Reminder

Lesson for tonight! Remember and keep remain in head.
Don't be too kind to a guy!
Must not!

Some will misunderstood to our sincerity toward them
Some might take an advantage from us
Some might think we fall for them
Some might think we *bodek* them

So it's better to stay out a lil bit
Make a gap between the relation
Make sure we safe from him

p/s: those who is a stranger guy

LOVE

Quote for today


TO LOVE SOMEONE IS NOTHING,
TO BE LOVED BY SOMEONE IS SOMETHING,
TO BE LOVED BY SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS EXCITING,BUT....
TO BE LOVED BY ALLAH IS EVERYTHING!!!

Still

I felt bad today!
I don't know who to talk too
Thanks to listen my story
I appreciate your concern

You really such a best friend
Thanks again
But I still sorry
I can't keep the promise

Promise...
To meet you again

And of course
You know better
Than I felt
Forgive me :(

---> heart

I wanna sleep early
I wanna stop thinking
I wanna forget you
I wanna fade you away
I wanna be strong
I wanna stand from cry
I wanna tie the broken heart
I wanna you leave
I wanna run from mad
I wanna close my eyes
I wanna pretend that you not around
I wanna do anything to let the feeling go
I wanna hate you
I wanna end my love for you

Cos today you hurt me so badly!!!!

Little girl

“jangan lupa baca doa sebelum tido”

I still remember when I was a little girl; dad always companied me during bed time till I fell asleep. He won’t leave me and mom always tucks me in when I was sleeping. Oh i miss them a lot. I want to be that little girl again. I want to be pampered by mom and dad all the time. I want my parents stay by my side. How bad I felt now. Huh!!!

I miss them. I miss them!

Come on dieba! You are a big girl now. Big girl don’t cry L

I am a big girl? But not to mom, not to dad and not to kakak too. They still treat me as a little girl who needs more attention and protection even we are distance away. I admit! I was such “manja” among siblings but it never stops me from being an independent girl. They still taught me to be independent! Stand on own feet. Never easily give up and be a strong person that I should be!

I’m not weak! But sometimes I felt that way when time I need them very badly, and I couldn’t find them! I used to leave in *kehidupan yang di manjakan* by them. So, when time turn to be this way, i felt terrible! Cry cry cry!!!

I pray this feeling goes away Allah. Please calm me and cheer my day. ameen

Night :)

There is no twice

lelaki: "percayalah. saya sayangkan awak sepenuh hati saya"
perempuan: "betul ke? saya tak percaya"
lelaki: "kenapa tak percaya? apa yang awak nak saya buat supaya awak percaya saya?"
perempuan: diam....sambil tersipu sipu malu
lelaki: "kita couple ea?"
perempuan: mengangguk

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< beberapa minggu selepas itu >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

lelaki: "sayang jom kita keluar nak?"
perempuan: "nak ke mana?"
lelaki: "jalan jalan. rindula..."
perempuan: "tapi dah lewat ni"
lelaki: : "takpe. lewat la best... kalau lambat, tido rumah abang je"
perempuan: "eh tak nak la"
lelaki: "ala ape salahnya. rumah abang kosong. member member balik kampung"
perempuan: "tak nak la"

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< beberapa bulan selepas itu >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

lelaki: "abang sayang sangat kat sayang. rindu la "
perempuan: "sayang pun sama"
lelaki: "malam ni datang rumah abang ea?"
perempuan: "ok abang. i love u"

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ketahuilah bahawa tiada cinta yang lebih indah selain mencintai Allah dan ibu bapa.
tiada lafaz yang lebih agung seagung ayat suci al quran
tiada janji yang menjanjikan kebahagiaan selain janji Allah untuk menghadiahkan al jannah
cinta ibu bawa ke syurga
kasih bapa sampai mati

*people make mistakes because we not perfect, then we start looking the right by doa, solat and ampun then, Allah perkenankan. He said "aku makbulkan", we had hidayah... alhamdulillah. we obey to Him, we never turn back, we sujud taubat, we said syukur, we cried for the wrong and He said "aku ampunkan.*

percayalah, Tuhan itu Maha Adil, Maha Pengasih, Maha Pengampun dan Maha Agung

tapi, berjanjilah bahawa tiada lagi kali kedua

Travel again

just finish packing bag. off to Kuala Kubu Baru...Huh! malas betul nak berangkat ke sana plus kene travel sorang diri...lagila tak suka :(

mood nak travel belum datang lagi, tu yang tak senang je hati... :|

pray everything fine and nothing trouble come within that time... Dengar cite tempat tu agak sunyi and susah nak dapat public transport...haish

Hurm.. takpe takpe bertenang ye dieba! its only a week, so kene kuat kan semangat ea.... :) insyaallah......

semoga Allah melindungi hambanya yang memohon perlindungan daripada segala kesusahan dan perkara buruk...ameen