random thought

i love working here.

Half of them (colleague) was my friends during school but some of them are just new to me.

what make me stay?

1. of course tanggungjawab. for me, definitely to survive, my parents who has been sacrifice a lot to raise me up, and for my future and 'amanah' (Him).

2. my career. i was the one who hate this field but after been 3 years experienced, I fell in love. HARD!! Indeed.. Work with people are a lot more harder than work with machine. But look back to 'pahala' you get, what wait you in hereafter are bigger than what you sacrifice, you will never turn back. TRUST me! when come to sincere kerana Allah. Everything never failed!

3. Mak cik Mak cik:--- they wont be able to graze the heart and emotions cause i have them 'friends'. bertuah sangat bila dapat bekerja sebumbung dengan kawan kawan yang bersekutu dengan kita. Yes, sangat bertuah. whenever you feel down, they are here for you. I love working with them: Fida, Izati, Kak Wani, Zila, Iman. Pika, Pya, Salima, Mira, Zul... They are my supporters..

so, it is amazing i can replace a bad day to a beautiful smile. (friends)

of; hated

i hate her..

i super super hate her..

sometimes hati ni ada batas sabarnya..

so kalau dah beyond my patience.. i could not stop from getting angry.

- abaikan perasaan emosi ini -

of; hate, annoy and thought

being youth in population of mak cik mak cik is not easy as we thought..

i just hate these environment *work*...

i ve been busy the last 9 months for these tough and rough days.

time was chase me. home, work and school.

stress??

ask me if any days that i would escape from the word of *stress*..

i know. im not the only one having this feeling yet other friends may feel the same.

work; this year was tough! crazy! i had wrote once or twice earlier 2014. and it continuously. i just dont know how to describe but the thing is i just cant wait to change to new area. working with different partner. kick out all the pressure. having good environment (that could be an exception unless that mak cik walk out from the department) huuuu...


school; alhamdulillah... Its A FINAL SEM!!! YET YET........a killer sem.
RESEARCH FEVER... tak sangka, pejam celik pejam celik..i almost almost done...sikit je lagi...work out sikit je lagi.....pray for me...

Marriage; He had plan everything for me.

-- i will update more soon --

of; proven

girl; u abaikan i sekarang

him; u tak sayangkan i lagi...

girl; u abaikan i sekarang

him; i luv u

girl; buktikan...

him; tengok kat jari u....

girl; ###smile####

sometimes heart can be manipulate by third party *syaiton*.. be considered to your iman and taqwa. trust and believe in fate and His promises...

of; head

sometimes its easy to say rather than make it.

huu...

i will make a story someday..

time to busy with this research...

feningggggg!!!

of hope and dream

pray for all the best and better life in future.

may our knot last forever.

#engaged

that moment

#alhamdulillah...
#alhamdulillah...

love keep us together..their bless brought us happiness.

thanks Allah for giving me such a wonderful moment with him.

You're the apple to my pie.
You're the color to my eyes.
You're the beauty of despair.
You make me happy everywhere. You're the cringles to my smile,
You are the pilot of my plane.