Hey Stop!

Here the things, I've been so pissed off and giving up with the stalker who stalk around my phone. Aiyo! Should I say, stop text me the stupid unrelated message or just ignore the text..

ARGHHH!! So *bengang*!!! Or the stalker want to get my attention to reply those sms from him/her. But, what is the purpose of doing such thing like that. Oh tak paham betul la!!!!!

Cool Dieba cool! Don't get so angry, don't spoil your Beautiful Day, don't pushing away the mood... Haish... Sigh! the only thing I can do.

Or should I taking further step by changing my phone number or block the number..

Block? how is it work? Arghhh.... Need some help here.... I wonder who is the person who stalking around. *Kalau dapat ni memang ketuk ketuk kepala*

And, its very impossible for me to change my number since every call come and out is so important yet I love my number now. Huh!

Can't help it... For you stalker, hey stop! I'll catching up on you one day! So watch out :p

Istikharah Cinta

Bersaksi cinta diatas cinta

Dalam alunan tasbih ku ini

Menerka hati yang tersembunyi

Berteman dimalam sunyi penuh do'a

Sebut nama Mu terukir merdu

Tertulis dalam sajadah cinta

Tetapkan pilihan sebagai teman

Kekal abadi hingga akhir zaman

Istikharah cinta memanggilku

Memohon petunjukmu

satu nama teman setia

Naluriku berkata

Dipenantian luahan rasa

Teguh satu pilihan

Pemenuh separuh nafasku

Dalam mahabbah rindu

diistikharah cinta..

by SIGMA

ROBBI HABLII MINLADUNKA ZAUJAN THOYYIBA WA YA KUUNAL SHOOHIBAN LII FIDDINII WADDUNYAA WAL AKHIROH...

YA ROBB, BERIKANLAH AKU SUAMI YANG BAIK, YANG BISA MENJADI SAHABATKU DALAM URUSAN AGAMAKU DI DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT...

ameen

*surprise farewall party*

Last night was so amazing and awesome! Felt like I wanna it to happen all the time :) Well, I did not expect to do any celebration to my dear Madhiyah Yahaya and honestly I don't wanna do such thing on celebrating her gone. But, its for the last and make it an eternal memory for us before she leave. Hah! knowing her leaving was so barb :( because she such a good friend, room mate, and sister for me.

Okay, lets forget about all the dramatic *air mata* story and let's talk about the best ever *girls night* :D Preparation for the *surprise party* was so lame. Just got the idea 2 days back when I was in the middle of watching *nur kasih*. What inspired me to play out this was an appreciation for her and it was a priceless gift that I think no ones could find it in others. perhaps!

Anyway, it was so successful night I think :| hee At first, pretending that nothing in losing feeling towards her and forget about all the *sayonara* and all that kind of separating things. Just wanna let her think that we forget her for her leaving. Oh! such a lousy right! but we actually organized something special for you. ;)

Wow! giving you a wish for the future was the hardest part cos I know we going to a different path after this. But this is for good, we gonna miss each other and we gonna love that feeling :)

So, the night we surprised you and it was not kind of a perfect plan but good enough to be a *surprised*!

and

Here's the plan: we wanna you to sing for us but I have known you for not like to sing and guess what, I never heard you sing any songs since our stayed! do you remember? You told me before that you doesn't like singing :) And for that, we sang for you and we all addicted to do that!

See see, I told you! sing is good right :) we happy, I saw they laugh and smile and even a bit of simple move in melody. Oh its so sweet :) and it was an awesome night we had :D

*kenangan terindah* I want you to remember this song. When you listen to this, you will never forget us and our face will playing over your head with our pretty smile.

Well, that is it! The night we spent together we keep it forever... LOVE YOU AKAK

Mood Jiwang :)

tiba tiba rasa nak jiwang bila dengar lagu MARSHANDA SEJUTA CINTA
dah dua hari pasang lagu ni non stop :D
hee
bukan apa memang best lagu nie :)

perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
engkau pergi tuk selamanya, tuk selamanya

mungkin ini sudah suratan
engkau dan diriku tak bisa bertahan
mungkin ini sudah suratan, sudah suratan

jangan kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu
jangan kau pergi untuk melupakan aku
aku berakhir hidup tanpa dirimu

sudah memang sudah
perjalanan cinta berakhir sudah
engkau pergi tuk selamanya, tuk selamanya

namun kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu
jangan kau pergi untuk melupakan aku
aku berakhir hidup tanpa dirimu

jangan kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)
jangan (kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku)
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)
jangan (kau pergi untuk meninggalkan aku)
aku (di sini dengan sejuta cinta untukmu)

sudah berakhir sudah

Source: http://liriklaguindonesia.net/m/marshanda/marshanda-sejuta-cinta-ost-sejuta-cinta-marshanda/#ixzz1NKnht600

Be Abandoned

is waiting to be abandoned soon :(

SaD TeRRIFieD LoNeLY FLaT LoSiNG mOJo aNXiouS

every single words describe how I felt today :(
people said "sudah suratan"
i said "aku redha"

but did I redha? If this to be happened then I redha. but this is not easy to faced.

Abandoned by people that i love most like losing a piece of heart :(
How bad i felt.

Yesterday, we laughed we cried we scolded we hated we shared we advised we hug we pleased we joked we loved

Tomorrow, we left each other

"sudah" ends of our story. no more yesterday. I'm losing all the sweet time.

Again! be memories of sweet sweet time

dedicate for you love Madhiyah Yahaya :(

Another

Faith in leap. one more mistake done but I'm looking back and Allah still with me..alhamdulillah

Musings

GOD SPEAKS IN THE SILENCE OF THE HEART
LISTENING IS THE BEGINING OF THE PRAYER