan dia

a song to listen

School is perfect!

School is place that i hate to go when i was 7 years old.

But

School is place that i wanted to be there now.!

Its been 4th semester. Cant really wait to finish another 4 semester. Sound kinda of very long way to go. Huh!

School: how do we describe?

Got bundle of assignments, got unfinised tasks, got a challenges test, describe to the multiple attempt test that been crush due to internet problem or could be the system itself, got long day direct classes that make us lost the attention, energy and get self very bored and sleepy.

Got multiple confusing assignment..again assignment!
Got many types of assingment...need to do acting, need to work on poster, need to get into group, need our creativity...oh everything about assignment!!!

Got some of us headache when back home after severely attending non stop lecture and got some of friends complaining towards the lecturer who gave the bees sound *laju gila2* lecture.

Its crazy sometimes.
Its tough somehow.
Its stress us!
Its test the patience!
Its make us drop sometimes.
Its killing the effort though.

But we never give up ....
Because we hold into these:

1. Responsible
2. Friendssssssss
3. Prayer

Think of the responsible we hold and hope from both of parents. They make us strong enough to get through this journey.

Friends are the most people we need. Advise each other, guide the wrong, help the trouble and laugh together. Been in school without them was a lonely day.

Friends are people that always support one another. No matter you drown you can be save. No way to go wrong when you walk along with the right people. And they are friends.

Prayer always with us. We pray one another. We never miss to say good luck for each other.

This is how i love school.

May our friendship last long with sincere and we improving our ukhwah. With blessed from Allah.

Ameen

Its all about life

When life give me hundred time to smile..i should thank.

When life give me a beautiful moment. I have been blessed.

When life thought me a lesson..
I should not be regret.

When life offer me a thousand chances. I shouldn't miss it!

When life caught me into trouble. I shouldn't blame.

When life got me in sick. I should pray to clear the sins.

When life give me people i love. I should appreciate.

When life took things i love. I should redha.

When life give me an oppurtunity to bow to Him. I should do it in tawaduk and ikhlas.

When life is only to keep me satisfied. I should turn back to the rigt path.

When life giving me a lot of things that i need from what i wanted. I should realized that He is the Almighty One who gave me.

May He with me..
May His love guide me...
May He strengthen my faith..
May He listen to my prayer..
May He blessed me...

Ameen